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title: tulip
pairings: jeong jaehyun x oc x suh johnny x lee taeyong x nakamoto yuta
summary: Putting back what’s broken is not easy, but with time, love and patience, you can mend the wounds, and find out that no night is too dark if you have your stars shining on you. After everything, all’s well that ends well.
genre: established relationship au, getting together au, enemies to friends to lovers au, mutual pining, poly relationship, fluff, smut, light angst, model!jaehyun, photographer!johnny, teacher!taeyong, journalist!yuta
warnings: smut, unprotected sex, sex with multiple partners, slight body worship, morning sex, fivesome, outdoor sex (not public), pool sex, oral sex (f&m), anal sex (f), double penetration, rough sex, some biting, praise kink, dirty talk, some degradation, use of sir/daddy (count 2 for the last, some more for sir), gag (panties, fingers, tie/ f&m), exhibitionism, face sitting, soft sex (wow), threesome, edging, orgasm control/denial, minor use of handcuffs, pet names, minor pet play (collar, leash, and they call her kitten), use of sex toy (vibrator), fingering, mirror sex, dry humping, spit (once), dacryphilia, slight dumbification/dollification, minor choking, dom!jaehyun, dom!johnny, dom!yuta, sub!taeyong (with a twist), switch!oc | Idk what to say except this is pure filth and domestic fluff (tiny little bit of angst just at the start I promise). If I missed something – I surely did – let me know
a/n: Can’t believe that a self-indulgent smut fic written last year led here but here we are with the last part of this series that has my whole heart. I edited this, but since it’s so long there might be some mistakes. Hope you enjoy! And if you want give feedback, it would mean a lot to know what you think about it.
When Taeyong opened the front door, the house was silent, and all the lights were off. He couldn’t sleep out. He was freaked out by everything. And even if this didn’t feel as safe as it was before, it was safer than the outer world.
Johnny or Mark childhood best friends to lovers or ex’s to lovers please :( holy trinity with a little more angst 😈
pairing: childhood best friend Johnny x fem reader
genre: the holy trinity (fluff, angst, smut) | childhood best friends to lovers
warnings: teasing, oral (both recieving), deep throating, strip tease, slight spanking, nipple play, johnny soft dom, pet names, penetration, protected vanilla sex
word count: 4.4k
a/n: @ahgastayzen this one if for you dear! thank you for always supporting and waiting. i hope you enjoy this 💚 also, i apologize. i'm rusty on my smut scenes haha
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“Y/N come on please. I need you there. You have to be there.” your childhood best friend pleads with you.
You continue to ignore him while you edit your column piece before submitting it to your boss by the end of the week.
“Y/N stop ignoring me. It’s not very nice.” Johnny whines
“I’m not ignoring you.” you chuckle lightly while still looking at your laptop.
Johnny starts to poke your arm to get your attention and when that doesn’t happen, he grabs your laptop off your lap and slams it shut.
“Johnny! What the hell! Give it back to me!” you yell shoving him.
He simply smiles widely and raises the laptop above his head. “Nope. Not until you say you’re going with me.”
“Johnny.” you whine.
“Y/N.” he mocks you.
“Give it back.”
“No.”
“John.” you deadpan giving him a pointed look.
“Please Y/N. Come with me and I’ll give it back to you.”
You know Johnny is going to be persistent with this request as he has been for the last three days, so, you had no choice but to say, “Fine you big baby, I’ll go with you. Now can you please give me back my laptop.”
Johnny smiles widely, putting your laptop on the coffee table in front of you and throws himself on you giving you the biggest bear hug. “Thank you thank you thank you! You’re seriously saving my life!”
You hug him back and quietly say, “You know I’ll do anything for you, including going to this stupid party.”
He lets you go and goes straight to the kitchen, “Okay! Now, do you want chicken alfredo?”
You laugh to yourself of the sudden switch of your best friend as you get up from the couch and help him in the kitchen.
You and Johnny have been best friends since the age of eight when you moved next door to him. You quickly bonded over your love for Coldplay and having similar music taste. You both would sing your little heart out to ‘Yellow’ and pretend you were performing in front of a large audience in your room. Johnny just had that charm and warm personality to make you feel comfortable around him.
