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Baran Al-Hashimi x Trinity Santos

Tags: Brief mention of child death, lots of crying and comfort sex

Baran’s had a tough day at work that involved a 19-year-old boy dying before 10AM. The boy reminded her so much of Kaveh. She had to ring him in the bathroom as tears are rolling down her face and she had told him how much she loved him. Hell, Baran told him how proud she was of him. Kaveh immediately knew his Maman had a tough morning and needed to hear his voice. He comforted her over the phone and told her that he was coming to visit for the weekend from college.

The day carried on as usual. Carnage and chaos came through the doors and Baran trudged through it all. Baran began to think of Trinity as the shift got closer to the end time when the night shift started to roll in. She wanted Trinity’s touch now and she was going to get it.

Trinity’s on her sabbatical, taking four weeks off to take a break from her busy job as a pedes emergency attending. She was enjoying her time being a very brief stay at home wife and visiting Kaveh at college in Philadelphia.

The minute Baran got home, she dropped her bag on the floor and went to Trinity who was finishing up their dinner. She needed her.

Baran wrapped her around Trinity’s waist and held onto her. Trinity stopped what she was doing when she felt Baran come up behind her and wrap herself around her. Then, she felt her wife begin to cry into her back.

Trinity turned around and was faced with bloodshot eyes belonging to her wife. She immediately cupped Baran’s face with her hands and said,

“Rough shift, honey?”

And Baran cried harder into Trinity’s embrace. Trinity held her. Her hands raked through her wife’s honey brown curls as Baran’s body shook whilst she cried.

Once Baran calmed down, she began to kiss Trinity on her lips and neck. Trinity realised Baran needed her.

Trinity brought her to their bedroom where the lamps were already on. The bedroom had a soft ambience to it and it helped Baran relax.

Trinity took her time taking Baran’s scrubs off whilst she whispered affections to her wife and kissing her. Baran began to moan at the ministrations Trinity was laying onto her.

Then, Trinity laid Baran onto the bed where she laid on her back. Baran’s naked with her curls splayed everywhere and she breathed hard at the anticipation of Trinity going down on her.

Trinity softly whispered into Baran’s ear for consent and Baran kissed her with fervour before murmuring,

“Please, eshgham. I need you.”

And Trinity began to make love to her. Trinity lowers her head down to Baran’s dusky brown nipples where she lavished her lips and tongue upon the perky nipples. Baran was now moaning and holding onto Trinity’s head to keep her there. The sensation of Trinity’s tongue was making her wet too.

After some time, Trinity moved down Baran’s body where her lips and tongue worshiped her soft abdominal stretch marks. Trinity enjoyed listening the moans coming from Baran. She took a brief look at Baran who looked very positively turned on. Baran had her hand on her breast and groped at it whilst Trinity returned to ministering her lips and tongue upon her.

Baran began to push Trinity’s head down to where she needed her the most. Baran was positively soaked and ready for the younger woman to give it to her.

Trinity licked up Baran’s soaked labia lips and Baran let out a very loud moan when she finally felt Trinity’s tongue. Then, Trinity got to work on giving Baran the orgasms she needed.

After a while and three orgasms later, Trinity gently brings Baran down with soft words and kisses. She held Baran in her arms whilst she cried off the post-sex emotions and the day in general. The room was filled with gentle murmurs of affection and comfort that came from Trinity.

Trinity moved back Baran’s unruly curls and kissed her on the forehead whilst she rubbed her back and shoulders. Baran’s breathing evened out and was now sleeping on Trinity’s chest.

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One thing I love Barantos on this app is that everyone seems to write angst a lot for them and make themselves miserable in the process 😂

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Baran finds out Kaveh has been going to Trinity’s house to play with Sophie after school on Fridays. He tells her that he’s going to study in the library every Friday afternoon to avoid her questioning.

Trinity had quietly told Dana that Baran’s son has been coming over to play with Sophie. Unknowingly for Trinity, Baran’s within ear shot and hears her.

Baran’s a little upset that Kaveh had been lying to her but she’s relieved he isn’t doing something like taking drugs. She even finds it funny that he’s spending his Friday afternoon with a baby.

She asks Trinity if she’s okay with her son being at her house and Trinity tells her to come over.

So she does.

