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50 lamb asks
(skipping 4 since it's been answered before)
3. How long was your lamb held captive by heretics before their sacrifice?
Shortly after capture they were taken to the Bishops for the sacrifice hoping to put an end to the prophecy as fast as possible.
5. When your lamb mourns a dead loved one from their past.. who is it?
Two little ones and an older one Lamb would call brother. Those are the ones they are still able to remember.
7. Where was your lamb raised? A village? A prison? Constantly on the run?
They don't remember the small village they were born in, soon after and as their numbers went down drastically they spent the rest of their life running away with a few others trying to avoid being found by the old faith.
Hi guyss!! my Commissions are open and if you have any questions of the payment process or anything else my DMs are always open!!
Just a small warning for this post this does involve the Forsaken Drama that's going around, idk shit, this is just a random post.
Me: Decides to join the Forsaken Fandom after seeing fanworks and playing the game s few times, it catching my interest.
Forsaken: Hey so the original creator SoulDrivenLove is actually a shitty person who's involved in a ton of drama, sold the game, and now had so much more fucking drama that LAWYERS ARE INVOLVED! Might have stolen $2M, probably pulled a Minecraft YouTuber, oh yeah apparently someone was told to STAB someone else and that someone else MIGHT BE DEAD! Also probably other stuff too.
I literally joined yesterday, got into a Discord Roleplay server to be silly, and got slapping the face... Guess this is a bad time to have my username.
No one’s going to save a killer
Deleted the other version I posted because it’s ugly,, this one is still a little Ugly but it’s fine
I just worked for 5 fucking hours on a god damn post and Tumblr just fucking deleted it. 5 GOD DAMN HOURS.
This pisses me off so much I fucking can't. I genuinely can't. I can't. I worked so long on that post, that's not fair. It didn't went,: "Oops! Try again!" and didn't save shit to my drafts. That's such bullshit.
Currently getting in touch with Tumblr to see if I can get it back.
Update on this post
Sadly they can not restore it so I'll have to retype everything which sucks big time but the person I talked to was super cool and chill. Thank you Tumblr for responding to my message so quickly and thanks for at the small bit of help!
I think I'm gonna have to start typing everything in Google Docs and then putting the text in here while editing.
Expect to have a Helluva Boss related post soon!
I just worked for 5 fucking hours on a god damn post and Tumblr just fucking deleted it. 5 GOD DAMN HOURS.
This pisses me off so much I fucking can't. I genuinely can't. I can't. I worked so long on that post, that's not fair. It didn't went,: "Oops! Try again!" and didn't save shit to my drafts. That's such bullshit.
Currently getting in touch with Tumblr to see if I can get it back.
I went in the code again and saw the new Boop paws were vectors this time, so I converted them into some good sized pngs that are a little easier to work.
Save and share to boop your people later!
Silly boop!
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I love my husband so much guys
Look, in my defense- He could be holding a ball.
I just wanted to say HAIIII BLOOD
Hi hunnyyyyyy
Welcome to my Tumbler! Grab some popcorn, get a drink, and buckle up for the chaos!
Giggling as I keep getting a notification of this one person spamming my account. Love their art :p
Btw hi just in case you see this, thanks for following!
⚠️WARNING⚠️
This post includes mentions of:
Rape
Sexual assault
Blog The Great Rouge
NaJ/Need and Jock AU
Mentions of children being sexualized and having NSFW art drawn of them
Again, Rouge as a whole warning, the person who made the PJ's Daycare AU
This entire post deals with dark topics and if I missed any warnings for the list, I apologize in advance.
What the fuck
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I'm...
I fully expected for people to be hateful about this but no one is. Two people have literally said it brings up bad memories! What the fuck is this?!-
This comic is genuinely so problematic. I don't care that its "nostalgic" or whatever the fuck.
"Ignore the creator" till you realize that the Creator tried to justify rape.
Literally in the comic Goth rapes Pallette. Pallette is of course traumatized, a whole thing happens, amd Goth tries to kill himself. Then Palette's all like: "No I wanted to, I just wasn't ready, I wanted it which was why I didn't stop you."
. . .
What the actual fuck
She even fucking drew it happening, which is even worse.
