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orange-s-mario

happy birthday to these 2 bisexuals

anyways i will now consider togaruhashi (?)

I'm not a good person

No one is

But I'm worse than everyone else

They can lie to themselves

Live their lives unaware of the imprint they make every second

Even though I should be able to do as others

I can't

Even if I wanted to

Even if I wished for that ignorance

I'm always running away from a part of me

A part that I can't erase

Aware that I'm committing one of the greatest sins

Of willingly being a coward

#vent post #poetry

Should I

Cut myself

do drugs/weed

Voting ended onJul 26

Whichever one has more when I check I'll do

Dm me for proof/hj

#vent post #selfharrrm #vent #Op is VERY mentally ill and WILL do it

I'm killing everyone and then shooting myself with a gun

I fucking HATE everyone

#vent post

lotus-land127367

I'm soo fucked up rn

High ✔️

Addys ✔️

Drunk ❓️

Im so fucking happy and sociable get on my level fags and trans

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also I cut myself a few times this week so lost my 3/4 months streak of not being an emo fuck

Miggght kms soon mother's day passed so I won't fuck that up

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I also didn't talk to my therapist this week so that could be why I'm so shitty like sagging tittys this week

Oh the joys of being mentally ill.

Should I ask my therapist if I could dionosed with bipolar disorder ik this is just a kinda bad mh sparil but bpd runs in both sides of the family to be spisfice my mom's side and mayybe on my dad's side but who am I to talk

#vent post #rambles

lotus-land127367

I'm soo fucked up rn

High ✔️

Addys ✔️

Drunk ❓️

Im so fucking happy and sociable get on my level fags and trans

lotus-land127367

also I cut myself a few times this week so lost my 3/4 months streak of not being an emo fuck

Miggght kms soon mother's day passed so I won't fuck that up

#vent post #cw sh #cw shblr #tw sui ideation

I'm soo fucked up rn

High ✔️

Addys ✔️

Drunk ❓️

Im so fucking happy and sociable get on my level fags and trans

#weedposting #addy yaps #Maybe drunk #yayy yippee #drugblr

outside skipping. Pawned one of my lighters off for two dollars. Two teachers saw my ass. Can't get back in without getting into deep shit. Somewhat high. It's Friday. Dismissals at two ten.

Wow

#rambles #vent post #S.o.FUCKING HELP

I'm going to blow my shit smooth off

my body is dying yet my soul be flying

ts some bullshit 😭🙏🙏

#For some context I took 40 mgs of xr adds #I might just be fucked

X-< who wants me

I GOTTA kill myself. My grades are so FUCKED they may as well be porn stars and I can lock in for this life of mine. Soooo I just end my life myself cuz I REFUSE to be held back

#vent post #Largo

I need to get my grades up so I can get my money up in the future. I need to get my grades up so I can get my money up in the future.

all art is pure art

-ai tho