Kaveh‘s on the floor where Sophie is happily kicking her chonky legs in the air and she giggles as the teenager makes faces at her. The sight makes Baran smile but sad at the same time. She wishes she would have given Kaveh a sibling but her epilepsy made her pregnancy difficult.

Kaveh looks up to find his Maman and stops playing but Baran reaches for him. She tells him to keep playing as she gives him a forehead kiss.

Baran can see Kaveh’s good with babies especially with six-month-old Sophie Santos. Trinity watches the mother and son on the floor with her baby.

They spend the rest of the afternoon on the floor. There’s plenty of smiles around with giggles permeating the air.

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Baran Al-Hashimi x day attending doctor reader

Lonely late in life lesbian Baran Al-Hashimi can’t stop thinking about you, a new day shift attending at the Pitt. You’re tall and you make her feel small near you. You have short hair which you always have a skin fade with your hair trimmed on top. You always help the nurses with difficult patients or helping them with moving patients up the bed etc. Baran finds out that you’re also 40 through Cassie when the fellow mentions her birthday and you laugh it off.

Baran can’t help herself but put her hand between her legs everytime you winked at her after she took glances at you. It’s like you know that you drive her crazy. So once Baran is home, she quickly stripped off her Lululemon jacket and Figs scrubs before taking her hair down. She rushes to her bed where she lays naked and promptly has her hand between her legs. She’s been wet all day and you don’t know that.

Baran closes her eyes and imagines your mouth on her brown nipples whilst your hands explore her anywhere except between her legs. She imagines you teasing her by not touching her where she needs you.

She moans when your voice appears in her mind. You’re telling her how good of a girl she is. She whimpers for you into the quiet space of her bedroom.

Baran imagines your blue eyes looking up at her as you reach where she badly wants you. Your mouth is mouthing at her shaved pubis before you spread her legs apart.

Baran moans once again as she imagines you telling her how wet and desperate she is for you when you see how wet she is. You lick up her labia before finding her engorged clit. Your mouth lets off a rumble when your lips wrap around her clit and begin sucking at it. Baran moans your name out over and over.

Thankfully, Kaveh is at science camp for the week. He certainly does not need to be hearing his Maman getting off to her fellow attending, for Christ’s sake.

Baran can feel her clit throbbing between her fingers as she rubs furiously at it with your name being spilled from her lips. Your voice tells her to come and she does. She can feel herself leak as she comes so hard on her fingers.

Baran’s panting hard as she looks at the ceiling. Baran knows she’s 40 years old and desperate for her co-worker. Her handsome short-haired co-worker with searing blue eyes and strong arms.

And she’s going to have you between her legs for real soon.

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“Veh! Veh!” Little Sophie Santos squeals when she sees Kaveh coming into the house after school from the living room window. She’s bouncing up and down the sofa in excitement. Her big brother is finally home after a long day at school.

Kaveh smiles at the little girl in the window. He knows his little sister has been waiting all day for him to come home and play with her. The blonde-haired little girl with green eyes is his entire world along with his Maman and Mom.

Sophie runs from the living area to the front door to greet Kaveh. Baran reaches the girl in time to allow Kaveh puthis bag away. Sophie tries to wriggle away from her Maman to hug Kaveh but Baran grabs her by the arm in time.

“Soph azizam, let Kaveh put his bag away and he will come play with you.” Baran says in her firm mother tone, Sophie stops wriggling and starts to wait for Kaveh.

Once Kaveh was done putting his coat and bag away, he joins Sophie on the living room floor. Kaveh lets out a yelp when his little sister jumps onto his back and chuckles. Although Sophie is only three, she likes to play wrestle with her big brother and Kaveh does it for her.

Baran chuckles at the sight of her son and his sister on the floor. The giggling coming from Sophie is music to Baran’s ears as she’s playing with Kaveh.

Despite Kaveh being a moody teenage boy, Baran gets to see him truly smile when he’s with Sophie. Having the little girl in his life was huge for Kaveh and he loves her.

Baran sneakily records a video of Sophie and Kaveh playing on the floor to send to Trinity who’s at work. Not long after, Trinity had seen it and sent a message back to her wife telling her that she misses her and the kids.

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You’re an ED nurse in the Pitt and you’re picky with who you talk to. Dana, Perlah and Princess are some of the very select few that you trust and you can talk to. You keep your private life locked away whilst on shift and you never talk about it unless it’s with a person you explicitly trust. You’re cordial with the residents and trust them to do the right thing but you’re not social with them. You’re icy with Dr Robby since you found out Dr Langdon came back after rehab, what happened didn’t sit well with you.

