Lost In My Thoughts

// I feel that there is nothing more truly artistic than to love people. ✨// California beacons.ai/nans.art

[quotemadness]

“Life is like a camera. Focus on what’s important. Capture the good moments, develop from the negatives, and if things don’t work out, take another shot.”

— Unknown

[itallstartedwithakiss]

I still think about you every day and I wonder if you do too or if you have already moved on and I’m no longer on your mind. If you already forgot the two years of memories we made. If deleting all our photos was enough to erase us from your thoughts. If you’re done with us. ~I still love you

[biaesthetc]

Things You May Need to Hear

"it'll be okay" and "you can do it" are phrases that sometimes fall flat. here's some things you may need to hear:

you're good enough

sometimes it's okay to not try so hard

it's okay to not always be strong

you don't have to be anything for anybody

don't be so hard on yourself

you're worth it

it doesn't make you weak to ask for help

let yourself cry

[thoughtkick]

“Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love that you have never seen, out here in this wide and wild universe. And there is the love that will be ready.”

— Nayyirah Waheed

[leavingtimes]

i always wanted to send you a letter, but only to tell you how unlovable you made me feel. i’m still trying to shake off this feeling years later.

[tullipsink]

unsent texts pt 1

[lost--in--my--thoughts]

merry christmas, i love you 🎄❤️

[the-world-according-to-my-eyes]

Do everything you can to stay different, be unique and weird. I’ve always wanted to be so far from “normal” and hated following the crowd, never wanted what most people were happy with, a plain sedate life. I didn’t have to try to be spontaneous, random or to have a mind that would exude pure ridiculousness sometimes, it was just me. The world and my moral bound situation has suppressed this over the past few years and I found myself becoming stuck in a mind numbing robotic cycle being surrounded by people every day that had given up and seemed dead inside, I’m gutted I ended up being the thing I never wanted to be. Little things recently have reminded me how short this existence is and how most of us spend it detached from what or who is around us. Being back on here has shown me that amazing, beautiful, weird dreamers, doers and everything I set out to be all those years ago still exist and it inspires me to be more.

[secret-mind]

If you need someone to talk to, message me

[stoic-words]

“There’s a reason of why we were put on this world and some people spend their lifetime trying to figure out the purpose of being alive. But the truth is that we live because we’re not mere spectators, we live because everyday we get a chance to make someone laugh and to make things happen for ourselves.”

—

Why are we alive ?

Written by @stoic-words - prompt by @a-holy-mind - @poetryclub13

[bnmxfld]

“Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love that you have never seen, out here in this wide and wild universe. And there is the love that will be ready.”

— Nayyirah Waheed

[regretfulfeels]

“I really hate how I even had feelings for you in the first place. I feel as if there was so much time and energy wasted trying to learn how to get through to you. How I even though that maybe we could be something. But God... most of all I fucking hate how I still wanna know how you are doing.”

Brii Watts via regretfulfeels on ig

[permanentlytragic]

this photograph is my proof, duane michals / beginners, mike mills / one last poem for richard, sandra cisneros / if not, winter: fragments of sappho, anne carson / the beatrice letters, daniel handler / i miss you, i’m sorry, gracie abrams / little weirds, jenny slate / francis forever, mitski

[the-world-according-to-my-eyes]

It’s not until your forced to fall out of love with someone, that you realise so much about yourself, different desires come forward and things you had suppressed to suit a greater feeling are released. First time in my life I have felt this, my head feels clear but I am still lost.

[cwote]

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

asking for the bare minimum from people isn’t something to feel guilty about. don’t let people mistreat you and then make you feel like you have to apologize for being hurt by it.

[takee-advantage]

i need unlimited hugs rn