Horror x Cross Chara in his child form is a thing. Btw there's art of them fucking as well.
Killer ships incest in the comic. Automatically, ew. "Nightmare x Dream is so forbidden" maybe cause their brothers. Blood brothers. They are siblings.
Also everyone in these comics are most likely under 18 because they are in highschool meaning the creator drew child porn. Child porn people. You fuckers can not be serious saying: "Let's just ignore the creator guys!"
Disgusting.
And before any mother fucker starts going: "It's just Gacha-" THERE'S PEOPLE OUTSIDE OF THIS WHO ARE LIKE THIS! I can not. I just- How the fuck can people be like this? This isn't a situation where you can just remove a creator from the AU, the AU itself is so fucked that you have to rewrite everything from scratch. Even then I don't think many people can see the AU in the same way.
If I see one person saying that it's just pixles, that it doesn't affect reality, I'm going to scream. This comic and many others affected so many people in the Undertale community that even to this day people are still unable to even think of the damn things.
I can't. I genuinely fucking can't with people. One moment mother fuckers are being overly sensitive about shit and now they're pulling this bullshit! WHY DO YOU PEOPLE DO THIS? WHAT WILL IT TAKE FOR YOU PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND THAT THINGS LIKE THIS, FICTIONAL OR NOT, ARE NOT AND NEVER WILL BE OKAY!?
Just might go insane, I can feel my sanity dropping. Dude I haven't even went into detail about this damn AU there's so much. All of the Rouge comic bullshit has so much.
Hi, 7goodangel. I am here to ask you about PaperJam as a shy, smol and innocent being (mainly thegreatrouge made him be). There has been some conflicts regarding his trait. Some said his canonical personality is a jerk, like what you wrote in his bio / info and some said that is severely wrong and being shy, (which made him shipped with Fresh), is his canonical personality. What are your thoughts about this? I mean, it is your character and people are taking control of it. Don't you disagree?
Well… I have talked to people and seen publicconversations and this has happened several times to me over months. I guessI’ve gotten a little numb to it now… or maybe it’s due to school that Ihaven’t given it the attention that it deserves. Probably due to school.
I just can’t update constantly like others - even thoughsome others in school were and are able to update constantly. I can’t keepgoing around and holding up my bio of PJ and police people. It’s exhausting tome… it really takes up the small bit of free time I have.
I think after I get a solid job that I’ll be able to goaround better… but anyway - back to your question.
While I love seeing interpretations and do not want peopleto be limited by something and have their imaginations go forth… it’s provingthat a huge con comes with that mentality - which you have pointed out. A lotof people swear that PJ is the cute, innocent interpretation that really, didget PJ popular in the first place. While I did have him as a jerk from thebeginning - I kinda kept that info to my RP blog - so you could say it is myfault this is all happening and I do think that. I could of done something tomake it not as bad as it is now…
It’s just like the NSFW stuff… people just assume thefirst thing and run with it. And it really does make me feel like I really amnot needed for my own character at points.
It’s a struggle - I don’t want to have people stopinterpreting PJ within AUs… but I also don’t want people to just see him asan innocent child to ship with Fresh.
And I’m still trying to find the best solution to it.
But… I feel like the damage is already done. It’s too latefor me to talk to all of these people going around swearing on their life thatPJ is canoncally like Rouge’s interpretation/AUs. It feels like an hopelessbattle to me.
And I guess I needed someone to ask me this question so thenI can fully say my thoughts on this.
So in short, while I love creativity and don’t want to snuffit out (considering some people would probably think I’m doing that alreadywith saying “No Sin”), I still don’t like it. It irritates me, irks me,frustrates me, and I feel like even as the person who thought of PJ in thefirst place, my voice isn’t enough. Communities seem like they don’t care aboutartists unless they reach a ‘certain goal of popularity’ or seem like theyhave a more professional style of art. I know I do not reach either of thosetitles.
People misspell my username all the time - I actuallyclaimed ‘7goodangle’ on tumblr for that reason.
People still say “I’m too lazy to find who made PJ”when they clearly mentioned they looked at the bio on the wiki.
