[secret-mind]

If you need someone to talk to, message me

[kaiijus]

Lets play the game called "how did you find my blog and what made you want to follow"

[hummingsun]

09.02.20 | 00:08

I'm seriously not planning to kill myself... but I'm just so incredibly tired of waiting this heavy feeling of sadness, loneliness and hopelessness to fade away. Sometimes it does, just for a while, but it always finds its way back to me. I can't get rid of it.

[livingfortherainydays]

[itsbulimicdyingtobeskinnyagain]

“And if I told you, you wouldn’t be able to understand. You wouldn’t be able to comprehend the pain that sits inside of me every day. And I can’t do anything about it. I just sit here, and wait for it to drown me out at the end of the day.”

—

[the-moon-whisperer]

[there-will-be-violence-deactiva]

[thescorpiolife13]

[heavensghost]

[depression-healthy-carrier]

Do I actually want to die or do I just not want to feel like this anymore?

[bittersweetborderline]

"But it made you stronger."

I was a child. I didn't need to be stronger. I needed to be safe.

[depression-healthy-carrier]

Depression is that absence of being able to think that you will ever be happy again. The absence of hope. That very deadened feeling, which is so very different from feeling sad. Sad hurts but it’s a healthy feeling. It is a necessary thing to feel. Depression is very different.

[depression-healthy-carrier]

The worst part of depression is that it doesn't kill your desire to want to do things, it doesn't kill your dreams and what you want in life, it just stops you from doing them

[unspokendarknessinside]

[kotenok-deactivated20240301]

do u ever get disappointed cause u didn’t die in your sleep

[lostalittleweight]

I've got nothing left so you can take it

Promise me you'll tell me when you're done

But if you find some hope you better break it

'Cause baby, I don't like what I've become

[lostalittleweight]

After I got diagnosed with depression, people have been so concerned that I would kill my self. But I think that what they don’t understand is that although I don’t wanna live anymore, I don’t wanna die.