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Dominant Jade Sun scheduling FETCON 2017 sessions

If you're a slave and want to meet, I will be doing real time sessions at Fetish Con August 10-14 in St. Petersburg FL. It's a great chance to meet me in real life and see why so many boys get so addicted to me. You will find me demanding, beautiful and always in control.

Does the idea of kneeling before Me and begging to kiss My boots and give Me your money make your cock twitch? If so you are in luck.

You can setup a cashmeet, where you get to hand Me your cash.

·        Maybe I will make You drop to your knees and lick the dirt from My heels.

·        Maybe I will kick you in the balls and walk away laughing as you curl into the fetal position on the dirty ground.

·        Maybe I will take your wallet, look you in the eyes and take the cash out of it, spit in your face and throw the wallet on the ground and dare you to say something other than “Thank You Goddess”

Or maybe you want a longer session. These vary but are a great way to make a good impression. If you do exactly as you are told, are respectful and obedient, you might be lucky enough to become My property. During a session you might expect

·        Cock and Ball Torture

·        Cum Eating Instruction (CEI)

·        Cuckolding

·        Boot or foot worship

·        Forced sissification

·        Public Humiliation    

·        Many other fetishes

You will not have sex. In fact, You won’t even see Me naked and certainly will leave with an empty wallet, swollen blue balls and an addiction that lasts a lifetime.  Are you ready for an experience to change your world?

[losersissy91]

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Want to jerk off with Dominant Jades socks? Go buy them http://www.ebanned.net/cgi-bin/auction/auction.cgi?category=wclothing23&item=1500596257

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How many hours

How many hours a week do you work… 

I get that question a lot, because if you read my tweets I’m sort of always tweeting about Goddess Jade (http://www.twitter.com/dominantjade), or working. I talk about how Her slaves should be working 168 hours a week and earning Her more money. So am i full of crap? Do i talk the talk but not walk it? Let’s see.

Really during the week it’s 7am until 10pm I do break for dinner and maybe watch the news but then back on the computer. i work through lunch, unless it’s a work lunch. I sometimes meet with clients and will take a lunch, though i guess technically a sales lunch is working…

Weekend varies and depends on what you count. This weekend i spent 15 hours repairing septic lines but it saved me paying someone which would have cost money. Does that count? I also spent 4-5 hours a day working online for @dominantjade. Retweeting, or tweeting, or posting blogs on tumblr. I wrote three this weekend…

I do have a full-time 40hr a week job, a part time contract for roughly 20 though I told them I’d do more if they have the work, plus I write blog posts in my “spare time” so maybe another 5 or so hours a week there. 

And I will get other jobs as well. I will be teaching a class in July, that’s an extra 32 hours. Not sure how I’ll do the 100 hours of work that week but I’ll figure it out.

I’m working to build another class that I will teach that takes time. I estimated i will take me another 200 hours to finish. It’s going too slow actually…. Once it is done I can charge a lot of money, and travel to do it (and fund Goddess Jade to come with me if She wants). Plus my regular job and my contract job both let me work remotely, so I can teach plus still do my regular 60 hours a week.

I also do work for @dominantjade like retweeting, research, shopping etc. I’ve even donated blood and collected​ cans or scrap metal when my contract work wasn’t going yet. 

I rarely will sit down and relax, if I do its usually because I’m on my laptop working for Goddess Jade…

But I do exaggerate i don’t work 24x7 for Goddess. She is actually pretty adamant that i get enough sleep. Some nights She will make me go to bed early, or if I say i’m not feeling well. She is good about that. 

Sure there are some other nights when She tells me to turn off my alarm in the morning, but then makes me edge until my balls are really full, sore and swollen, Then She laughs and makes me go to sleep like that. i toss and turn but find it hard to fall asleep because i am thinking of Her and how much She teases me, when i finally do fall asleep i dream of Her. I like my sleep but love it even more when i dream about Her.

[losersissy91]

www.twitter.com/dominantjade

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www.twitter.com/dominantjade follow Her and see why you will.