He has been there for you in every single hardship in your life. When your parents divorced, he joked that he would tell his parents to adopt you so you wouldn’t have to move away from him. Lucky for you both, you didn’t have to move houses at all. When the first boy you liked in the sixth grade broke your heart by telling you he didn’t like you back, Johnny told you that he was an idiot for not liking you and would fight him. You told him you appreciate it, but fighting would not get anyone anywhere.
When you were stressing over finals in high school, he would help you study and tell you every single day that you’re the smartest person he’s ever met. When you experienced your first heartbreak, he was there to console you with ice cream and reassure you that it wasn’t your fault the relationship ended. You remembered he said, “I knew he wasn’t any good for you, I just had a hunch, but it’s not your fault. It’s your stupid ex’s fault.” When you finally landed your dream job, only to have a horrible boss that you wanted to quit, Johnny was there giving you words of encouragement and wisdom and how you deserved to be there.
Or, in other plain simple words, he brings out the best in you and along the way, you unexpectedly began to fall in love with him. Who wouldn’t? It’s Johnny Suh.
You first noticed the sudden shift of feelings during your junior year of high school. You two were sitting on the floor of Johnny’s bedroom, while he was going on about his girlfriend at the time, Miranda, and how he sees a future with her. You felt a wave of hurt and didn’t know why so you simply shrugged off the feeling and continued on like nothing changed.
The second time you noticed, you both were out getting ice cream and sitting in his car talking about life. It wasn’t anything special, but as you looked over at him, you couldn’t help but admire his face. The crinkles around his eyes when he laughs, the way his eyes lights up whenever he talks about something so passionately, the plump of his lips and his perfect cupid’s bow. You wanted nothing more than to reach over at that moment and kiss him, but you couldn’t and you wouldn’t.
The third time you noticed, was the beginning of senior year. He and Miranda had broken up over the summer and you helped him mend his heartbreak. You weren’t the best with words, unlike him, but you did your best to reassure him that he was an amazing guy and would find someone better.
Someone like me. You said in your head.
Fourth time you noticed was prom night senior year. Both of your parents wanted a picture of you two together to reminiscence of where the time went. You were descending down the stairs when you made the mistake of looking up and saw Johnny standing at the bottom of the stairs. You swear you stopped breathing. There he stood in a tuxedo, his black hair gel back, and the look in his eyes.
The look in his eyes was something you couldn’t decipher. Somewhere between longing and loving. You felt shy under his gaze and gave him a small smile when you were finally in front of him. It took him a second longer to register anything because he was simply just staring at you.
“You look absolutely beautiful.” His voice was soft and you felt your face heat up.
He puts the corsage around your wrist as you do the same on his suit. After a thousand photos and 20 minutes later, you both finally walk out the door arm in arm. That night is something you still remember clear as day in your mind because you admitted that night to yourself of your true feelings for him.
After realizing your feelings for your best friend, you didn’t know what to do. You tried to act like your normal self around him, but that was hard when everything he did made your heart flutter.
Once you began college, you distracted yourself left and right with assignments and work. It helped for a while, but this is Johnny Suh. The hottest heartthrob and DJ of your school and everyone on campus was after him. Of course, he had girlfriends and flings throughout college and he would always come to you for some girl advice. You had to hide the hurt in your voice and in your eyes whenever you had to give him these advices.
The only other person who knew about your harboring feelings was your other friend Jaehyun. He saw it the first time he met you and Johnny suddenly coming next to you with his ex-girlfriend. He saw the hurt in your eyes and the fake laugh you use. Something he’s very familiar with. He would change topics if Johnny asks you for girl advice and for that you’re very grateful for him.
Now that you’re an adult with a career and an actual life, you thought you could move on from your feelings for Johnny and finally start dating other people. You’ve dated others before, but mainly put your dating life on pause to focus on graduating. Unfortunately, none of the men you’ve dated ever lived up to your standards.
That is exactly how you got into this situation right now. Johnny was coming over to your place to pick you up before heading to his annual work party. You didn’t want to go. Plain and simple, but this is your best friend who you promised you would go for him. You’re putting on the final touches to your outfit – long silver dress showing just the right amount of cleavage and a slit to showcase your legs.
You hear a knock on the door and do a once over in the mirror before opening the door for Johnny.
“Hi. I just need to get my clutch and we’ll be out of here.” You say not paying attention to see the look on Johnny’s face.
