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me irl

#vent #vent art #catboy #me i'm a catboy #sh #masochist #ocd #depression #being crazy disorder?#something is wrong with me #tw #trigger warning #sh trigger

nice that anon stopped bothering you then!

yeah! it really turned my life around honestly :) if you think someone is bad for you they probably are, that's the advice i feel i can impart

#text

Um there was a post where you asked someone to stop asking 'I hope you are doing well.' if it's not mean to ask (sorry if it is) who is he/she?

not mean, but that post is actually somewhere around four years old. it was an argument with someone i knew that feels like a lifetime ago. it worked. they stopped bothering me after that, haha.

i want to be loved unconditionally. i want something horrible to happen to me.

i want to disappear

finally opening up to you. we are all beautiful on the inside, right? even if we are rotting?

#gore #tw #vent #art #mine #actuallyborderline #actuallytraumatized #actuallyptsd #depression #lol #i really am having an episode this week #i want someone to do this to me #looking for volunteers #ptsd #god can i even blame this on my ptsd anymore?#inbox me if you want to beat the shit out of me

inbox or msg me if you want to hurt me <3

#seriously #<3 #tell me all about it #take your anger out on me

woke up suddenly from a nightmare with intent and a plan. this never ends, huh?

#tw suicide #every day is prolonging the inevitability

tempted to ruin my life on purpose

lucid

monday. there is thunder

#thunder #ants

save me save me (kill me kill me)

#vent #art #ptsd #blood #trigger warning #bpd #bipolar #tw #depression #anxiety #actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #ideation babes. ideation.

auto-ruinous ideation

#vent #tw #i am struggling to find reasons

what do you guys do when you think you're going insane?

#serious question #what do i do #losing it

maybe i deserve it

#ptsd #vent #art #bpd #bipolar #injury #blood #tw #depression #anxiety #im fucked up 4 real #edgy #eyestrain ?#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #trigger warning

i took a walk around my campus today. the sun was setting. i don't think my heart is beating. as punishment i thrust my hands into the snow and held it until i ran out of time. it burned and burned and burned and then i felt nothing. when i returned to my room my hands were purple and rigid. i thrust them under the tap on the hottest temperature possible. why can't i feel my heart beating?

#vent #text #not art

what is it where is it

#actuallytraumatized #bpd #depression #gore #blood #tw #body horror #trigger warning #vent #art #edgy #amputation #decapitation

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