The Universe Is My Home

29 yr old I am me. 5’4” cw: FAT ; lw: 90 ; FYI: if you have a problem with what I share on here you are more than welcome to leave my page and unfollow me.

[lostin-spaceagain]

Crazy how much things can change in a year

[lostin-spaceagain]

When your husband finds body checks in your phone and starts asking questions…. :/ like idk how to explain to someone who doesn’t know what an eating disorder does to your brain…

[th1n-f4d3d]

Do you wanna give this up?

[hel7l7]

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I thought I was fine.

I thought I could handle this but I can't.

[lostin-spaceagain]

In case anyone was wondering, I DID THAT!!!

From late March to early November!!

Still got a ways to go!!! But feeling very shocked with this side by side photo

[lostin-spaceagain]

This is disgusting on my part showing a number. But this progress is amazing 🤩

[sp4cebat-deactivated20240225]

" Then we ask, 'Will the sadness which makes me cry, will the sadness that makes me cry my heart out, will it ever end?' The answer, of course, is yes- ”

“One Day the Sadness Will End” 🪵

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[lostin-spaceagain]

I’ve lost five pounds and it feels good! But I’ve still got 5 more to go to reach first goal weight:

[lostin-spaceagain]

I know I got huge, but small progress is still progress

[foreverafatbitch]

I need to be in control. I need to be in control.

I need to be in control. I need to be in control.

I need to be in control. I need to be in control.

I need to be in control. I need to be in control.

I need to be in control. I need to be in control.

I need to be in control. I need to be in control.

[anamaniq2-deactivated20231211]

just cause you started eating something doesn't mean you have to finish it.

[wallflowerchild-deactivated2024]

I miss feeling my hip bones hurt when I'd lay on the floor. I miss my friends saying my ass was too boney to sit on their laps. I miss being a size 2 and being too small to shop in the womens section. I miss my families comments about me needing to eat a sandwich as I stuffed my face with safe foods. I miss getting all my friends hand-me-downs and them NEVER fitting my small frame. I miss how my collarbones stuck out. I miss how my thighs never touched so none of my jeans needed to be tossed out. I don't know why I ever fucking gave up. I just didn't want to hate food, I love food but its not my friend.

[vo1dfa1ry-deactivated20230510]

Ab exercises I like! Because they hurt, and that usually means it’s working!!!

Star crunches - Not a food! I can’t find it anywhere but you lay in a star position and you reach up your right leg to your left arm (or the opposite) and touch them so on so forth

Heel touches - So like get on the ground with your knees up (rest of your body down) and just wiggle around your whole upper body to touch your hands to your heels. Don’t only use your hands that ruins it

Leg raises - Ouchhhhh. Lay flat on the ground, and raise your legs in the air repeatedly, it hurt

Leg singular raise? - Idk but find the most painful part on your abs of a leg raise and just hold your legs there as long as possible

[depressedoompaloompa]

Low kcal food and sum tips <3

[bebemoon]

simone rocha rtw autumn 2o22 .

[lightweight-storytime]

Just imagine. Soon they’ll notice. They’ll say things like “wow you look slimmer”. They’ll be able to pick you up with ease. You won’t be embarrassed to sit in their lap because you’ll know you’re lighter than ever. They’ll be able to scoop you up and spin you around in hugs the way you’ve always wanted. You’ll feel petite and fragile and they’ll want to protect you. Soon you’ll feel that you finally deserve their love.

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[bbybutterflyxxx-deactivated2022]

guess my bmi 🫣