Johnny sees you as a literal angel. Your hair is done in a half up do, your make-up is done lightly making the red lipstick pop out, and your dress is stunning. He stares at you as you move around your apartment finding your clutch, your mouth is moving, but he can’t hear anything you’re saying.
You finally found your clutch, grabbing your keys and heading to the door when you see Johnny still standing there. You take in his appearance in his black suite, crisp white button shirt, and black slacks. His blonde hair is styled to his right side and damn you are one lucky person to see Johnny almost every day of your life.
“You look absolutely beautiful Y/N.” he says softly. His words reminded you the night of prom with the exact same look he’s giving you right now.
You smile shyly and quietly say, “You clean up well yourself Mr. Suh.”
You both walk out of your apartment building arm in arm with the biggest smiles on your face and a feeling brewing inside both of you.
At the party he introduces you to some of his coworkers and you get to talk to a couple of familiar faces you’ve seen whenever you met up with Johnny for lunch. He leaves you to talk to one of his boss and you find yourself at the bar. You take a flute of champagne to help you get through the night, especially when you see every single woman in the venue eyeing Johnny and giving you the evil eye.
“Hello gorgeous, mind if I join you?” a man who looks to be around your age comes up to you and asks the bartender two drinks of your choice. “I’m Sicheng and you are?”
You contemplated if you should entertain this person, but you look over and see Johnny leaning into a woman’s ear and she laughs. Oh what the hell.
“I’m Y/N.” you smile as you both shake hands and start up a conversation of random topics.
Unbeknownst to you, Johnny has a clear view of you and the entire interaction between you and Sicheng. He has this feeling rumbling inside of that he’s only experienced a handful of times in his life.
The first time he felt it was when you were both in the sixth grade and you told him about your crush on Minho. He remembered feeling hurt because you didn’t see him as your number one like he saw you as. When Minho broke your heart, he was there to support you and make sure you felt better and to move on.
The second time was sophomore year, right before he started to date his ex-girlfriend Miranda. You both were stargazing in your backyard and talking about high school and what life as an adult would look like. As you were talking, he looked over at you and admired your face and how your eyes light up when talking about something you’re so passionate about. The way you would crinkle your nose because allergy season was just around the corner and your lips. He stared at your lips and wanted nothing more than to reach over caressing your face and kissing you, but then you started talking about this boy you’ve been talking to and everything in his mind went out the window and buried deep within him.
The third time was senior prom where you astounded him. Seeing you in your elegant blue dress and dressed up just for him, made him feel like the luckiest man alive. He couldn’t believe that you were real, that you were walking down the stairs to meet him. That whole night he noticed all the guys including your ex were looking your way. Johnny made sure to stay by your side the entire night so everybody could see that you were off limits. It was that night when he was alone in his bed that he came to terms that you were more than his best friend.
When you both entered college, he decided to bury his feelings for you and try to move on, knowing that you can’t possibly have his feelings reciprocated. Throughout college, the feelings of jealousy and hurt returned from time to time, but he distracted himself by dating other people. Lately though, his feelings for you were resurfacing and coming in at full speed. Tonight, seeing you smiling, laughing, and touching another man’s arm that wasn’t him was making him feel all different emotions at once. He’s had this internal conflict in his mind for the past five minutes that he doesn’t have to right to be jealous because you weren’t his to claim. You were just his best friend.
He couldn’t stand it any longer and next thing he knows, his legs are making their way towards you.
“There you are! I’ve been looking for you.” Johnny says coming up beside you and looking at Sicheng. “What’s up dude?”
“Johnny, how are you? I didn’t know you knew each other.” Sicheng says, eyes going between you both.
“Oh yeah, this is my best friend Y/N.” Sicheng can sense the tension and meaning behind Johnny’s words and decides to end his conversation with you short to mingle with other coworkers.
Johnny and you headed to the dance floor to dance to a few songs until ‘Yellow’ started playing. You both look at each other questioning if either of you had requested this song only to laugh and dance. You felt safe in his arms and you could fall asleep with his voice signing right next to your ear. You stay a bit longer before calling it a night and heading back to your place. Johnny sits on your couch while you change into clothes that are more comfortable.
You sat on your couch watching a random TV show and once again have your laptop open on your lap. Johnny does his best to distract you to get you to stop working.
