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18+ | she/her | airota on ao3 | hotd/silm/league/oc

[loserys]

It’s funny, in a way. His father is dead and Usan is gone and his mother’s been in the dirt for ages, but for some reason, Shen’s still here. He, who least deserved it. He, who his father liked least. He, who left his best friend right before—before he could—

The glass slams against the counter. The bartender shoots him a glare.

“Sorry,” he mutters, but he fumbles even that.

It’s been ages since he’s been here, ages since he even set foot in Valoran, much less Valoran City. This bar used to be a ramen shop owned by Tahno, but Tahno’s dead too now, along with everyone else he ever knew.

No. That’s not entirely true, he supposes.

There’s Yone, still. And Yasuo and Yi and Draven, but they’re different. They’re not—well. They’re not him.

[loserys]

hii i’m gonna be posting some non hotd drabbles some of which are oc stuff so if u wanna mute those I’ll tag them with #airotav

[iucemond]

i sometimes think maybe we should just completely own the ‘problematic-ness’ of our ship because at the end of the day, they’re what? FICTIONAL

[loserys]

Yum 🤤 I thought we were finally getting the nsfw DILF bearded bottom Luke that was promised? We all voted in the Twitter poll plz the peeps want old man porn 🙏🙏🥵

o mein gott,, i did not intend to imply i was drawing dilf luke porn i just wanted to make a statement BUT i really want to i just BLOW at drawing nsfw SO. its not out of the cards, so ig I’ll do some sketches and if theyre not total dogwater I’ll post LOL

[loserys]

Where is the DILF art that was promised? On my knees pls

OMG i have not finished the wip i posted a while back but i do have these sketches ive been working on.. i will render soon tho 👁️👁️

i hope this satisfies u a bit 🙏🙏

[loserys]

oh my gosh. i need to draw i’m so sorry.

[loserys]

PLS SEND ME BB LUCEMOND + JACEGON PROMPTS 🙏🙏 i wanna write a lil collection idk

[loserys]

NO I WILL NOT BE TAKING QUESTIONS (or fixing the height diff).

[loserys]

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FINALLY DONE W THE OLDER!LUKE FIC!!!! PLEASE BEWARE THE TAGS IT IS RLY FOUL AND POTENTIALLY TRIGGERING ..

[elyksina]

Participated in @officialtolkiensecretsanta Tolkien Secret Santa gift exchange this year (was very excited to see it’s still going, thank you for the organisers!) and here’s Finrod and Barahir for @arlenianchronicles !! Hope you have a good, relaxing end of the year! :)

[arlenianchronicles]

AAHHHHH THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUUULLLL!!!! T_T 💕💕💕💕💕 I love this so much!!! The linework and shading and composition is soooo good, I love how it looks like a picture frame or tapestry!! The curling snakes are so elegant! and the frame itself is so detailed and beautiful – the waves and the star shape on top (I wonder what that symbolizes??) The symmetry!! The embroidery on Finrod’s robe!! Aaaackk it’s all so lovely!! 💕💕💕

And I haven’t gotten to the characters themselves yet!! They look so beautiful in your style and I could just stare at them forever T_T Their expressions are amazing and so gentle! Finrod’s braid is so pretty!! The height difference is *chef’s kiss* of course XDDD And the emphasis on the ring!! I love how it’s done in green, really draws the eye to it :DDD

Thank you so much for this wonderful gift!!! It was such a joy to see :DDD I wish you a lovely and relaxing end of the year, too!! Thank youu!! 💕💕💕💕💕

[loserys]

i wanna post oc content but is that Weird. does it even matter .

[loserys]

❤️🦋!!

OUUU thank u for asking this :oo

❤️ What is your favorite line that you’ve written in a fic?

this is so hard honestly.. there’s maybe 3 i have in mind?? but this one from heart of gold is def one of them.

You gasp his name, almost despite yourself. Each lapse is part of the performance, you tell yourself, each moan another stone for your mountain of lies.

but for hotd, i think it’s this one, from find me again.

He is lovely like this: pretty brown eyes wide with wonder and just a glimmer of hope. Innocence clings to him like morning dew to pale petals and Aemond wants to drink it in like nectar, wants to taste Lucerys’ precious virtue and hoard it like a cask of sweet wine, tucked beneath the boards for him and him alone.

🦋 Which character is your favorite to write?

for hotd: def aemond because he’s so complex + interesting to me. he’s deeply emotional but represses it in the name of duty. he wants the throne but his love for his mother and brother outweigh any ambition he has to be king. he’s touchstarved but he’s touch averse. he wants lucerys but he hates him, there’s too much between them, they can never be as they were. i love writing his internal conflict cos he’s sooo Burdened.

in general though, i think it’s shen from league, because he’s kinda similar now that i think of it? they’re both very emotional but repress it for family & duty, but when they blow up they Blow Up. their one weakness is their old childhood friend who they May or May Not have feelings for after their unforgivable betrayal. their feelings conflict with their duty and it eats them up inside. sorry for rambling LOL i just think they are both very Neat.

