[loserboyfriendrjl]

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saintstar ceo. previously queerdeadwizards, lesbianmckinnonn saintchaser and loserboyfriendrjl. zandra, 6w5, ENTP-T, romanian. sirius black, james potter, lily evans kinnie. mary nobleflower, marylily, quillkiller, wolfstar, jily, dorlene, saintstar, saintchaser. cancer sun, capricorn moon, virgo rising, she/they, bisexual. writing a book. writing tag, spotify, masterlist. pfp by lupinflowrs

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posting but on tiktok now follow me @ beautymarkstars and send hc reqs or whatever i'm doing on the account

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dorcas meadowes is a slytherin but she's friends with neither "the slytherin skittles" nor the valkyries but rather a secret, third option (the ophidians: alecto carrow, zoya zabini, aurora sinistra, two of which she unfriended when the war started) and ravenclaws (caradoc dearborn, benjy fenwick, hestia jones, xenophilius and pandora lovegood(

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forgot why i followed u. read your bio & had an inkling but the post was very old. seatched tall sirius black and got my comfirmation. u are so right i hope they never silenced you

hey so sirius black is like. at least 6'3". tall and looming over everyone and devastatingly handsome

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should i come back to this acc or nah

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fucking love coming back to tumblr and seeing that the ships *i* paved the way for are still getting posted about. i'm a pioneer of some sorts

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do y’all ever ask urselves what i have been up to 😞

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modern lily evans headcanons

has the straightest, most luscious hair ever

wore braces as a teenager and absolutely loathes wearing her retainers

has a pair of those fake glasses with glass lenses that she wears sometimes for the sake of fashion

annotates every single book she has

wears her eyebrows really thin, despite them not being naturally that way

as a lip combo, she wears almost exclusively mac’s whirl lip liner (or any nude-pink lip liner) and a sheer lip balm

her instagram is extremely curated and aesthetic (overuses the instragram layout option for her stories)

her spotify is also extremely curated and all of the playlist descriptions and covers match each other

letterboxd user, which is for the majority filled with romcoms, but has a lot of other, interesting movies too

is obsessed with taking pictures of everything and everyone, carries a digicam on her at all times and uses both her phone and the camera

she has the iphone 13 in the shade green that she swears by and would not change for the life of her, solely because she likes the colour

big fan of ballet flats or chunky heeled, high boots

loves low waisted jeans and any kind of shirt that can show off a) a portion of her stomach, b) her lace panties or c) both (preferably)

loves book thrifting

big fan of anything lavender and uses it as a bookmark

the only fizzy drinks she consumes are dr. pepper and coke zero

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Hey! I am again at one of my Wolfstar-phases (have been for 20 Years) and found your blog 5 minutes ago, please suprised that you will have 100 messages that I've liked or rebloged something from you. Do you have a headcanon for petnames that Sirius and Remus use? my cheesy headcanon is that Sirius uses "Beautiful" for Remus and Remus "handsome".

s calls r darling/baby, r calls s lovie/sweetheart

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Happy birthday to the sexy wonderful intelligent cool awesome fantastic hilarious superb splendid creative successful perfect magnificent impressive glorious inspiring distinguished powerful hot @loserboyfriendrjl I love you so so much you are the best ever <3 leave your bf and be with me wife <3 you are so cool and hot <3 happy birthday hottie have a good one <3

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what are saintchaser and saintstar? I tried to figure it out but nothing is coming to mind

saintchaser=mary and james, saintstar= mary and sirius!

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tell me about how siri and lily became close friends pls and thank u

i fear i do believe that they became friends when she and james got together </3 i think they were civil to each other and could converse in case of a house party in which they got tipsy and shared a moment of heart-to-heart and then ignored it the next day. however i do feel that sirius harboured this quiet respect for her and took into account her feelings (see: swm), whereas lily was a bit wary of him at first due to his rep.

i do feel like they have a lot in common acc. they’re both hot-headed and loyal and have a bit of a martyr complex and rage is familiar to them and when they love they give their all and they’re both really intelligent and really dynamic and have something to prove (although sirius doesn’t feel the need to prove jackshit to anyone, whereas lily feels the need to show herself to the world and prove she deserves to be where she is) and that was a huge part of why they became friends in the first place, because they found similarities in each other (and also tragic child syndrome anyone)

their relationship truly solidifies once they graduate and join ootp. they took a lot of missions together, getting paired up because they knew they were quiet and efficient as a pair and that sirius’ recklessness and brashness in duelling went hand in hand with lily’s tactness and stamina. they kind of licked each other’s wounds when it was the case and sirius, although conflicted, was nothing but supportive to lily all throughout their pregnancy. it might have been james’ idea to name sirius the best man at their wedding but s being godfather was brought up by l because she has complete trust in him.

and also this is really really really self indulgent and i do not see this happening in the majority of scenarios but also i’m a sucker for s&l hooking up behind everyone’s backs when lily’s “doing rounds” and sirius is “in detention” and nobody ever knows about it and it’s their own little secret WHAT WHO SAID THAT

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everyone pls ask me about sirius and lily they’re spinning around in my head like in a microwave

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“Today, we will be discussing werewolves. Can anyone tell me what werewolves are?”