When Robby went away for his sabbatical, Dr Al-Hashimi replaced him. You can’t stand her when she mentioned AI and refused to use it. You had seen her threaten Trinity by repeating her R2 year just for charting. Just like Robby, you become icy towards her especially when she tries to compliment you on a trauma case.

Over time, Dr Al-Hashimi notices you. She knows you’ve been icy with her since her first day in the Pitt when she tried to bring in AI. She sees you smile and laugh with the other nurses but when it comes to her, you frown at her. She learns from Dana that you keep your work and life strictly apart from each other. Dana refuses to tell her what you’re like in private as she respects your privacy.

Dr Al-Hashimi’s determined to get past the iron curtain that is your private life. She’s complimenting you every time you work with her on a trauma case, knowing you won’t accept them. She takes attention to your scrub undershirt every shift - you wear different colours underneath your scrub shirt every shift. She even knows you carry a black sharpie pen with a team leader sticker wrapped around it - she even makes sure a resident gives it back to you if they accidentally take it.

You finish your row of shifts and have three days off until you’re back at the Pitt. As a tradition, you go to the nearby dive bar for a drink or two before heading home.

Unknowingly to you, Dr Al-Hashimi had seen you in your own clothes and walk over to the dive bar. She decides to come over and join you at the bar.

You grumble when you hear her voice next to you but she shakes it off and goes to sit next to you. She orders a whiskey on the rocks and another beer for you. Both of you sit quietly until she starts to talk to you.

Over time, you feel your cold exterior begin to thaw when you feel the warm brown eyes of Baran upon you. You find you can’t keep looking away from her anymore. You accept her compliments with a thank you and you receive a smile in return. Baran sneaks a protein bar or a coffee for you during brief lulls in the day. She even joins you on your end of working week tradition of having a drink at the dive bar.

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I haven’t been able to finish off The Pitt Yuri Week 2026. Work kicked my ass so bad that I’m wiped when I’m home. 🙃

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It amazes me how many folks like my Barantos drabbles on here. I’m not the best at it but it warms me that folks like them. Thank you.

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The Pitt Yuri Week July 16 - Heat Wave. Garsanshimi.

Trinity’s twenty six weeks pregnant with twins and Pittsburgh is going through a historic heat wave. She’s sitting on the cold tiled floor in the kitchen with her legs splayed open and her belly is dipping into the floor. The coolness is relieving and she sighs in relief. Trinity’s only wearing a maternity bra and underwear, she’s too hot to wear actual clothes. Her belly has a sweat sheen with some sweat trailing down to her belly button.

So are Baran and Yolanda. They’re in their sports bras and underwear but they feel sorry for Trinity. Baran has her curls up in a bun so does Yolanda. Baran particularly knows being pregnant during the summer especially during a heatwave is miserable. She had been pregnant with Kaveh during a heatwave and it was tough on her. Baran’s determined to make the younger woman comfortable.

Kaveh’s at his father’s house where he’s enjoying the swimming pool that his father has. She had sent him over to Farzad when the heatwave was beginning. Farzad and his husband Babak were more than happy to have Kaveh over to enjoy the swimming pool.

Yolanda has the smart idea of bringing down the king mattress to the kitchen to help Trinity cope better. Baran helps her bring the mattress down and puts Trinity’s maternity pillow on it.

Once the mattress was right under the air conditioner, Baran and Yolanda help Trinity off the floor and put her onto the mattress.

Trinity moans in relief when she lays on the cold maternity pillow with the air conditioner blowing onto her half-naked body. She’s pretty sure she would die happily like this. Baran smiles at the sight before joining Yolanda and Trinity on the mattress.

Soon, Trinity’s snoring during her first nap on the mattress in the kitchen.

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The Pitt Yuri Week 2026 July 15 - Anniversary. Barantos.

TW: child death, accidental overdose, angst, grief, crying, ptsd.

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Baran’s not doing well. She’s at work on the first anniversary of Kaveh’s death. She’s facing the trauma bay where she watched the life from Kaveh’s bright brown eyes drain away. Baran wants to face the trauma bay to get some closure.

