•Confessions•

[lostandconfused96]

At this point I’m just existing, this shit is exhausting.

[lostandconfused96]

I love spending time with my friends, it feels like a distraction. I get that moment of happiness and once I’m away from them I realize it’s temporary and I feel alone again.

[lostandconfused96]

“Don’t depend on anyone in this world. Even your own shadow leaves you when you’re in darkness”

[lostandconfused96]

I think I’m over it... but tonight I realize im not.

[lostandconfused96]

I’m exhausted, I can’t fight anymore.

[lostandconfused96]

“The only person I ever lost, and needed back was me.”

[lostandconfused96]

“All it takes is a beautiful fake smile to hide an injured soul and they will never notice how broken you really are.”

[lostandconfused96]

I wish the pain would stop because I can’t do this anymore..

[lostandconfused96]

“Sometimes we think we want to disappear but all we really want is to be found.”

[lostandconfused96]

We all put on this front that everything is okay..... But when we’re with ourselves we realize it’s not.

[lostandconfused96]

“All it takes is a beautiful fake smile to hide an injured soul and they will never notice how broken you really are.”

[lostandconfused96]

Something in me got broken and no matterhow hard I try I CAN'T fix it.

[lostandconfused96]

I wish I could feel something... ANYTHING... what is wrong with me?

[lostandconfused96]

I’m numb, I don’t feel anything.

[lostandconfused96]

It’s been a year since my best friend passed away today.. the pain is always there but today it hurts so much more. Always keep the ones you love close, you don’t know when it’s goodbye. 🖤

[lostandconfused96]

He wanted to care, he wanted to care badly, but there was this gap between what he felt and what he wanted to feel, a space where something important had been carved out

[lostandconfused96]