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I’m eating this nasty lunch because i sent all my money to Goddess Jade (www.twitter.com/dominantjade) so She can eat a great meal with Her man.

Only $2.49 for 8 though...

[losersissy91]

Goddess Jade is an amazing Goddess. Follow Her on twitter @dominantjade

or buy her clips and tribute at http://iwantdominantjade.com

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I prefer my slaves with empty wallets and blueballs

@dominantjade 

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My Owner, My Goddess and my Love @dominantjade on twitter.

Or http://dominantJa.de

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We go to the car and nobody else commented on my reg lingerie showing, my "Birthday Girl" pink sash or the candy cock and balls i had been sucking on. I still had Her purse and gift bags of course. She had me put the bags in the trunk and give Her my pig mask, then had me unlock my car and roll down the windows. It was a hot day so that was nice. Then She had me kneel down before Her. Funny how much i LOVE that know. Public displays of ownership used to be a big no-no for me, How quick things can change. Has it really only been 3 sessions? Wow. i can only imagine what i'll be doing in 30 or 300 sessions. i'm sure i'll still love Her and being owned by Her. "You were a very good boy today, pet" She smiles down at me and pats me head. God that makes me feel so good to hear and see Her smile. i really would do anything to hear Her say that. It makes me so proud that i was able to make Her happy. Even writing this my eyes well up with teats of joy. I am really so lucky that She owns me.... "Kiss my shoes", i bow down and kiss each of Her shoes. The when She lifts them up i lick the dirt off of them. She doesn't need to tell me to do that any more. i've been trained on that. If she holds the shoe up higher i know to suck on the heel like it's a little cock and get it all nice and clean. Sometimes She makes me gag on it, but not today.... "My feet are sore and we have an hour ride home, so unzip my shoes and take them off". I took off the left shoe, and handed it to her, then the right one. "Kiss my feet" The funny thing is if someone asked me what i was into before i would have said forcedfem, forcedbi, ass worship, findom and panty worship. Sometimes i consider panty and ass worship the same, but either way foot worship, shoe worship and public were probably not even in the top 5. Now though my top 5 would probably be findom (still), ass worship, foot fetish then public. I think good slaves really adjust to what their owners want. I like to think i'm a good slave. Really my fetish is making Goddess Jade happy. i'll try anything to get Her to say "Good Boy" and flash that smile my way. And truly i love Her feet. They are so cute, so powerful. I've seen them smash nuts, stroke cocks and really love being near them. I kissed each one then She had me kiss each toe. I started to suck them but then realized She said kiss not suck. As much as i would have loved to suck each toe and cleaned them all the order was kiss, so i kissed. I'm sure someday soon She will have me suck each toes, or gag me with Her foot, but now She wanted them kissed, and then massaged She likes Her feet rubbed a certain way. i haven't quite mastered it, but i'm getting better. i still need to go a bit harder with them and there is this one motion that She likes that i need to get better at. I'm learning though and truthfully we didn't have much time this day. I was already 10 minutes later than i was supposed to be. While i was doing this Her boyfriend was checking out my car and asking me about certain things. Its a bit weird having someone go through all your stuff, but He is doing it to make sure that Goddess is safe and that Her owned slaves are what they claim to be. The lack of privacy is still new to me but it's safer for Goddess and heck He lets me kiss Her feet. He could have taken the car and i still would have been happy with the deal. It was time to go I kissed Goddess Jades hand and said goodbye. I got in my car and She rolled down Her window, and said "Oh yeah take all your clothes off except the red lingerie and put the sash back on and ride home like that". She laughed, i groaned a little. It's a long ride, the sun's out and i burn really easily. Luckily for some reason i didn't (i checked for burn lines) but it was still 5 (really 6) hours showing off my sissy side. Well i'll get through it, with my sunglasses on and it getting dark soon i should be OK. So i took my shirt off and put the sash back on, then took my pants off and showed Her they were off too. Then just as i was getting ready to leave He asked "Hey do you still have that butt plug from last week?". I did still have it, in fact i brought it with me on my trip the week before too. Goddess smiled wickedly, "Thanks for reminding me babe. Yeah put that in too, It will be nice having me fuck your ass for 5 hours.". "Yes Goddess." Then i realized it was in the trunk. I mean i can't really keep a butt plug in the cup holder right? "Uhm Goddess it's in the trunk". I sort of assumed She would have me put my pants back on, but She smiled a devilish smile and i knew i was in trouble "Well I guess you'll have to go get it". and gave me that look. Luckily, then i realized my back seats open, so I turned around and put the backseat down and could almost reach into the trunk. But i had to sort of get up and bend