“Y/N it’s night already. You need to relax.”
“I’m almost done I promise. Just five more minutes.”
Johnny sits there counting down the five minutes. He decides one minute was enough and once again takes your laptop and slams it shut.
You groan, “Johnny! I’m almost done I promise.”
“Nope. I know you. You’re taking a break for the rest of the night.”
You try to reach for your laptop from your spot, but like earlier in the day he raises it above his head.
“Johnny.” you whine.
“Nope.” he says mocking you.
You once again try to reach for it, only for his arm to go more to his side. Without thinking much and only having one goal in mind, you mindlessly uncross your legs and straddle Johnny’s lap. You put one hand on his shoulder raising yourself, the other outstretch towards your laptop, meanwhile your chest is right in front of his face. His eyes go wide at the sudden position and when you successfully grabbed your laptop, you slammed down right on his dick, oblivious to everything that just happened.
“Ha! Finally!” you say with a smile. Once you look up, your face is directly in front of Johnny. He has this look in his eyes that you can’t decipher.
It dawns on you that you are in fact sitting on top of him. You stay there petrified of how you got into this situation. You watch his face as his eyes studies your face as if outlining it and his eyes land and stay on your lips. You look at his lips too and mindlessly lick your lips as he does the same.
“Yeah.” was all he said before you both lean in at the same time and your lips meet. It’s a soft and airy kiss. You put a little more pressure in the kiss and he does the same. Your mouths move against each other in perfect synchrony and when his tongue meets your lips, you grant him access and tongues glide against each other.
You feel his hands move up and down your back until landing on your thighs to caress them before moving around to your ass. You unconsciously buck into him and grind into him. Your mind is empty except only for Johnny. He holds your body closer to his not wanting to let you go. You can feel your underwear getting wetter by the minute and the obvious erection growing in his slack pants.
Johnny reaches for your shirt to bring it over your head and kiss your collarbone and chest before coming back up to your neck. You sigh heavenly and grind harder into him.
“Johnny.” You mewl out, running your hands through his blonde hair.
You begin to unbutton his crisp white shirt, basically tearing it off roughly, and finally get a hold of his perfect abdominal muscles. You run your hands all over his chest before running over his broad shoulders and going back up to his face to kiss his neck and jawline.
As much as kissing him and feeling his touch on you, it wasn’t enough. You unwillingly get up from him to kneel in front of him. Your eyes search his hooded eyes and see him swallow, his Adam’s apple bobbing. You painfully and slowly undo his belt, unbutton is pants and pull down the zipper. You put your mouth over his boxers lining where his erection is.
“Stop teasing.” You give him a smirk as you take out his hard perfect cock. Your mouth waters at the thought of just having him in your mouth. It’s bigger than you had imagined and honestly the biggest you’ve ever had. You give his angry tip kisses before slowly putting him in your mouth. Johnny gasps lightly at the feeling of your warm mouth wrap around him. His hand grabs the cushions to keep himself grounded. You begin sucking and bobbing your head further and further down until finally having him full in your mouth. You gag lightly when he hits the back of your throat. You look up at him with tears in your eyes, Johnny grabs a hold of your head to keep you there for a second longer. You come up for air and lick all over his cock before going back in enjoying the slight pain.
“Fuck Y/N.” He holds your head there and fucks into your mouth making you gag. The sound of you gagging around his cock almost makes him go over the edge, but he stops before he could let himself come undone.
He pulls your head back up making you let go with a pop. His lust filled hooded eyes watches you lick your lips, wiping off the saliva and precum off your lips. He almost comes when you sit back on your heels and sit there innocently with a smirk on your face.
“Y/N.”
“Johnny.” You say sweetly.
“Get up.”
You do as he says and stand up.
“Take off your shorts.”
You slowly run your hands down to your short strings, slowly untying, and slowly pulling them down. Johnny swallows again and you feel a gush of fluids ruining your underwear. Without him telling you what to do next, you reach behind your back to unhook your bra and let your breasts finally breathe. Johnny’s eyes go wide for a second before admiring your perfect breasts and wanting nothing more than to motorboat them in his face.
You only had eyes for Johnny, but you can tell he was getting painfully harder just by your ministrations. He starts to stroke his cock to keep his hands preoccupied before you slowly take off the last piece of clothing.
