THIS IS NOT A DREAM

––– she 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘦𝘥 at the 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈 , frightened but 𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚎 . her 𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫 as sharp as pain and as 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 as a ripe OCTOBER APPLE .

[eds-kas]

IT (2017)

[lostembers]

i posted this on my other blog but !  my dog got in a fight the other day n had to get surgery so thats why my activity has been super low, i’ll be back on when i can

[lostembers]

hi hello she got her stitches out yesterday n is doing much better so i’ll work on replies later today !! 

[lostembers]

i posted this on my other blog but !  my dog got in a fight the other day n had to get surgery so thats why my activity has been super low, i’ll be back on when i can

[lostembers]

it’s not like you can stop me.

ask   meme   .   @alanfrg

❛   yeah you’re right , but do you really  want to be a total air - head and get caught ?   then by all means , be my guest !   ❜ . nose would scrunch up slightly at disbelief  which would quickly be followed by eyes rolling . if she had a dollar for anytime some guy she knew ( or barely knew in this case ) decided to do something dumb , she’d be rich  by now .

[lostembers]

me , 2 hrs ago : sleep time  me , now : elfrida was alive in the books and yet she’s no where to be found in the movies LET ALONE MENTIONED which is unbelievable , heres my 10 page essay on why this should be fixed : 

[winterswake]

Your hair is winter fire January embers My heart burns there, too.

1989 // 2016

[lostembers]

i’m real sleepy so i’m probably gonna be on disc till i pass out (   rae .#0596  ) 

[lostembers]

𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃  𝚂𝙷𝙰𝙿𝙴  𝙳𝙾𝙴𝚂  𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁  𝙿𝙰𝙸𝙽  𝚃𝙰𝙺𝙴 ?

𝙶𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚂  𝙲𝙰𝙶𝙴    .    you feel disconnected from the world around you . you can see everything , everyone can see you , but you're not really there . no one can really  communicate with you , can they ?  you're isolated ,  even when you're around people you're alone . you want desperately to be close to someone , but you're afraid of what will happen if you shatter  your glass prison . you don't want to let someone in , you don't want to leave , and it's a constant battle of your own will  . it's easier to be alone , where no one can hurt you . . . isn't it ?

TAGGED BY : @ninthcard TAGGING : you !

[bunchamemes]

THE SOLITUDE OF PRIME NUMBERS | STARTERS send a prompt or send ✉ for a random starter. triggers apply.

why didn’t you tell me?

i don’t think it’s right.

it’s the only thing i know how to do.

mmm you really are hopeless.

did you hurt yourself?

it’s not like you can stop me.

so, i have to go away for a little while, okay?

i’m sorry i just turned up like this.

i’ve got one too, you know.

let’s go home and you can lie down for a bit.

i’ll go and get you some.

let me see.

you need to think about yourself now.

sorry i’m late.

you look tired, you should go to bed.

i’ll take you back later. now you need to rest.

so you saw the sunrise?

if you tell me yours, i’ll tell you mine.

we’re going to do a checkup.

you’re coming with us and that’s that.

i can’t get to sleep.

don’t you want it anymore?

i’ll be right there.

will you come into the other room with me?

i’m going to throw up.

do you really think i’m that stupid?

go away!

the usual crap.

children need time.

you have to see a doctor.

no, i’d just like a little water.

you always look stupid.

go on, or you’ll be late.

you really don’t know how to be happy, do you?

okay, but you’ve got to decide.

you’d rather pretend nothing is wrong, as if nothing strange were going on.

and do you like me?

i don’t have any secrets.

well done, you idiot.

you’ve got to get rid of it.

i’ve made up my mind.

music this loud gives me a headache.

but you’ve got to help me.

[s-s-d]

[lostembers]

𝙲𝙾𝙶𝙽𝙸𝚃𝙸𝚅𝙴 𝙰𝚂𝚂𝙴𝚂𝚂𝙼𝙴𝙽𝚃     bold   what   always   applies . italicize   what   sometimes   applies . strike   what   never   applies .

alcoholism . amnesia . anxiety . appetite loss . binge eating . co - dependence .cynicism. defensiveness . denial . depersonalisation . depression . derealisation . devaluation . displacement . dissociation . drug abuse . dysphoria . emotional detachment . flashbacks . flat affect . guilt . hallucinations . hypersomnia . hypervigilance . hypochondria . idealisation. insomnia . intellectualisation . introjection . isolation . low self-esteem . narcissism . night terrors . obsessive compulsion . overeating . panic attacks . passive aggression . paranoia . phobias . projection . psychosis . rationalisation . regression . repression . restrictive eating . risky sex . self-harm . somatization . splitting . sublimation . suicidal ideation . sleepwalking . suppression . thousand-yard stare . triggers . trust issues . violence . whiplash temper .

TAGGED BY : @oathmade TAGGING : @ninthcard & anyone else who would like to ! 

[lostembers]

also ik a bunch of ppl already heard me yell abt it but 1 ) bev hiding shit in the walls to keep it away from alvin? ugh her mind and 2 ) theres a bruise on her wrist and i swear to god if i don’t get to see her kick toms ass again....

[dastardlydorito]

IT Chapter 2

[lostembers]

did a small revamp , 

[kthrynhahn]

Legally Blonde (2001) dir. Robert Luketic

[chewbacca]

Nancy Drew and the Hidden Staircase (2019) Director: Katt Shea

[tommymoved-deactivated20211216]

❛     dumbasses  first  .    ❜    /   @lostembers

[lostembers]

❛     so what are you waiting for then  ,  dumbass  ?    this was your  idea   ❜  .  whoever let her think it was a good idea to let tommy talk her into anything  was a mystery . at first beverly couldn’t tell if he was serious when he brought the idea up and next thing she knew it was night  &  she just spent the past 10 minutes watching him struggle  to pick a lock .  laughable at first but it just got sad by the end - doubt started to take over and impatience soon followed .  ❛     if we get caught i’m killing you dead , eaton .    ❜