over the front seats which then showed my naked ass out the windshield, but i was able to pretty quickly grab one of my laptop bags. And then realized it was the wrong one. Fuck. i looked back at Goddess who had Her phone in Her hand, recording or taking pics. I'm not sure which, but I'm sure i'll find out when everyone else does.. She still had that look.. I looked back, not in a panic, but more of a "She's not really going to make me", one second passed, then two and then the moment She wanted. The moment when i figure out this isn't a test. She wants me to do it and isn't going to back down. The moment when my resistance crumbles and i realize no matter how embarrassing it is for me, it's what She wants. The moment i break and give in.. and She laughs knowing she broke my spirit again. It's one of those moments where my ego and pride get cut and become a little smaller, and one of the moments i'll certainly jerk off to later when She allows me to jerk off. I'll be reminded how each time i become less of a man and more of a pet and it will make me so excited and when i cum it will make it that much more embedded in my brain. She will probably tell me to remember this moment, while i'm wearing the red lingerie with my legs over my head so i can cum over my own face, with my mouth open of course, and on skype so She can watch... But i broke and while i choked down a sob She laughed and giggled and got Her phone ready "Better hurry up before someone comes" and She was right the lot was empty so i gathered my courage opened the door, took one last quick look and ran out and around the car to the opening trunk. I grabbed the other bag and darted back to the car. Then i looked in and it wasn't there. I looked in a few other compartments before realizing it was in the first bag. I pulled it out and She had my suck it for a minute for lube. "I hope you cleaned it pet". Luckily i did, though somehow it still stinks. I even soaked it and put toothpaste on it over night but i sucked it anyway and got it went then lifted up and slid it in. Luckily it's a smaller one so it's noticeable and uncomfortable but can slide in pretty easily. "OK pet have a nice ride, i want You to tweet a pic and about our day and then You can go. Also i want You to message me on Your ride home so i know how You are doing. I love You!" and She was gone. I sat there and wrote out my tweet and took a picture or two and attached that then i left too. it's a long ride home, almost five and a half hours with no traffic and it was 3:30 in Albany which means i hit traffic in Springfield and Worcester. By Worcester i start knowing people and that's really only halfway. There were also a bunch of troopers out on the way here, I think i saw 7 people pulled over, so i have to be really careful to drive slow. Of course i'm also late too so there's this weird, I want to go fast but don't dare to thing going on in my head, but i also need to pull over at every rest area and message Goddess too. And of course at every rest area no matter how far away from everyone i try to park, someone always seems to try and park next to me. Needless to say it was a long ride home. About halfway home i realize my GPS says i'ts 233 miles and my car computer says i have enough fuel to make it 185 miles. I'm not sure what to do, it's still midday here, but if i wait too long i'm closer to home and more people know me. I was not sure what to do. I debated with waiting until it was dark out but of course then i'd have to use my credit card and i was too far from home to have a reason (of course i'd already used it, that didn't really occur to me). I probably drove 50 miles hoping that magically my gas problem would resolve itself. i never considered just putting some clothes on t get gas, since Goddess told me not to wear anything on the ride home.  Wait i'll message Goddess and ask Her. I was nervous that She would make me get out and really not a lot was hidden. i don't really care about someone seeing my cock. i mean if they want to see my cock? Really? That thing? Whatever.... but getting arrested for indecent exposure, not cool. i messaged Her and asked if i could put clothes on to get gas and She laughed and said "Of course you can silly". All that stress for nothing... Which is usually the case I fret and worry and somehow everything works out fine. I did wait until i got as far as i could and then still left everything on and slipped a pair of shorts and a shirt on. Anyone could still see it, but at least i was decently covered. I was alone this weekend, no girlfriend, so i slept in the red lingerie. i would have liked to stroke my dick but i didn't think to ask for permission and Goddess tells me when i'm allowed to stroke, edge and cum and how i get to cum. I'm not sure how long it has been but She will tell me what to do. It works out well, now that i'm not touching my cock all the time i get more work done for Her. It makes me more useful as an earner and lets Her spend more. I love it... and i love Her. I am so addicted and in love with @dominantjade. You can be too. Check out Her webpahe at dominantja.de follow Her on twitter at @dominantjade, buy Her something from spoiljade.com or tribute Her on iwantdominantjade.com She's in NY and New England in June so you can schedule something real time if you are near there. She is normally in Florida. Also She does skype, and Kik for us remote slaves. Don't miss out, submit to Her and let Your new life begin. You will love it.

