claire

i'm one twisted butterfly

[xanaxfarts]

bouquets behind foggy glass is a photo style i will never get tired of

[oliviaep]

this is how i remember 2016

[razpberrypie]

[kosmogrl]

[disenchanteds]

daily affirmations: at least I'm no longer 14

[podencos]

a woman will be 28 or whatever and all the 24 year olds are in shock like “no fucking way I seriously couldn’t tell. you don’t look near death at all”

[stricatul]

oh to be loved like a habit and not a chore. oh to be loved because loving you is their default state of being and not something they have to perform like a duty. oh to be loved because they don't want to live a life where loving you doesn't exist. oh to be loved truly.

[lost-sunset]

nag uninstall ako ng facebook kasi

1. natitrigger ako sa mga baby posts. i lost my baby a week ago and hindi ko alam kung bakit siya biglang nawala. iba yung feeling kasi nakita ko mismo sa ultrasound na merong baby na naggo-grow inside me, nakita and nadinig ko yung heartbeat niya. but after only 2 days, nawala siya bigla. nasa stage pa din yata ako ng shock dahil hindi ko maiwasan maiyak.

2. naiinggit ako sa mga engagement/proposal posts. puro ganun kasi nasa newsfeed ko eh. hindi ko alam kung bakit, dahil lang din siguro sa matagal na kami ng bf ko tapos yung iba mga 1 or 2 years pa lang sila, engaged na agad sila. comparison is the thief of joy nga naman. dadating din siguro ako sa moment na yun.

sa ngayon, maghohold na lang muna siguro ako sa bible verse na "When the time is right, I, the Lord, will make it happen." kahit hindi naman ako madalas nagbabasa ng bible.

siguro hindi pa 'to yung right time para sakin.

[lost-sunset]

dami kong questions sa buhay ko, i'm feeling empty and lost.

[lost-sunset]

12/03/24

words are not enough to explain how much it hurts. i hope to see u soon my 👼 goodbye for now.

[fairycosmos]

in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[lost-sunset]

miss na kita, lola. sana masaya ka kung nasaan ka man ngayon. sana nakapag travel ka na sa mga lugar na gusto mong puntahan (na sabi mo pupuntahan mo kapag naging multo ka na hahahahaha)

i love you, my lola.

[lost-sunset]

some photos when i went to sg

[ugimoroz]

[inloveforevr-deactivated2025041]

Take up space . At work. In your relationships. On the train. Don’t make yourself small for anyone.

[obeliskandmetronome]