vaanvii

"The books, neatly arranged in spotless white selves, whispered their stories, quietly luring me towards them."

[loreandchapterss]

introduction (rather vague i'm afraid, self-expression was never my strong point)

my name: vaanvii :)

i am a 17 y/o brooder, poet, art enthusiast, lover, student, reader, essayist, moth, and a writer. ask me things if you want, about writing or books or whateverrrr (warning: plss don't be creepy)

my bad poetry blog: @diarycumpoetry

where else to find me? here on PINTEREST or LORE AND CHAPTERS BLOG.

Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Notes from Underground.

about me: nothing much here...i love all things writing, and creating art. will mostly post stuff about that, and the fandoms i'm in (it's a sea of fandoms that i'm in, i just cannot put everything here sry). i live in existential crisis, but when i'm back t senses, i'm either seen writing about it or just brooding. i also like sitting still and...thinking? if that makes sense. (personality type: infp lol)

about my writing: first and foremost, i do not write (or read) romance or smut, if that's what you're here for. i respect those who do, but for myself, i keep away from them. my writing always come back to genres like- horror, mystery, dark themes, nonsense, thriller, gore, mildly psychological, and seldom humorous. there are also a few attempts on poetry (which can be found in the poem blog mentioned above) but those are just...attempts, nothing extraordinary.

current wips: i am mostly seen writing short stories so those are always there. but there's also a bigger project: my book! it is a book 1 of 3 of a fantasy cum horror trilogy an the first book is called- Shadows in the Royal Garden. i don't know how to explain the book without literally exposing the entire plot (a writer's dilemma) but let's just say it's a story where magic meets ghosts with kings and queens and curses and spies. i am so sorry but i haven't got a blurb for it yet and that's the only way possible for me to explain my book TT.

recurring feature of my blog: it is called THE LORE AND CHAPTERS LIBRARY- an original fic a month. this way, atleast i'll finish whatever i have been working on and post it here, or either on my full-length blogg (link above!). could be anyhting- short stories, fanfics, or some other writing form that i get hyperfixated on- but yea mostly short stories (those are the best ways to learn fast and improve your writing >>>>)

i have another blog besides tumblr where i post full-length articles on writing, literary analysis, my book journey, personal essays, fandoms screams and just rants. plus pinterest, where there's much just me documenting moments and making moodboards for my book characters. PS- if you want to know about my book vibe then surely check them outt, links to both of them are above ofc.

i am also considering starting a substack, once i have a handful of stories or essays i'm proud of, will def update if that happens!

adios

[brainstreams]

[diarycumpoetry]

oh to be understood...

my eyes show the truth, can you read it?

how about i look your way?

how about i sit by you?

how about i whisper in your ear?

would you understand?

the dust and the dark caress me, as i hide from the world

only to reveal myself

strip myself bare,

collect everything in my eyes, but never to speak

and show them to you.

my eyes show the truth, can you read it?

[loreandchapterss]

"But why does she not speak?" from Alcestis, Euripides

[loreandchapterss]

the death of ivan ilyich- leo tolstoy

why tf is ivan ilyich so obsessed with the "approval of society" i tell you the man would even kill people if his boss approved "yeah good job man now you're one of us"

[loreandchapterss]

current dopamine>>>>>>

[diarycumpoetry]

his moth wings

his moth wings,

cut in half,

sucking in dust,

fluttering and flattering,

begging to live-

but not.