[losersissy91]

Third session with Goddess Jade pt2

If you read part 1 of this session, we had finished lunch. i was wearing sexy red lingerie under my clothes, and been walked around the parking lot in my pig mask and a leash. I even got my birthday paddling, yet another first for me. Goddess Jade is full of firsts.. When we get to the mall parking lot i, of course, opened Her door. I was still wearing the dog leash but She has me take that off and put it in Her purse. She then had me kneel down and kiss Her feet and thank Her for being such a great Goddess. I could probably sit on my knees, looking up at Her and thanking Her for minutes, hours maybe? I truly am so grateful for all the attention i get, the fact that She trains me and makes me a better pet. She takes care of me and provides guidance on lots of things. And I truly believe for us it's a perfect relationship. i've seen and heard a lot of dommes get pissed when slaves ramble on, so I tend to keep it short. Sometimes it's hard to know if She is mad. I forget what happened but something made me smile. i think Her boyfriend said something that reminded me of something else and i started smiling. To be fair i had been smiling all afternoon. i mean i got to spend my birthday with Goddess Jade. I couldn't have stopped smiling if i was on fire.. But She looked at me and said "What are you smiling for?" and before i could even answer slapped the crap out of my face. Quick, sharp and fast. Like super human fast. More like a cat fast... I stopped smiling, but probably only for a bit. I don't think She was really mad, She was smiling as She did it. I may not have seen Her hands move but i saw the smile i love so much. i don't think i've ever seen Her mad, but i'm pretty sure it would end up with me curled up in a fetal position, sucking my thumb and begging for mercy. I am sure the pain would be horrible, but the disappointment knowing i let Her down would be horrible too. After that we all went into the mall, I carried Her purse, of course and opened the doors. Her Boyfriend is super polite too, so often times He would get one door, and i'd rush to get the next. Teamwork.. Not that we are anything close to equal, I know my place is far, far beneath him, but when it comes to making Goddess Jades life better everyone does what they can. The first stop was a candle store. They were having a bunch of 50% off sales She shopped around and smelled a few different candles and decided on one. "Go pay for this". I was nervous, i had $19 and sort of knew i would need it for gas. But i have a bunch of change, so in my head i could pay the candle with cash, then still use change to buy enough fuel to get me home, or at least near enough to use my debit card without raising suspicion. The candle was 24.50. Still I thought 50% off, if $12.25. I should be OK. It was not on sale. But then i realized i already used one of my credit cards in NY, when I was supposed to be in NH so one more charge didn't increase the risk any, so i charged it and didn't give it another thought. I carried the candle and Her purse and we continued on. We went to a few more stores, and looked around. I tried really hard not to stare at Goddess the whole time, but honestly She is absolutely gorgeous. Everything she does is full of style and grace, a total knockout. I could stare at Her ass for days. I probably told myself 1500 times, stop starting at Her ass, stop staring at Her ass...and that's not even talking about Her eyes... The most beautiful eyes, or the hair... but back to my story. I just need some water first to calm down.. I'm back. As we left one store there was a Spencer's gifts across the mall. If you aren't familiar it's quirky gifts, like a penis shaped chocolate, or a pussy hat. They also have a display of cheap kinky gifts, kind of beginners handcuffs or whips. I remember one of my girlfriends locked me in a pair of their handcuffs, in the car with my pants around my ankles and i'm sure a raging hard on. Ahh memories. As they shopped i stayed near in case they needed anything, but not so close that i felt like i was eavesdropping, but i heard snippets of the conversation, "How about this, a dick hat. That could be funny". "Get