People still go around arguing others on the canon ship ofOmniPJ and swearing that FreshPaper is the true canon ship, when all people arepointing out is that they need to keep the canon ship in mind when going aroundwith information.
Even just basic personality traits… and these things arehappening on sites that I do not nor want an account for.
I still want others to have fun - to be happy; but I don’tknow… I guess I’m cutting out my own happiness to get everyone else happy? Iwant to eventually write a version of PJ within his own universe and story…and he is more like the version I created within the UT verse. Not exact - butclose. Though who knows… I might shove PJ to the side and replace his rolewith another character. I’m still weighing options.
Cause PJ was the first character I ever put this much timeand thought into… my first character that was balanced, well rounded…
And what happens?
…well.
You said it Anon.
They took it - changed it (initially as an AU but now peoplethink it’s canon) - and I can’t do much about it. Due to school and not muchfree-time… due to how many don’t know the true creator… and just backtalking anyone who is just mentioning it to people who swear by it.
As an artist and a character designer…
It makes me not want to show designs, characters, andstories ever again online.
Considering if this is how I was treated on the first one…why even take a chance at a second one? If it has brought me so much stress,frustration, and time… why even try it again?
I said I was only going to do fanart so if anyone stole it,it didn’t really matter. I think I should have stuck with that thought process.
In conclusion, there are some major things to take awayhere. First – that yes, I do not like how it has skewed this far to the pointof arguing over a fandom version with the canon. Canon is canon and I get thedifferent AUs – this is too far. Way too far. I am emotionally drained fromthis – from this whole mess that I have been defending throughout majority ofPJ’s lifespan. I will state this – Paper Jam is my character. He is my originalcharacter that I created more than a year ago. And the UT AU fandom took mycharacter and warped him to something he is not and all of his original meaningis lost. I do not like to hurt others or make other sad – but I must put myfoot fully down. This miscommunication needs to stop. I am tired of repeatingthings over and over and I have past my breaking point time and time again. Ijust want people to see PJ how he really is… and I wish that people could befocusing more on the reality of him instead of the alternate that they allclaim as truth.
Final words: I still like Undertale – I still like creatingcharacters and having fun – but the Undertale AU fandom is ridiculous now. The AminoUT community is insanity in an app, and there is a lot of stuff that has mademany artists and creators to their breaking point and leaving the fandomentirely. Everyone in this fandom needs to take ten steps back and look at whatthey are doing. Go back to the game. Play it again – watch your favorite let’splayer’s videos of it again.
And just… food for thought… please don’t jump the gun on someone else’s OC’spersonality and actions.
I do not want anyone to experience what I had.
I’d like to add my own tidbit: Freshpaper is never canon, and never will be canon. PJ’s character is distorted, and so is Fresh’s, to a large degree. Remember: PJ is 7goodangel’s creation, and her say is canon involving her own characters. A character might be popular and widespread, but unless a creator relinquishes the possession over that character? They have all say in what that character is, and who they are. And to argue against that or blatantly ignore that because its not what you want to hear…. its genuinely pretty horrible. Respect the creator, guys.
So We're STILL supporting blogthegreatrouge???
Hello everyone. Im coming on here today to talk about blogthegreatrouge.
If you were in the Undertale fandom about 4-5 years ago you'd know exactly who they are. They are a well known artist, and back then they were mostly known because of their undertale art/series/aus, Examples: PJS daycare and Nerd and jock au. They've made plenty more but i cant name them all.
You may be thinking 'oh they seem cool and chill! They must've made great content right?'
No. Not even close. I was a fan of her when i was about 12-13, and i used to read her comics all the time. And until recently i forgot about them and when i remembered, i was hit with a horrifying reality.
I had supported/read comics from someone who Justified r4p3, 4bus3, P3doph1l1a, and 1nc3st, and also wrote a character in one her aus who was about 6 or under, almost commit su1c13d.
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My refrences to each claim are as follows: Justifying/Romanticizing 4ss4ult
In a highschool au comic written by blogthegreatrouge, it involves two ship children of sanscest ships. Pallete (ink x dream) and Goth (geno and reaper) in this comic, i never found the first few pages, but the first page i read, was of Goth forcing himself onto pallete and having s3x with him with no consent. Afterwards its cuts to the next day. Like any sane person pallete tells goth that if he even tries to touch him, he'll scream. He then leaves Goth to his own pity party.
