Loptr Lab

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What Is Loptr Lab ?

My brand: is a representation of a connection with the Void, Aether, Akasha, and Faith.

I.B. Loud IVXX is the representation of #alteredcarbon

… a bit like Ripley but from a place where myths and legends are more science than religion. Her communication array was damaged making her a weapon who's trying to get back home. Or is that a hero who can deactivate her action codes?

Maybe getting married wouldn't have been so bad after all ... spoken like a true solider who just wanted to pay for college and see the World.

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Click the Pic or Finish the Lyric

London City, far from pretty 2-0-0-5 A lady down in Paddington Is fighting just to stay alive Rhythmic beeps and blood-stained sheets Our lady weeps, she's tired and frail To set the scene we must rewind  The hands of time for

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Final Message

Loptr Lab : it is time

What? Wait. What's happening?

Loptr Lab : you are returning to the land of the living, no more 🩼. you are not a killer

I am a weapon!

Loptr Lab : yes. His

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Are You Ready to Die?

"The Kill (Bury Me)" by Thirty Seconds to Mars, written by Jared Leto, is primarily about confronting one's true self, fears, and internal contradictions rather than a romantic relationship. It explores breaking down to face authentic, often uncomfortable, truths, acting as a metaphor for personal transformation and letting go of the past.

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The unpardonable sin invented by many religions is to change your mind and look for truth elsewhere. Of course the religionists would invent such a thing to discourage anything which cuts into their power base and cash flow.

Ruling by fear and threats is once again the character of the devil rather than God. And this use of religion for ones own benefit is the real blasphemy and unpardonable sin. Jesus calls it “blasphemy against the Holy Spirit.” He speaks of this (Matthew 12:31) in response to Pharisees accusing Him of healing people by the power of “Be-el′zebul, the prince of demons.” They have made their own power agenda the measure of what is of God and what is of the devil. The problem when you do things like this is how you make yourself unreachable, for how can God teach you anything when you confuse good with evil and God with the devil?

What does this mean? Proverbs 26:11. Like a dog that returns to its vomit Is a fool who repeats his folly

What does this mean? Proverbs 26:11. Like a dog that returns to its vomit Is a fool who repeats his folly.

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What happens when the influencer life isn't enough?

In this deeply personal episode, Zack Barbour-viral content creator, actor, and former OnlyFans performer-joins us for his first-ever podcast appearance.

Known for his car-rant videos and intense takes on modern dating, Zack has captured the attention of millions on TikTok and Instagram. But behind the 3.6M followers and high-energy clips is a guy wrestling with much bigger questions.

We dive into the real story behind Zack's rise to internet fame, the darker moments that followed, and how his growing relationship with faith is reshaping his content-and his life.

Zack opens up about what it felt like to blow up overnight, how he built a following by posting daily for a year straight, and what ultimately led him to quit his day job to pursue content full time. But success came with consequences-from burnout to depression, addiction, and the intense pressure to monetize every moment.

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Let's Play a Game

Hasbro: Love Is Dead — Hero4Hire

In our first tabletop game design, Hero4Hire created over 90 card illustrations – including 22 original ghost characters – for the new Hasbr

The BEST choice

isn't easy to find. But, when you do. You're no longer looking behind you.

Gratitude 🙏🏾

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Are You Listening?

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Intro By Jamie Tompkins

I can’t wait to introduce you to my friend Zack Barbour We talk TikTok, Faith and OnlyFans, Respectfully… 

Zack Barbour is a U.S.–based social media influencer and content creator best known for his engaging relationship advice, self-improvement content, and charismatic personality on TikTok and Instagram. With millions of followers, Zack has become a recognizable voice among young audiences who turn to him for thoughtful perspectives on dating, emotional maturity, and personal growth.

Zack began posting content in 2019, originally sharing comedy skits and playful videos. It wasn’t until 2020 that his content shifted toward his signature advice-driven format, rapidly earning him a dedicated following. His straightforward, candid style—often paired with relatable storytelling—helped him gain widespread traction on TikTok.

Alongside his social presence, Zack has explored creative pursuits in acting. He attended acting school in New York City and continues to work on film and video projects, often documenting behind-the-scenes moments for his audience.

Outside of his digital content, Zack shares glimpses of his personal life, including moments with his pets and family—bringing a warm and authentic dimension to his online persona. He also engages with his community across platforms, including Instagram where he features faith-centered posts and reflections.

Zack’s influence stretches beyond entertainment; he’s known for creating content that encourages viewers to think deeply about relationships, values, and personal fulfillment—blending humor with heartfelt insight in a way that resonates across age groups.

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He Calls to Me …

A life I can’t see clearly

“Perfect” vision is blinding What is happy?

Security in a relationship where communication is through an anthology you find frightening. It taught you to FEAR God and subject to slavery.

No, I’d rather punish the wicked and smile at my Father with glee having smote His enemies with the gifts He gave me.

And then, there was you.

Wearing my pain, bleeding in the gloom of my good work. Why? You are not cursed with a birth no one wanted only needed to make it out in the world.

Why?

Because I’m a girl

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Amen 🙏🏾

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I Understand

and accept with an open heart 💝

I'm battling demons for my Kiddo's life. I'm responsible for her. I allowed an outside influence, from what was SUPPOSED to be a safe and trustworthy space, trigger my anger. Instead of focusing on myself and what I wanted.

a double edged sword 🗡️

I cannot abandon the soul I brought to this place thinking, KNOWING I could be enough for us without the sperm donor who wasn't man enough to get a vasectomy first. Only to have the very same influence who PUSHED me to terminate now be the most impressive person in MY Kiddo's life.

But they can't provide for her like I do.

No this special waste of space is THAT desperate for something they'll NEVER have ...

It's that anger I'm in conversation with my Father in Heaven about. He is USING this suppressed emotion for mankind to witness the depths of corruption in our society.

It's my hope, our experience will END this Love Drought without me having to lose my Kiddo in the process.

I'll be alright. I KNEW what I was doing when I created this issue. Now I have to let my faith guide me to the highest path, for all of us.

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It takes THREE generations to HEAL a curse.

It only takes a moment of disobedience to start one.

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Take Care of U

This passage from James 1:2-8 (in the Bible) teaches that trials are opportunities for spiritual growth, producing joy by developing faith into patience, leading to maturity ("perfect and complete"). It encourages asking God for wisdom during these tests, promising He gives liberally to those who ask in faith, not doubt, as a double-minded, doubting person is unstable and unlikely to receive anything from God. 

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IYKYK

Yes

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