those super sour candies there" "Oh a dick necklace and it has balls too". "What about this pink birthday girls sash" I remember thinking, "wow i feel bad for the poor bastard that has to wear that...." Yeah. It took me a minute to realize that was me.... I'm a little slow some times. She handed me everything and told me to go pay. I cashed out and before we left the store She said "Kneel down there". Literally in the middle of the store opening. It felt really exposed and i could imagine crowds around looking, but i did it. She took out the pink "Birthday Girl" sash and put it on me. Then the dick necklace, except if wouldn't fit around my big head. So instead She said "Well just suck the cock then and let it hang down. Don't drop it. OK up. Let's go we have more shopping to do". "What really? You're joking right?" I almost said. Then remembered the video of Her slave in  a pig mask holding a sign beside the highway because he said he didn't like public humiliation and then Her stepping on him and enjoying the sun and realized She was not joking and i was going to go through the rest of the mall with a little cock on my mouth and a bright pink "Birthday Girl" sign... She was watching me, like She does when She knows i'm uncomfortable. I've sort of learned that look. It's the one i got when She said "Give me your wallet", or  "Go put this butt plug up your ass and then sit down and have lunch". It's sort of  a combination or "I dare you to say something" and "I wonder if he will beg me to stop?". It is usually a quick look and always ends the same "With me giving in, slightly sighing in defeat and saying Yes Goddess". And then She smiles, pats me head or rubs my face and says "Good boy" and we both know next time i won't hesitate. We continued on through the mall. Surprisingly i wasn't super nervous. I realize i'm actually more and more like a dog, when my owners are calm, i'm calm. They are always calm so that helps my nerves too. I still felt stupid and self conscious I mean I was wearing red lingerie that clearly showed, I had on a pink "Birthday Girl" sash and was sucking a cock and ball necklace. But i wasn't scared I'm not sure how many other stores we went to. I know we went to a natural cosmetics store and a few clothing stores and finally ended up at Victoria's Secret. Of course right?  It was mid week so not as crowded as it would be on a Saturday afternoon but there were still a dozen or more women. I think men in general stand out in VS. I was carrying a purse, a bunch of bags, and sucking a cock. I tried to look casual but that's a hard look to pull off when you're dressed like that and sucking on a candy set of balls.They were calm, i was calm and we shopped. Goddess tried on a few sexy bra's and shared the photos with me. She looks absolutely amazing of course, and i doubt those will make it to onlyfans.com, Maybe they will. Subscribe and see.. Totally worth the humiliation though. We stopped and Goddess sat down and had me hand Her the bags."OK Stand there, close your eyes""Move closer, ok look up but keep your eyes closed""Hold out your hand, now put this in your mouth"She put something round and hard in my hand. I didn't have any idea what it was, but i did as i was told. It could have been dog poop, or a cyanide pill She told me to put in in my mouth so i did. Complete trust.... It was incredibly sour and tangy and i'm sure my face was priceless at least based on their laughs. There was more, but i don't want to tell everything. Book your own session and find out what She does. I don't want to ruin Her surprises. :) As we were walking out though two ladies were walkng towards us and yelled "Happy Birthday", i'm sure i turned even redder but said "Thank You" Goddess likes polite slaves... I sort of thought this would be the end of the session, but there is a part 3 about some foot worship, and even more public humiliation....

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Best birthday ever,

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See Her on Twitter @dominantjade or dominantja.de

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My second session

I am definitely addicted. I have a serious Goddess Jade addiction...