“Fuck. Turn around.”
You do as he says making sure to bend over so he can have a full view of your ass and slit. That did the trick as Johnny leans forward, pulling you towards his face. You gasp when he kisses your ass cheeks and then your slit, before his tongue swirls around your pussy.
“Mmm Johnny.” You moan out.
Johnny pulls back to only spit into your hole before going back in with his tongue. You bend over more catching yourself on your coffee table. Johnny pulls his tongue out of your hole and finds your clit making you moan louder. This position has the pit of your stomach in knots ready to explode. It tightens more when Johnny inserts one finger into you. Then a second. Then a third.
You move your ass back towards him to get more from his fingers even though you need more.
“Johnny. I need you.”
Johnny smacks your ass and growls before pulling his fingers out and turning you around. You bend forward to kiss him tasting yourself on his lips. He grabs behind your knees before getting up and you wrap your legs around his waist. He walks you both to your bedroom and lays you down gently. You get on your elbows and stare at him when he takes off the rest of his pants. Without telling him where you keep your box of condoms, he heads over to your nightstand and takes a package out.
You give him a questioning look.
“I accidentally found them one day.” he smirks making you both laugh. He rolls it on and crawls onto bed between your legs. You pull on his silver necklace down for your lips to meet once more. You swear you can kiss him all day for all eternity if you can. He breaks the kiss and kisses down your jaw, neck, chest, and finally on your harden nipples. You moan and buck up into him, loving the sensation going through your body and mostly to your core. He flicks your bud and swirls his tongue around it, while kneading your other breast. He sucks and sucks and you can’t get enough of it. He repeats his actions with the other breast and you moan loudly when he lightly bites your nipple and slides his dick between your wet lips.
“Johnny please. I need you now.”
He lets your nipple out of his mouth with a pop before pecking your lips. He slides easily into you from how wet you are. The stretch and pain is slight as you gasp. He continues to give you kisses as you adjust to his size.
“You’re so big.” You sigh when he finally bottoms out.
“You don’t know how long I’ve waited for this moment.” He kisses behind your ear, your hands running up and down his back soothing him.
“You can move.”
He pulls out to the tip before thrusting back in. The feeling of him inside you is something you’ve never experienced before making your head spin.
He continues to thrust slow, hard, and deep. With one arm supporting him, he looks deep into your eyes as his thrusts begin to rapid and your breath matches his thrusts. He watches your face transform from loving eyes to pure pleasure. Pleasure that he’s finally giving to you.
“Look at me darling.” You do everything to keep your eyes focused on him, but you just want to roll your eyes back and close them and soak in the moment.
You grab a hold of his muscular biceps trying to ground yourself and reach up to kiss him. His thrusts becoming more rapid, skin hitting against skin.
“You’re so beautiful.” He whispers in your ear. You moan when he repeatedly hits the perfect spot.
“Johnny I-“ he thrusts faster into you making you involuntarily clench around him. “I’m close Johnny.”
“Me too sweetheart.” The bed starts shaking, rattling against the wall as he reaches down to your clit making you come first before his thrusts become sloppy and release into the condom. You both ride out your orgasm and lay there catching your breaths.
He pulls out, throws and ties the condom into the trash bin and settles back onto your bed. You grab your blanket to cover both of your bodies from the cold that would soon hit you.
You just had mind blowing sex with your best friend, but what did this mean?
It’s silent for what seems like an eternity.
“Y/N-“
“John-“
You both start at the same time, laughing at the sudden shift in the atmosphere. You nod your head for him to continue.
Johnny turns his body to face you and clears his throat. “I don’t know how to say this and I don’t know what’s going to happen right after I say it. What I do know is, you’re the only person who has been there for me all of my life. All the good and all the bad. I don’t know if you feel the same way as I do, but,” he pauses as he studies your face. “I’m in love with you. Tonight made me realize that I can’t keep pretending that I don’t have these feelings for you when I’ve been in love with you for most of my life. I get it if you don’t feel the same and this was just a spur in the moment or-“
You shut his rambling by kissing him. He closes his eyes at the feeling of your soft lips on his. He swears he can kiss you all day if he can. Pulling away, you have the biggest smile on your face.