[loserys]

Hey! I was just wondering how that older!lucerys wip is coming along? Will it be finished soon? Love your work <3

ouu!!! i haven’t had time to work on it since my last final was yesterday, so I’ll finally be able to work on it this week i believe!! i’m not sure when exactly i will finish it but i am excited to… older!luke has been sitting in my head for so long…

[loserys]

Hi, for your ask game: ✍️, 💛, 💭

!!! thank u sm<33

✍️ What’s your ideal writing setup?

i’m so bad about this tbh LOL it is so hard for me to concentrate, but i feel like i write best when i have mood music playing and i’m watching some youtube video and i’m in a call with someone else regardless of if they’re talking or not.

💛 What is the most impactful lesson you’ve learned about writing?

hmm i don’t really have anything deep or insightful but really it’s just always know what your characters are thinking, regardless of whose pov it is. when you keep track of every character’s thoughts n motivations, it becomes a lot easier to write their dialogue and actions without making it too ooc which i struggle with a lot.

💭 What inspires you and your writing?

i think just reading others’ fanworks generally. there’s so many fics with really interesting dynamics that i feel like i can apply to other ships while still making it unique. lately though since hotd is 1000x more active than like…any other fandom i’ve written for it’s been fandom friends, like their brains r insane LMAO

[loserys]

👑🦈 <3

hehe thank u for the ask<33 i am glad i’m not a flop LMAO

👑 Do you like writing short fics or long fics?

ouu… i think i enjoy writing long fics more, just because it’s a lot easier to flesh out characters and delve into a character’s inner thoughts. but honestly i would Prefer to write short fics except i’m sooo bad at containing plotlines, like i need that extra word count to make it as good as i want. but i rly envy the people who can make short fics that still hit super hard its so crazy…

🦈 Which character is the toughest to write?

for hotd, thats so hard tbh. like its either luke or aemond obvi out of all them. i think luke though, just because it is hard to balance lucerys being cruel and goading with him being timid and insecure. i feel like i struggle with making him too soft vs too cruel because both are a part of him. thats also why aemond is hard because balancing his rightful anger over his eye with his attraction to luke and loyalty to family is p difficult honestly..

[myth-blossom]

Fanfic Writer Ask Game

These are always fun so I wanted to make one! Reblog this and let others send you an ask based on any of these emojis/questions:

❤️ What is your favorite line that you’ve written in a fic?

💥 What is one canon thing that you wish you could change?

✨️ Out of the comments you’ve received on your fics, what are two or three of your favorites?

👻 What is your wildest headcanon?

✍️ What’s your ideal writing setup?

🚀 Do you like to outline your fic first or create as you go?

🎁 Have a piece of a WIP you want to share?

🏷 Is there a tag you like to search for when looking for fanfics to read?

⏰️ Do you like to post fics on a schedule or at random?

👓 What helps you focus when you write?

💕 What is your favorite fic that you’ve written?

🐇 Do you write for yourself, for others, or both?

🥳 Why did you start writing fanfic?

🦋 Which character is your favorite to write?

🦈 Which character is the toughest to write?

🍬 Do you write for multiple fandoms? If yes, what is your favorite fic of yours for each fandom?

🌻 How often do you read your own fics?

📗 Do you want to write something outside of fanfiction? If so, what about?

🎬 If a movie or show were based on your fic, which fic would you choose and who would you fancast?

💭 What inspires you and your writing?

🧪 Do you research for your fics?

😎 What fics do you prefer on a scale of canon compliant to wildly original?

💎 Do you often write about a relationship or focus on an individual?

🔥 Have you included any sexy scenes in your fics? If yes, do you find them easy or difficult to write?

💘 Is it easier to write angst or fluff?

🚦What sort of endings do you prefer to write: ambiguous, bad, happily ever after, etc.?

💡How many WIPs do you currently have?

🔎 Does anyone beta read or edit your fics?

📚 Is there a fanfic or fanfic writer you recommend?

🤩 What led to your interest in the fandom?

🤖 Are non-fandom friends aware that you write fanfic?

💛 What is the most impactful lesson you’ve learned about writing?

👑 Do you like writing short fics or long fics?

🎯 Do you have a writing milestone you’re working towards?

🔮 Any advice for writers working through burnout or writer’s block?

🤔 Would you ever want to write something canon if you got the opportunity?

💌 Is there a favorite trope you like to write?

🎨 If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?

[loserys]

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