I got to serve Her less then two months ago and already begging Her to let me serve again. And as you know, if you follow her, she is in NY. It's a 287 mile trip (one way) and i messaged her to let me come take Her to lunch. I actually meant Her and i since we really didn't get to talk that much when i was in Florida and i'm desperate to learn as much as i can to be a better pet for Her. Things like favorite food, music, color, hobby, anything so i can hopefully surprise Her with a unique gift.

She thought it would be a good time to meet Her boyfriend and his brother and his girlfriend. I was super nervous about that. I mean here i am sneaking away (as in no one knows where i am) to meet 4 people in upstate NY. Could pretty easily turn into Hostel 14 or what ever number they are up to. Especially since all Goddess Jade would have to do is tell me to put the handcuffs on and then they could torture me, kill me and sell my organs. OK I didn't think that at all actually but i was nervous i would do something wrong to embarrass Her and that would be worse than torture. (No that's not a challenge...)

But i have only served Her once and while I tried to remember everything She told me, i can't honestly say i haven't forgotten. Plus i'm meeting Her boyfriend... He has to know how hot She is and how much i am addicted to Her and love Her, and that has to be a problem. Goddess told me he was cool with it and actually was good friends with all Her slaves, but still i was nervous. As it turns out though he is super cool. He greeted me like an old friend and i had to look a few times to make sure he wasn't someone i've known for years. OMG in like 2 minutes i went from about to wet my pants to still slightly nervous, but way more relaxed.

Goddess again had given me specific directions what to do when She arrived and what car She would be in. It's one of the things i love about Her. Clarity helps make sure i don't fuck up and makes me less nervous. The directions were simple, open the door for everyone and then walk back to Her and wait for instructions. Just an example of how badly i wanted everything to be perfect. I asked if i should let Her out first or last. First, by the way. Though i'm guessing if it's raining maybe that changes. Another thing i need to ask. She had me carry Her purse and open the doors.

We went to this awesome restaurant and as it turns out Goddess all but owns the place... Literally everyone there knows Her and adores Her. No surprise, except i didn't know She had ever been to NY. So they gave us a table in the back. Goddess had me make reservations specifically asking for that. Which is sort of funny since clearly She could have just asked for it and they would have done it for Her, but hey why should She call when She can have a slave do it. I guess the same reason She makes me to the paypal transfers when She has the password, it's just easier, and honestly i'm glad to help Her do anything. We had a great meal and drinks, well i don't drink but everyone else had some and fillet steaks. Goddess loves Fillets.... Conversation was actually super normal and relaxed. It sort of went, normal question "Where did you grow up?", normal question "What do you do for work?" then an awkward one (at least for me) "So when did you suck your first cock?" I'm a new england catholic boy, sex is never talked about... so that always makes me feel a bit nervous. I answered everything honestly and without hesitation, other than "So what's the most extreme thing you've done?"

The hesitation wasn't for anything other than thinking what that would be. I mean i sucked cock a lot, licked a mans ass, i have a gay phone sex line, i once had to cum in a cat box and then eat it out, i licked toilets, i've done some pretty fucked up stuff that i'm not proud of like that. But Goddess owns me and so i don't keep secrets and She accepts me anyway and loves that i am open. So i went to my most extreme, i used to have a weekly BJ session with a local crossdresser who paid me $30 to suck his dick every week.  Her boyfriend thought $30 was a good deal for a BJ but also said "I don't think we should make him suck dick. It's not safe". Which i agree with and Goddess had actually told me the same thing. It was great to hear someone worried about me actually.

He did tell me Goddess had a few surprises, for me. The first was a nice new purple buttplug which She had me put in my ass before lunch and keep in until i got home. My ass was pretty sore after 7 hours...

