Fat=WEAK

This is my personal thinspiration page. I fucked up and ruined my progress so it's back to square one. SW: 202.5 CW: 198 My next goal is 190 UGW: 100

[shewillbedainty]

[lookinglargedarling]

I was doing really well today. I drank two glasses of water in the morning. I didn't eat anything until 3pm and I had a yogurt. Then I was scrolling Facebook and found out one of my friends died. I cried for at least two hours. I drank an entire bottle of wine. I went to the liquor store and bought vodka. Drank a good bit of that. My boyfriend went to get me a sandwich from Arby's apparently. I don't remember eating but I did. I fell asleep at 8:30. I woke up around 3am and I made myself throw up. I don't feel any better and my friend is still dead. Fuck.

[everydaylouie]

[everythingstartsfromsomething]

This is weirdly cute and enchanting

[bando--grand-scamyon]

YALL GHOSTS BETTA SANG @lyricism1898

[ultralight-sunbeam]

When does the album drop?

[dirty-n-evil]

Here in August, getting in that Halloween mood.  

[lookinglargedarling]

I am staying with my boyfriend's mom + stepdad. We eat dinner together every night. I need to get my shit together because I'm back up to almost my starting weight. I need tips for how to avoid eating without them being suspicious. Please help. I can't stand to look at myself.

[pxnkbxbblegxm]

Skinny Tricks

(These are just for me i’m not pro anything)

Cut your food into really small pieces

Between each bite put down your cutlery

Chew your food 20-30 times then swallow

Drink a full glass of ice water 15 minutes before a meal

Have some water between every 10 mouth fulls

Always leave some food on you plate

If you ate a snack over 50cals or a meal over 250cals use a hair elastic to pull and release on your skin as punishment (no scars and you can do it under a dinner table) 

If you feel hungry dink a big glass of ice water and it will make you feel full for a bit. If you’re still hungry eat a small healthy snack

Having a hot bath for 1 hour can burn up to 100cals

Always make sure you’re a little cold, your body will burn cals trying to heat itself up

Doing really intense workouts for 15-30mins works faster than doing an easy workout for around 1 hour 

[scarious]

[aftermydeep]

Reblog if...

• Eating makes you feel like a failure
• You feel fat everyday
• Losing weight is on your mind 24/7
• Gaining weight is one of your biggest fear 
• You don’t think you’ll ever be skinny enough

[bidoctor]

[lookinglargedarling]

Beer tastes better than reality.

[lookinglargedarling]

I've fallen out

I haven't been good to myself. I started to let myself eat like I did before and I've gained so much weight. I need to start over again and be much more disciplined this time. I can do this. Only a month to get skinny just a month.

[collarbones-and-hipbones]

[abbxieelifestyle]

[lookinglargedarling]

An open letter to my ex.

In a couple days, it will have been two months since we broke up. We were together exactly two and a half years. And I recall once when you told me you thought it was disrespectful to your ex if you date someone right after them. It tells them they meant nothing. So you said you thought you should at least wait three months, minimum. It's funny that you have a new girlfriend already and you were right. I feel like our years meant nothing and that I meant nothing. How on earth could you be over me so fast? Unless, of course, you were over me before we were done. In which case, you're a coward. I broke it off between us but not because I wasn't insanely in love with you, but rather because you questioned whether you were still in love with me, if you ever were. I saw you ask your friends if you were in denial about me. I saw them tell you that you shouldn't be afraid because you have them. I knew you weren't sure anymore and I was tired of trying to pretend like I didn't know you were done. And they weren't lying, your friends. One of your girl friends is now your girlfriend. She's there for you. She's easy. She's up there at college with you. She can be there anytime you need her. Unlike me. Who was always five hours away. Who worked most hours of the day and most days of the week. Who you left behind when you decided that school was where you wanted to be, even after I pleaded with you to reconsider. But then I quickly took it back telling you that I just wanted you to be happy. But I knew, not so deep down, I still meant it. I would want you close. But that's not what you wanted to hear so I told you that lie when asked if I was fine. Of course I said yes. I wouldn't be so selfish as to tell you that your choice was killing me. That the pain I was in was excruciating. That I cried every night for two weeks after you left. That my chest hurt from worry every single day. You'd tell me of all your new friends and I was happy for you but was jealous of them because they could see you every day if they wanted to. But the pain was too much for me. Knowing you weren't sure anymore took a toll on me. And so I broke it off to spare myself the continuous agony. But it barely worked. It was worse when I didn't have you anymore and the most fucked up part of it all was that I blamed myself, as if I had done something wrong unto you. I hadn't. I had only tried to save myself from a sinking ship. Strange that the ship continued sailing right after I plummeted off the side. You moved on. Just like that. You became the boyfriend I had always wanted you to be but its like you saved it all for her. And some days I wonder if you even think about me anymore. I guess not since you have someone else to fill your time. And after all of this pain and frustration I've endured, you'd think all I'd want to do is get back at you by finding someone else to replace you but I'll still wait another month or two, or even a few. Just to show you that you didn't mean nothing to me.

[cheiloprocliitic]

missing you comes in waves, and tonight I’m drowning.

[featheryxdream-blog]

[1988miley]

[1988miley]