“You were rambling. I’m sorry.” You chuckle. “You have nothing to worry about because I’ve been in love with you for the longest too. It’s always been you Johnny.”
His eyes crinkles when he smiles widely and goes in to kiss you again, pulling you on top of him. You both laugh in between kisses and can’t believe this is actually happening.
Who knew after all these years, it took a laptop and a work party to finally get to this place.
He looks up at you, admiring your features, and putting a stranded hair behind your ear.
“Want to go again?” he asks flirtatiously.
“How can I ever say no to you.” you teasingly smile.
He groans deep and loudly, “You’re going to be the end of me babe.”
Genre: fluff & smut
Words: 8.722
Prompt: radio host Johnny x secret admirer female reader
Warnings: soft dom Johnny, oral (f receiving), safe sex, dirty talk
A/N: Finally: My entry for the February event of my lovely network @neosmutcollective. This is totally not the fic I planned on writing. In fact this was started way later after I realized I was never going to finish my original fic on time. Not that this one is on time…
Special thanks to everyone who sent our lovely DJs some music recommendations @sly-merlin, @moonctzeny, @lenaluvs, @lucas-wongs, @burtonized and to @ncteaxhoe who helped me figure out this idea.
I hope you enjoy this even though it’s wayyy too late.
note: i don’t know the page numbers of Dante’s Inferno, sue me.
You love Johnny. You love every lovely, dumb, wonderful thing about him. One thing you definitely do not love, however, is that he sometimes finds books more interesting than you, his endlessly loving girlfriend.
When you wake up in the morning, you find that Johnny’s not beside you. You sit up and crane your head to check the bathroom, only to find that he’s not there either. You cock your head in confusion and get up, searching quickly for something to wear. You settle on a t-shirt and shorts and head downstairs in search of your boyfriend.
Making your way downstairs into the living room, you spot Johnny reclined on the couch, face practically buried in a book. You sigh to yourself and take a second to observe him, your eyes raking over his figure. Between the white tank top, black basketball shorts, and perfectly messy swoop of his auburn hair, you’ve concluded one thing: Johnny is probably trying to kill you.
If it’s bold then it’s a full-length fic, if it’s not then it’s just a drabble or bulletpoints
fluff = ⭐️, smut = 💋, angst = 😩
series
sweet like honey series:
💋 sweet like honey - 13.3k, the day you meet johnny suh and park seonghwa is the day your dreams become reality. fucking two super hot idols? who would say no to that. but the catch is that neither of them know about the other until the secret comes out, and the following competition is one that you never want to miss out on.
💋 sweet like honey || part ii - 17.7k, you haven’t been able to stop thinking about another guy joining you in bed with johnny and seonghwa. there are so many choices, but in the end there’s only one that works out.
💋 sweet like honey || part iii: finale - 16k, being in a newly labelled polyamorous relationship with two idols is no easy thing, but you make it work. you will. you do. the love is great, the sex is greater, and the three of you together is incomparable.
wanting you series:
💋 want it all - 13.7k, you are entirely innocent to the point of being naive. johnny is not innocent, but he loves that you are because it means he can teach you everything you don’t know
💋 sweet treat - a spinoff drabble set when the summer is ridiculously hot and johnny just wants your lips
baby series:
💋 baby - 8.5k, a johnmark threesome OR it begins as a mistake when mark overhears you and johnny having sex
💋⭐️ baby. || part ii - 8.6k, you haven’t been able to stop thinking about the time you and johnny had mark in bed, a sweet and desperate baby boy for the both of you, and you would do anything to have him back there again
the poly orgy
💋 can’t we share - 13.1k, a chance encounter leads to you meeting and faliing in love with them all, and why bother choosing between them when you can have them all?
💋 all you need - 22.7k, more of the poly orgy smut OR being in love with and making love with all twelve of your boyfriends is easy, they brighten your days and your nights, and it’s a lot but it’s all yours
💋 love me - 10.5k, it’s been a month since where you left things in your relationship with the boys, and you’re trying to get over them, but how can you do that when they want so badly to be loved by you?
💋 never enough - 18.8k, in the end it comes down to this: hands on skin, rolling bodies, tongues and teeth, and so many things happening, yet it’s still never quite enough (pure smut, honestly)
💋 traces of you - 23.7k, there’s so much love to go around, quiet moments and hot nights, the press of skin on skin, whispered promises and I love yous, and under it all just the constant beating of a heart loved.
