"I Only Exist To Fall"

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[loraxian]

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗Hello Lovelies˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ I’m Nike. ⤷20 ⤷AroAce ⤷My pronouns are she/her ⤷My Ao3: @sirenixXXX »»————-　➴　————-«« I'm in a million different fandoms and am trying to write a fic for all of them 𐔌*ˊᵕˋ*𐦯. Mostly writing on Ao3. Current fixation: ╰┈➤ˎˊ˗Lestappen

»»————-　➴　————-«« So without a further ado- Welcome to my blog!🎉🎊

[loraxian]

Fandoms choose you, you don't choose fandoms.

Apparently that's my case right now because no matter what I think of, it all leads back to Lestappen. Angsty Star Wars fic? Lestappen with Sith Charles. Time travel Zukka fic? Fire bender Charles and Water bender Max. Omegaverse fic for Siu and Seongwon? Omega Max not allowed to race or treated badly by everyone until Charles comes in.

I'm crying, please get these two diva's out of my head (╥ ᴗ ╥).

[loraxian]

A Love Left to Rot

I found it hard to believe, that a human could make a heart bleed- not from hand, nor weapon, but by simply existing just out of reach.

I'd scoff and mock those-oh so foolish hearts, for baring open their souls-all the good and the scars. "Vulnerability is a weakness" I'd mutter to myself, as I'd watch another couple enter the throes of passion, and burn themselves. I was perfectly content in my small little bubble, far, far away from any sort of trouble. Love was a risk I refused to take, but inside me, a traitorous thought began to wake. And as the years passed by- I finally understood the truth. If I were to love someone, I could see it being you. The seasons changed and so did I, my heart growing fonder as you caught my eye. I thought you'd lean in for a kiss, the tension was thick-it was really hard to miss. But nothing happened and we both walked away, down two different paths leading us further astray. Twelve years. That's how long it took, to realize you’d caught me-unaware-on your hook. My heart has long since drowned, in delusions of your love so profound. But now it bleeds black with a hint of red, a striking contrast to your pure white dress. And I know it would be impossible to love another, with each step you take towards your lover.

[loraxian]

Just a thought...

Alternate Universe: The map of Ojing-eo spanned over thousands of acres of land and stood proud and strong for the last two generations since its creation. Ojing-eo was given its name by the late emperor Oh Il-nam when he was supposedly blessed by a deity in the form of a squid. He was blessed with unparalleled strength, wealth and opportunity; which was inevitably passed onto the current emperor- Hwang Inho. Though not of the same blood, Hwang Inho was handed the reins of the great empire simply due to his extreme intelligence and prowess. As he grew up it was clear the blessings of the empire ran  deep in his blood and rooted itself in his soul. 

Even as he lay on his deathbed Oh Il-nam craved power, he wanted everything the sun touched to be under Ojing-eo. That included Ssangmun-dong, a tiny kingdom right at the border of his empire. It was undeniably an easy conquest which wouldn’t have taken more than an evening with the sheer force of their army but the political backlash would’ve been severe. After all, that little kingdom managed to stand perfectly protected due to its neutral stance in the Akalyptic war in the west; which Ojing-eo may or may not have contributed to its high death toll. 

Ssangmun-dong was known for its incredible ruler, who was said to be kind, fair and peaceful. They called him Seong Gi-hun. 

Seong Gi-hun attracted attention wherever he went. Be it due to his personality or charming looks. He never started any wars or made any enemies. There were also whispers of him being blessed with magic when he was just a babe and that made him all the more desirable to Oh Il-nam.

With his fleeting lifespan and thinning patience, Oh Il-nam gave one final command to his heir before he passed: Take over Ssangmun-dong and marry Seong Gihun. 

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So, this idea popped into my head during my exams and has been stuck in my head ever since. Should I turn it into a series? Well shit I did it. Looks like I'm failing my finals for this. The story is here