A year ago, Kaveh and two of his friends were staying up late to study for exams. A brother of his best friend had supplied energy tablets to power through. The tablets were unknowingly laced with fentanyl and Kaveh had taken two. He became unresponsive and went into cardiac arrest on arrival to the Pitt. Baran had arrived for work when she saw Kaveh on the stretcher seizing with foam coming out of his mouth. She was truly terrified that day.

Trinity’s trying to be strong for Baran. She’s watched Baran cry herself to sleep over the past few days when she was reminded about the anniversary. She’s watched Baran wail on the floor of Kaveh’s room, clutching his favourite flannel shirt that was unwashed. She’s watched Baran collapse to the floor of the trauma bay when Kaveh couldn’t come back from the cardiac arrest he was in. However, Trinity’s determined to keep being strong for Baran as she knows she’s all Baran’s got now.

Baran sees the empty trauma bay devoid of people and the images of Kaveh lying lifeless on the barouche flood her mind. She crumbles onto the floor of the bay and sobs into the floor.

“Why him?” Baran wails.

Trinity sees her sobbing and goes onto the floor to comfort her. Trinity has her hands around the crouched figure of Baran whilst she comforts her. Trinity has tears rolling down her cheeks but refuses to fully fall apart when she’s got Baran in her arms.

Meanwhile, the Pitt gang stop what they’re doing and listens to their Chief Attending crying in the empty trauma bay. They also listen to Trinity comforting her. Dana has a tear rolling down her cheek whilst McKay has her arms folded and her bottom lip is wobbling. Shen is looking to the floor with his arms in his scrub pockets, he was the one who oversaw the resuscitation efforts for Kaveh. Shen hasn’t slept well. Everytime he tries to sleep, Kaveh’s face and Baran wailing when he had to break the news to her that Kaveh wasn’t coming back haunts him. Kaveh’s death has affected the entire emergency department to the very core.

Several patients nearby hear the sobbing and they go quiet. A lady starts to cry realising the sobbing was of a grieving mother. The kind of crying that a mother would do when their child dies.

Baran’s crying slowly dies down whilst Trinity quietly holds her on the floor of the trauma bay. It is silent in the bay and slowly becomes cathartic for Baran.

The trauma bay becomes a trauma bay after all.

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The Pitt Yuri Week July 14 - Lunch Break. Barantos.

Trinity smiles softly when she sees Baran walking towards her with her walking stick and a lunch bag. Baran is slightly unsteady on her feet but she’s determined to walk to Trinity. The seizure left her with an unsteady gait and difficulty balancing at times, it’s why Baran is walking with a wooden walking stick.

Trinity knows Baran had walked the short ten minutes from their house to the hospital just to give Trinity her lunch. Trinity’s teaching medical students on Wednesdays, the only day she isn’t on the floor.

It’s Baran’s favourite activity every Wednesday to bring Trinity lunch from home. Since having to medically retire from her career, Baran finds ways to fill the hours in her day at home whilst Trinity’s at work. It included cooking and gardening.

Today, Baran has made Trinity Zucchini frittata with a small salad. She brought tea in a flask to have with lunch.

Trinity gives Baran a quick kiss on the lips before sitting down at an outdoor table in the courtyard. Baran pours a cup of Persia tea that Trinity likes and pours herself one whilst she watches Trinity eat her lunch. Trinity fills Baran in on her day. Baran laughs at the stories that Trinity tells her about the medical students.

Trinity savours her lunch break with her Baran in front of her. It’s why she enjoys Wednesdays.

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The Pitt Yuri Week July 13 - Lazy Morning. Barantos.

At exactly 7am, Baran heard the door unlock and she knew Trinity was finally home from Boston.

Trinity had driven Kaveh back to Boston after his summer break at home in Pittsburgh. Kaveh was entering his junior year at Harvard and insisted on Trinity to drive him back. After the drive, she then spent several days with her son. Trinity even caught up with Javadi who was an emergency psych attending at Massachusetts General Hospital. She enjoyed the trip but missed her wife who unfortunately had to work.

Trinity spent the night driving from Boston back to Pittsburgh, much to her wife’s dismay. She didn’t want to spend another night in a hotel. Fortunately, Baran quietly abused her privileges as a Chief Attending by politely demanding Trinity’s boss Dr Lyons to give Trinity an extra day off. Dr Lyons acquiesced.