At some point during the meal She took Her heels and ground them into my balls. She smiled, i cringed a little, but i know She likes inflicting pain and a lot more pain than i can take. She is gentle on me, but i try to take as much as i can. It's about what She likes, not what i like. I think most "slaves" forget that. After dinner, She said "Give me your wallet/" normally I'd hesitate since it has all my "real" information. i've always had this fear of blackmail and tried to hide my real name, phone number etc. But I handed it to Her without hopefully any pause. I clearly made a face that said I wasn't comfortable... She reads me perfectly. I suspect this was partly a test, When She first owned me She asked for my email. i was clearly uncomfortable with that too and told Her. I gave it to Her but thought it was important for Her to know that was a huge deal to me. Trust building moment...

She took my wallet and we moved on. I don't know if She went through it. i haven't checked to see if She took anything. I don't need to. If She wanted something it's Hers, and more importantly i trust Her completely.  Actually She did take my corporate card out and asked if that was the one i'd be using for dinner... But She kept the wallet and i didn't ask for it back. Like me, that belongs to her too, and She knows i'll need it before i leave so when She is ready, i'll get it back.

We finished desert everyone had another round of drinks, or two and by then i was pretty sure the $150 i had left in my pocket to pay wasn't going to be enough. It wasn't..by a lot.

They brought the bill and i picked it up, but She said "Give it to me". i wasn't sure why, but my job isn't to ask why it's to do what i'm told, so i handed it over. She looked at it, Her boyfriend looked at it and She had me put the card in and have them ring it up. She said She would take care of filling in the tip. i won't get into how much it costs. it was a lot more than i thought, but i have good credit and the card covered it. i was shocked at the bill, but wouldn't want to embarrass Goddess by saying anything. She knows my finances and if She wants to spend that much on lunch it's her call. My job is to earn, Hers is to spend...

She took my hand. Then took a pen and wrote on them "Jades Sissy Bitch" on one and then drew a cock and "I love cock" on the other and told me to leave it on until i got home. Of course i had a few stops on the way home, but i left it on. She told me to.

She went to say hi to some more people She knew, so i had a chance to ask Her Boyfriend what i could be doing better or start doing. He said makeup and nails, which i knew, but he also said Sephora does classes. I'll have to try and get in one. He also said Goddess talks about me all the time. My heart melted. 

The surprises weren't done, when we left we turned right (the cars were left) to a cute gazebo in the town square. She had me kneel down, which i love doing now, even in public. Funny Public used to be one of the things i didn't do. There weren't many people but apparently there was one lady across the street. She probably thought i was there to propose, you know on one knee in front of a gorgeous woman. And I would, with all my heart i would beg Goddess Jade to marry me every day, but that's not really my role in Her life, though i can't say i don't dream it.

I'm pretty sure when the pig mask and leash went on the lady figured out it wasn't a marriage proposal. And if not when I was licking the dirt off of Her heels well that probably gave her a hint too. We shot some video and took some pics, i guess. I was just following orders. It was until i actually saw the pictures and videos i realized there were any cameras. It's funny when i'm around Goddess i don't actually notice anything else around except Her. After the pictures we walked back to the car, of course i was still carrying Her purse for Her, I suspect partly for humiliation, partly for convenience but i really don't care why, i just do... I got to kiss Her heels and we took a few "normal" pics. I look like a dork, but She looks amazing. Obviously.

Since i still had money in my pocket and they were going to another bar (i had to get back to work and home) i gave Her another hundred. I'm Hers after all and She is going to get my money anyway, so why wait... One of the best moments was after i kissed Her shoes (on main street again) She had me stand up and said "I am so proud that You are my slave". I felt like the grinch at the end of "How the Grinch Stole Christmas" and his heart grows 3 times larger and he had the strength of 10 men times two... Like that.

Maybe i'm just an odd slave, but one "I am so proud that You are my slave" means more to me than a thousand "Fuck you pay me, stupid slut". I guess i'm motivated more by positive re-enforcement. I just know i've served other dommes who were just demanding and degrading and that always wore off for me. Fun sometimes (usually when i was really horny) but not really what makes me think "long term". Goddess Jade though, i can totally see serving for the rest of my life, or at least as long as She wants me.

It was an incredible day. I was really worried about it, but if anything i came away even more in love with Her than before.

