Lost in the Rain

Hello, I'm Lunna. What you may find here: #Poetry, #Art, #Rain and my personal passions: #Games, #YuYuHakusho and #RPG Feel Free to enjoy my blog and the crazy thoughts and moments from my mind.

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There is these days I just feel horrible. Horrible Woman Horrible Wife Horrible Girlfriend Horrible Mother Horrible Daughter Horrible little me... Today I just feel horrible and thats it to it.

[yosukesheadphones]

p4manga ⇀ ryotaro dojima

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Just love him..

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

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I will survive.

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Any NSFW refs?

Please see [nsfw].

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"Tão sozinho eu vejo você Nesse mundo quem vai entender Sua luz vai brilhar Seu amor, eu vejo em seu olhar Ninguém vai, ofuscar

Sei que em meu coração O nosso amor não foi só ilusão E jamais vai morrer

É estranho te ver Adormecer"

[dragonageconfessions]

CONFESSION:

As someone who loves playing elves and who romanced Solas, the revelation about him being Fen'Harel had the opposite effect on me. It angered me and it made see what he meant when saying  my Lavellan was the exception to my people.  And that wanting to join Solas dialogue line only offended me. My Lavellan is  proud of her people and loves them too much to sacrifice them just for a man.  I was  so upset I deleted that playthrough. I will do another play eventually but I will NEVER roleplay a Lavellan who becomes so weak willed she's willing to lose herself for a man. 

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Had the same with my Lavellan, she still liked him as a friend, but that part pissed me off so so much.

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If it's a dream, don't wake me up If it's a dream, don't wake me up The time I've spent with you amounts to an everlasting star.

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New flowers and butterflies

Wind blowing through the hills, sound of soft waterfall against the stones and the water following its course.

The cabin creaks the wood with the wind, but everything is calm... A melody plays on a stereo, while the garden welcomes new flowers, new butterflies.

Walking together, we found ourselves in the garden.

“You know I always and always wanted to see you like this, don't you?”

"I know... Me too, but I'm still a little afraid of my future."

“Changes aren't always easy, you've come a long way here, little one.”

"Very long."

“Tears of relief and happiness huh?”

“Uhun… I can't believe what I'm living… Can I really believe it?”

“Yes, you can, you've suffered a lot, you can allow yourself to feel that love.”

"Even if it's not a love like most people's?"

He laughs, the wind plays in his hair, in his wings.

“You've never, since your first words, little steps, you've never been like other people, little one. You were always different, you always loved differently.”

He touches me gently on the hair, smiling.

“I know the world doesn't always look kindly on those who are different, but you've always been true to yourself and those you love, if you keep being like that and spreading love, you'll continue to have good things... And that Fear will never, never come true.”

“I want to honor their love for me, both of them… I want to be the best I can be.”

“Just continue what you are already doing and little by little, you all found the way, the answers...”

“I hope so, I really hope so… And thank you, with all my heart, thank you for spreading your wings to both of them and protecting them.”

“Both are an extension of your heart, how could I not protect them, my little one?”

“I am very, very grateful that they love me...for this happiness...”

The angel smiles, pulling me into a hug.

“Oh little one, I do like the new flowers and butterflies... keep smiling and fighting for your heart's happiness, I'll always be here.”

The melody coming from the cabin, the sound of the wind, the love in each new flower in the garden... One more day towards the future that I so, so much wanted.

[hollifo]

I'd Like to be a Tree | Fluttershy | Photoshop

The woods are in bloom at the moment, so I felt inspired to draw th'best pony 💖

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Eu tinha os dois pés no chão

Meus olhos estavam abertos

E o abismo de escolhas infinitas me encarava bem de perto

Corroendo por dentro e estragando por fora

Eu era.

Eu fechei os olhos e me joguei

O meu caminho me abraçou

E mesmo sem ter mais os pés no chão, eu andei

As escolhas são minhas

O caminho é meu

Eu sou.

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Guardian Angel

An Anciet oak tree... Great and vast ocean... Sky meets the sea, sea meets the sky. 

He is there watching as always, when he hears little steps coming closer. 

“Little one... Long time you do not come here.”

“I know...”

“Come closer. You look hurt.”

“No I did not hurt myself.”

He smiles, gentle, soft and move his hand towards her. 

“Your soul is hurt... I can see all the scars, some are bleeding. Let me hold you, little one.”

“I am not little anymore... Not your little kid anymore. I am a grow up now, i am even getting old, with white hair.”

She goes towards him, touching his hand, he simple pulls her into his chest, hugging her with both arms, also his wings. 

“I dont care, you will be forever my little girl.”

She cries, tears falls from her eyes like a river, a flood... A Rain starts in the garden. 

“You made it rain.”

“I know, I am sorry...”

“Rain is good, Rain can heal wounds”

“How long this will be? How long I will be aliv-”

He touches her lips with his fingertips. 

“Dont say hateful things like that to yourself, you are not that shadow... You are a good person, you are gentle soul that made some mistakes in life, thats all.”

“I am tired... I tried really hard so many many times...”

“It will pass, even if a storms comes, it will pass.”

She hugs him tigh, starting to singing in a low voice. 

“ Because I'm in this house... I'm in this home, all my time..”

The angel hugs her more tight, she and him sit down under the big oak tree looking to the vast ocean of her soul and indeed a storm came that night, but the guardian angel stayed there with her. 

[guitarplayermrs]

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The Ride

“And here you are.” “Here I am.” “And no tears in your eyes, that is a good thing.” “No, no tears.” “You had a special and intense month, right?” “Indeed...” “The month you born, 39 years ago.” “39... Im indeed getting old.” “Do you feel old?” “I feel like a child most of time, still scared, still learning, exploring... discovering.” “Life is like that, you never stop learning until you are dead.” “I want to live...I really want to live.” “So live, change things, you are not alone right?” “No... I am not...I am really not alone.” “Tsk, here you are crying again.” “I think it is happy tears...” White comes and cuddles around my shoulder, while black laughs a little. “She is really emotional.” “She is.” Both laugh.  “Stop crying little girl.” “I am not a little girl...” “For us, you will always be. “ “Hey... white...” “Humm?” “Can I belive this time? Can I really feel this love, I am scared...” “Scared of what?” “The changes... what will happen, the future.” “There is no knowing of the future, all you can do is enjoy your now. Feel the love that you always deserved.” “Even if I am 39 now?” “It is never too late for love, my darling...” “Never silly girl” - Black nods.  “I am blessed... I dont know how it will be, if is wrong or right, I just know I am blessed... They love me, I love them... and friends and everything... I am loved, for real.” “Enjoy the ride in this life, silly girl.”

Black cuddles around me, kissin my cheek...  “I will, I will.”

[kultears]

a little late but it's still 5th march Somewhere so here's a messy animation of them being in an endless loop of time just cuzzzzzzzz

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Okay, why tumblr is not doing anything about the sexual profiles spammers that keep following accounts?

Im tired of blocking them. 

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