Here's where it gets more messed up. Goth takes a knife, and attempts to end his own life, only for pallete to find him and freak out.
After this happens, they justify/romanticize what goth did to him, and they start to date.
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Next point, Justifying an abusive ship.
One of blogthegreatrouges more famous aus was definitely the NaJ (nerd and jock) AU. In this universe all au sans go to the same school. The main ship featured in this, is Paperjam x fresh sans. Repeatedly through the comic Paperjam is mentally almost physically abusive with him. He allows his friends to beat up fresh so 'he isn't revealed as soft' and then they tried to romanticize their relationship. So that's justifying abuse.
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NEXT POINT
P3dophilia/incest:
This one's pretty simple. They made several comics of Paperjam as a young child, being parented by ink and error. Fresh is his uncle, as he's error's brother.
Fresh gains a huge crush on Paperjam, and its very creepy. He sexualized the way the kid would eat his ice cream and he even ended up kissing him. All in all that's pretty fucked up.
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Next point
Pjs daycare
I enjoyed most of PJs daycare. It was the most wholesome thing that rouge had made. And if it didn't go the way it did I'd still love it. But it took a very dark and inappropriate time. Pjs daycare is an ask blog comic, so fans could control certain plotlines.
Error had gotteb very sick, which causedmuch drama between the other kids. Geno in particular. He was shown to already have major depression and suicidal thoughts thought he's six or under. And he eventually tries to commit
This is just inappropriate. Depression may have no age, but no 6 year old would go jump off a cliff,like what Geno was planning
This feels like an insult to suicidal people.
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These are the main points, on why Rouge is.a terrible person.
Not to mention they've made bucketloads of Sans p0rn and sexualized other fandoms im pretty sure
If you still support them knowing all they've done you need help. And i dont want to hear anyone talked about how it was 5 years ago. It doesn't justify what they've created. Especially for minors
They knew minors were in their audience. They never used any warning to keep minors away. So many of us kids were gullible thinking these comics were good, and that the message was great. You couldn't be more wrong if you think that.
Reblogging this for the sake of just letting people know. I was like 12-13, maybe 14 at the most. Not only did the comics not only make me think that stuff like this was okay but it's just- Looking back at everything makes me uncomfortable as hell.
I remember their BABATQFTIM series, while it is more tame it genuinely saddens me that an cool concept had to be made by someone like that.
At the time I remember being so happy and excited waiting for the next update and now I look back, sad at the memories. Sad that the comics made me think this stuff was okay and that I didn't even fully realize how wrong it was till years later. The fact that, to my knowledge, she couldn't even give a bullshit apology but said some shit like: "Just because I draw it doesn't mean I'm into it" is just ugh
For the love of everything don't support her and if you do then block me or hell tell me and I'll block you myself. What BlogTheGreatRouge did and most likely continues to do is disgusting.
GOODNIGHT ANOTHER BIG UTMV CONTENT CREATOR IS A FREAK.
uhmm this was about LV, they aged up Aliza (to 16… not even 18) and shipped her with horror 😭 I’m not the type to make callouts but I’m so disappointed dude
They said in the description that they ship them lmfao
Where?/genq
This is the entire description for me, idk what you're seeing
sighhhhh she deleted it
Luckily I took a screenshot 🫡
My jaw just dropped to the floor there is no way its real D:??
Yea uh I looked at the post and-
No joke, you can look for yourself, they changed Horrors age to 16. That's not better.
Aliza is a child, there is no changing this. You can't even Headcannon it. It has been made clear that she is a child. No more than 13. Horror is at the most 40 something. This ship is pedophilia and just because LV Headcannons that they are both 16 doesn't help. If anything it shows how disgusting you are.
"But this isn't real life, it's only fiction."
Why would you even want to change the age of a child so they can be with an adult? It's creepy, honestly it makes me uncomfortable. And no one give me that bullshit that fiction doesn't affect reality, it very much can and it has happened.
Man why can't people be normal for once? God.
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I love utmv fandom and I can't imagine myself disconnecting from it but
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Why :(
Sadly people are just awful.