lost without you

It's like there's cancer in my lungs 19 | german | borderline, ptbs, social anxiety, depression

[siickangel]

feel something // bea miller

from my journal

[woundgarden]

the depression is getting worse the suicidal thoughts are getting worse the memories are getting worse the burnout is getting worse the loneliness is getting worse everything is getting worse

[sa-dnesss]

[atzamot-deactivated20140425]

[sa-dnesss]

[ororomunroedontpullout]

Anyone else feel like the minute that you get in front of a doctor, all the physical and mental symptoms you are acutely aware of over the past months feel like they never happened and you just in front of the doctor gaslighting yourself as you try to explain the things you know you experienced

[so-over-ableism]

Me, stretches to relieve some pain: this will help

My body, hurting even more: bitch you thought

[gedankxn]

“Ich will keine Lücke füllen, ich will das ich einen Platz bekomme, an dem keiner vorher war.”

— verbautezukunft (via verbautezukunft)

[6ilit-deactivated20250716]

[feel-the-lyrics]

“But If you loved me Why did you leave me”

— Kodaline - All I Want

[depresseddisneyprincess]

turning the age you thought you’d kill yourself before is wild

[type-of-wayy-deactivated2025092]

i can tell myself all day “be heartless fuck em” but in reality i have a big ass heart and can’t treat people bad, that’s just not me.

[rottenfaery-deactivated20190708]

“Just trust your gut”

Pal I have anxiety, my gut is literally always telling me to abort mission

[broken-depressed-hearts]

Haha I feel that

[depression-healthy-carrier]

*On the top of a mountain*

Me: wow what a view

Inner me: jump

[6i]

i just want to thank all those who’ve destroyed me into the person i am today

[crippledselfesteem]

I feel the need to cry but nothing is coming out, no emotion no tears just emptiness.

I feel hollow.

[ojibwa]