(TW!!)my ed space

sw: 127 | lw: 104.4 | gw 1: 110 | gw 2: 105 | gw 3: 100 | ugw: 95 | ~5’6”

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edblr really got me thinking 800 cals a day is a lot

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hey y’all i’ve been on like a weird bender and i purged for the first time in like nearly 2 years just now it’s so weird lol anyway uh hi

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idk how so many ed accounts get t3rmed like i’ve had my account for so long now and been fine but i guess i also try to avoid super harmful content

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sum b0dychecks (mine only 18+ on this page pls and also don’t post urself unless you’re of age like seriously stay safe) (also dni if ur gonna be creepy)

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so excited for my drvgs to come in

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been gone too long didn’t realize everyone speaks in code now💀

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hiiii i know i always take huge breaks but i’m going through a breakup and i just found a dealer (like one with hard shit !!) so i’ll probably be on here more often, i ordered a couple oc’s they’re both 80mil

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YALL. PROGRESSO SPLIT PEA SOUP IS ONLY 130 PER CUP. THERE’S LIKE 2 CUPS IN A WHOLE CAN YOU CAN HAVE A WHOLE CAN OF SOUP FOR ~260

NEW SAFE FOOD

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scale read 104.6 today so i’m very excited to see what it’ll say tomorrow, i’ve been doing omad maybe ~500-800 ish a day, omad consistently has helped me lose around 5 lbs a week but i am a binge purge person so i do have the like one week of metabolism boost even though it makes me want to die when i binge

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oh my god it’s been bulimia this whole fuckjng time

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when i feel that i don’t want to live, i binge

but when i feel like i should live i starve

it’s been an undending ebb and flow for so many years and i’m getting more and more exhausted and i don’t know if my heart can take it but it’s still so exciting it disgusts me and captivates me and invites me in warmly

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NEW LW EVER 104.4

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haven’t weighed myself in a while but i can almost wrap my fingers around my upper arms

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went through today totally sober which isn’t a big deal bc all i do is smoke weed but it’s been a few months since i got through a whole day without even touching my pen so idk i’m proud

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scale read 108.8 today

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now that i have a bigger following, any sac plugs wanna hmu

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having a mini anxiety attack bc you convince yourself you ate something you don’t remember eating