[losersissy91]

Money saving tips

Sometimes as hard as i work i can't seem to make more money. It doesn't stop me from working 14-16 hours a day since i know sometimes you plant seeds and they grow later..

But that also doesn't mean i'm going to stop sending all my money to Goddess Jade. She deserves better so if that happens to you, here are some money saving tips that will help you still find enough cash at the end of the week to send Her a triple digit tribute. 

1. First start with Her money first. Any time i go to the ATM to get my money for the week, i pull out 20% and put it aside. That's the least She will get. i plan to increase this over time. NOTE: If i'm taking out money specifically for Her it all goes to Her...

2. Learn how to hypermile. Yes you may need to leave for work earlier to avoid traffic, or have to drive in the slow lane behind a truck to get better fuel mileage. I once had to follow a septic truck  for 25 minutes. It stunk like shit, but i think i saved around twenty cents. Not much and for anyone else, not worth the smell, but it was a turn on knowing how gross it was and that it really stunk LOL, but was for Goddess. When you suffer it's super hot.

3. Skip meals, or eat leftovers. I literally haven't paid for a meal since i started serving Her. Occasionally i will take a potential customer out for lunch, but that's work so i think that's OK. i'm thinking about next time trying to get them to go to Texas Road House or Panera and buying a $50 gift card too. I mean i get to expense it at the end of the year and Goddess loves them both.

4. . Coupons. Any time you have to buy something, you need to look for a coupon. It might be in the local paper, or maybe online. There are lots of places and apps not that can help you save a dollar here and there

5. take toilet paper from work or the local mensroom. There's really no reason to buy this. Many times at work, they will take out a half of a roll and put in a full one. It's a pain in the ass otherwise, but you can grab that and bring it home. Or you can always wear a bra to the local gas station and stuff yourself with it while you're in there. Humiliation and savings. What a deal. If you do that though, you should take a pic to send Goddess. It will make her laugh.

6. And condiments. There is no need for you to ever buy ketchup, mustard or anything like that. Stores give it out for free, take a handful every time you can. Don't steal, that's wrong, but if they ask take it. If you run out suffer without. Adding flavor isn't really a requirement for slaves. Good food is for Goddesses, not slaves..

7. Toll roads are usually a lot faster. I know if i take the highway to work it can save me 20 minutes. It also uses more gas and costs $1.50 in tolls. Unless you are going to be late for work, take the back road. It will save money, and is a more relaxing ride. It will give you time to rest so you can work harder and earn more, plus it gives you more time to think of Goddess Jade.

8. Not everyone can do this, but a smaller apartment or house is a great way to save more money. If you live alone a studio apartment is more than enough room. Don't be stupid though with a house. Real estate increases in value. A better idea, if you own your own home, sign it over to Goddess Jade and rent it from Her. That way She makes any money when the property increases, you get to pay Her every month, and She can decide if you get to stay in your own home. How sexy is that... Don't worry you'll still get to deal with all the maintenance and other bills...

9. Cancel cable. You really shouldn't have time to watch TV anyway. Time sitting on your ass, would be better spent doing something for Goddess. If you need suggestions i'm sure She will have a list of chores you can work on. It might be re-tweeting or sharing, maybe creating captioned photos, or maybe if you are really lucky, she'll send you her Heels to lick clean and send back.

10. Turn off the lights. A candlelit or moonlit room with your laptop, Goddess Jades onlyfans.com/dominantjade a box of tissues, whoops and your locked cock, Well it was almost a romantic date for you. Don't worry though like a regular date you can still pay for it. Send Goddess Jade what you would have paid for a regular date and you can stay in the dark with your blue balls and empty wallet while Her and Her real man go out on your dime. The point to this though is leave the lights off (heat or AC too for that matter) That shit can get expensive..

There are a lot of ways to save money, and if you read my tips on earning money, there is no reason you can't send Goddess Jade regular 3 digit tributes. Sure you might have to do without some luxuries, and your friends may wonder why you are going without, but you have the best thing ever, the ability to Serve Goddess Jade. Do the absolute best you can.