Trinity had quietly went to her bedroom which she shared with Baran. She knew her wife was somehow asleep.

Instead, Baran was awake and climbed out of bed to give Trinity a hug before she kissed her on the lips. Baran wore a navy set of silk pyjamas whilst her honey highlighted curls were frizzled from sleep, Trinity found the sight endearing.

Baran sent Trinity into the shower before the younger woman came out. She was wearing a crimson Harvard tshirt and grey flannel pants.

Trinity sighed as she laid her head down for the first time in 16 hours. Her eyes got heavy and her breathing evened out whilst Baran gently raked her scalp with her fingers. Baran was softly singing a Persian lullaby when Trinity was finally asleep.

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Baran goes through a major depressive episode after losing her career due to her constant and unpredictable seizures. Trinity had never seen the older woman so devastated before she watched Baran crumble in the office.

Trinity hasn’t left her side since the day her wife was told by her neurologist that her career was infinitely over.

Trinity holds Baran as she cries into her chest on the sofa for weeks on end.

Trinity gets Baran out of bed and into the shower where she washes her curls as Baran doesn’t have the energy to do so.

Trinity makes sure Baran eats and drinks when she doesn’t feel like it. She makes sure she takes her medication.

Trinity advocates hard for Baran during neurologist appointments and holds her hand through it all.

Trinity takes Baran out of the house even it means going for a drive around Pittsburgh.

Trinity smiles when she catches a glimpse of Baran’s light coming back into her soft brown eyes after it was dimmed out for weeks. She smiles when Baran smiles for the first time in weeks.

Trinity sees her wife finding ways to find her purpose in life again. She watches Baran find joy as a med school tutor to student doctors.

Trinity makes sure Baran knows she’s more than her disability every day.

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40 year old Baran finds her found family when you invited her to the Nowruz party that your Maman was hosting. Your Maman had been shunned from her family and community when she decided to adopt you as a baby. She taught you to speak Farsi and learn about Persian culture.

Maman had a gaggle of Persians who had been estranged from their own families and communities for a number of reasons. Mostly because they were disabled or part of the LGBTQ+ community. Maman was determined to make people feel welcomed and loved in her home. You adored them all.

When you met Baran for the first time, she had heard you speak Farsi over the phone. It prompted her to become close to you. One day during a quiet lull in the Pitt, the older woman had quietly confided in you about her seizure disorder and her family. How she was the outcast of her family and had distanced themselves from her. You were heartbroken for her and you decided to tell your Maman about her. She quickly told you to invite her to the annual Nowruz party she hosted for her found family.

You encouraged Baran to come without any pressure. Then, she showed up and started crying when she began to participate in the Nowruz festivities with you, Maman and your family. You held her hand during the singing and encouraged her to embrace her found family.

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Started watching The L Word Generation Q for the first time in years and Gigi deserves better. She deserves a woman who loves and respects her for who she is.

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There’s a heatwave in Pittsburgh. Trinity and Baran are lying on a mattress in Trinity’s kitchen underneath the air conditioner. Both of them are wearing only their bras and underwear as it’s too hot to wear clothes.

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Trinity stays at Baran’s house as it’s snowing and Baran refuses to let her walk home after dropping her off.

Trinity mentally thanks herself for bringing a backpack that includes pyjamas, clean underwear and a clean set of scrubs. She’s always done it when it’s forecast for snow. Just in case she gets snowed in.

Trinity gets ready for bed when Baran knocks on the spare room’s door. Baran looks so shy when she looks at Trinity. She’s wearing a flannel set of navy pyjamas and her curls are down. She looks small, Trinity thinks.

“Can I sleep next to you? I don’t sleep well when I’m by myself. No funny business, i promise.” Baran says in a whisper, clearly nervous that she gets rejected by Trinity.

“Okay.” Trinity nods, climbing into the bed. She watches Baran climb into the bed next to her.

Baran lays on her side facing Trinity’s back, savouring the warmth coming from the younger woman. She’s falling asleep quickly.

Trinity feels a set of arms wrapping around her waist and a leg going over her waist. It’s Baran getting close to her. Trinity doesn’t push her off and finds herself going back to sleep.

The next morning, Trinity wakes up to find Baran still sleeping next to her. The attending looks so peaceful with her face looking soft and her dark curls sprawled against the pillow.

Trinity hope to have more peaceful mornings with Baran next to her in the bed.