Lily Evans’ hand instantly shot up. “They are XXXXX-classified beasts in The Ministry of Magic. A werewolf, also known as a lycanthrope, is a creature which normally resembles a human being but, upon the rising of the full moon, became an uncontrollable wolf.”

He wasn’t going to be listening to that, knowing that Peter and James were in the hospital wing, waiting for Remus to wake up.

Sirius’ hand, instinctively, shot up. “First of all, they should only be classified under the full moon, because during every other day of the month, they’re human. Second of all, The Ministry doesn’t know jackshit—”

“Mr. Black!”

“And they do not resemble a human being, because they are one. Third of all, lycanthropy is an infection, not something you’re born with.”

“Never said it is,” Evans said, turning her head to face him with a smile, but he could almost feel her teeth gritting, “but if you were to look in The Prophet at the attacks, there’s a few of them of werewolves, right?”

“That’s a generalisation, Evans. There are werewolves who live in the wilderness and werewolves who live among humans. And the werewolves who live on the outskirts of society were driven away by wix, who pointed at them and called them beasts and monsters.”

“Why so invested in the topic, Black? Are you a werewolf?” Snape drawled, barely looking up from his paper.

“Yeah,” Sirius replied, barely sparing him a glance, “next time you piss me off, I’ll come to the dorms and maul you in your sleep.”

Snape settled on scoffing at him and turning back to talking to his “mate.” Sirius focused his attention back on Lily.

“And let’s not forget the werewolf registry, who is cruel and, frankly, idiotic by itself. Who expects werewolves to go sign themselves up to be locked up? That must be one of the least thoughtful things they’ve done, which says a lot, all things considered. Nobody’s gonna go sign themselves up for something like that.”

“It would be a protection method. They’re safe—”

“They’re not exactly fucking comfortable, though, are they?”

“Mr. Black!”

“Well, no,” Evans replied, sounding slightly irritated. “Obviously not. But it would be better for those around them, too. Would you like to be ripped to shreds?”

“Mrs. Evans!”

“No, I would not, and no, it would not be, because it’s uncomfortable and the transformation is horrible enough as is. Maybe, for one, we should think about,” He air-quoted, “the lower creatures, and try finding options that benefit them especially, more than us. They’ve got as many rights as we have.”

The bell rang; a class dismissed.

“Meet me after class, Mr. Black.”

“Gladly, Professor.”

“Black! One second!” Evans said, as Sirius started packing his bags. He grinned to himself; bingo.

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lily evans headcanons

was actually quite well known in cokeworth and had a good deal of girl friends that she hung out with

has a really pretty smile, “especially her toothless one”. she doesn’t like her smile with teeth due to her crooked teeth

^ and has a really loud and contagios smile

pushes her hair over her shoulder so often, it became a habit

doesn’t tan and doesn’t burn, but gets really freckled during the summer

tunes out the conversations happening around her without wanting to and finds herself asking what people were talking about. feels sorry for doing that, and has to take a great deal of attention to follow through with a conversation and be attentive

her handwriting changes based on her mood, and it’s a pretty good indicator of how she feels during the day

she’s a sore loser

uses her prefect/head girl privileges to make out in the prefect’s bathroom/broom closets during rounds with james

kisses people as a greeting and always hugs someone when they meet

hyper observant of other people’s feelings but completely ignores hers until they get too strong to be able to handle

bites her lips when nervous — sometimes to the point of bleeding

[loserboyfriendrjl]

Rip Sirius Black you would have loved Heaven is a place, This is a place by Frank Iero, thrifted leather jackets, underground rock concerts in tiny, dimly lit venues, sketchy late-night diners with the best greasy food, arguing with boomers in Facebook comment sections for fun, Bluetooth speakers blasting classic rock in the shower, sending voice messages instead of texting because you can’t be bothered, and Instagram stories that are just blurry gig photos and cryptic song lyrics