💋 good thing - 13k, after the bombshell realization you need to uncover the truth. this is the aftermath
💋 coming home - 21.2k, when you found out you were pregnant, you worried you’d have to go it alone, but instead you find that you have quite a lot of support, several boyfriends that love you wholeheartedly, and a place to call home
full length fics
💋⭐️ anywhere with you - 6.4k, you visit your childhood best friend Johnny in Seoul for his birthday, and after years apart, the reunion is certainly one to remember
💋⭐️ let it snow - 2.2k, it’s snowing outside, your best friend johnny makes a comment about “nice fucking weather” and together you decide, yeah, it is the perfect weather to have sex
💋😩 make a wish 現実に変えていく - 6.7k, you’re jungwoo’s sister, and he’s made it clear he wants you and johnny to have nothing to do with each other, so you and johnny start fake dating to piss him off
💋 stay with us - 9.8k words, you and Johnny want to spice up your sex life, and you do that with a little help from new kid on campus Lucas
💋⭐️ all of you - 2k words, johnny’s your best friend who you’re in love with and he walks in on you masturbating
💋 red - 1.8k, it’s your anniversary and you have something special planned for your sub Johnny
💋 oh daddy - 1k, johnny has a daddy kink and requires you to call him that during sex
💋⭐️ honeymoon - 700 words, you were a virgin up until the previous night, so you and johnny are navigating the morning after your wedding and your first time together
💋 pierced - 531 words, Ten secretly pierced his nipples, and when he finally reveals the truth to Johnny, he reacts better than Ten could’ve hoped to imagine
drabbles/headcanons
⭐️ chicago – you’re just friends with johnny when he invites you to come visit chicago with him, but a night on navy pier changes everything
⭐️ cuddle bug – johnny tells you he loves you, and you’re overwhelmed so you hide, but he just thinks you looks really cute
⭐️ momma muse – johnny and your son make some artwork inspired by you
⭐️ my boo thang – you meet him at a fansign, hit it off, and months later you try to put a name on what this thing between you is
⭐️ blushing – johnny’s a menace, sending you risque messages when you’re in public
💋 missed this - you and johnny were friends with benefits before you met your (now) ex, and johnny wants to help you forget your ex completely.
⭐️ supportive bf johnny
⭐️ johnny the tease
💋 ms. innocent - you’re such an innocent girl and johnny just wants to corrupt you
💋 lucky - you meet johnny in a hotel bar, and he gives you just what you’ve been missing
💋 incendiary - an office romance that builds slowly until you crash together one night at a company dinner
💋 velvet - johnny really loves you in those velvet pants, especially when you’re sitting on his thigh wearing only them
💋 sex bunny - you’re having a foursome with johnny, yuta, and jaehyun, and you display your flexibility and insatiable lust much to their pleasure
💋 johnjae - johnny and jaehyun fuck you and record it to send it to the other members
💋 cozy - a christmas-themed night at the dorm leads to you snuggling up with your boyfriend johnny and giving him head
⭐️ sneak - while staying with family, you and johnny are supposed to sleep in separate rooms, but that doesn’t work out for you
💋⭐️ breathless - johnny just positively takes your breath away during your secretive hook ups
⭐️ long distance - friends to strangers to friends to lovers
💋⭐️ mine - johnny’s suddenly feeling a little possessive
⭐️ we all do it - johnny farts in bed so naturally you kick him out of the room
⭐️ miami - making out with johnny on miami beach
💋 tour bus - sneaking in some private time with johnny on the tour bus while the others are out exploring the city
⭐️ poly johnyuten drabble - just johnny manhandling his two boyfriends
💋 your first time being eaten out
⭐️ a future family - you and johnny talk about having kids
💋 public - you let johnny, yuta, and kun pass you around in public
⭐️ shut up - johnny just keeps talking and talking while you try to kiss him
⭐️ birthday - how johnny would spend your birthday with you
⭐️ boyfriend johnny headcanons
💋⭐️ johnny and kun poly relationship
💋 have your way - straddling johnny and making out turns into sex
💋⭐️ johnten poly relationship - how a poly relationship with them would be
💋 what he’s like in bed
💋 how it goes - a johnten threesome OR you and ten try to switch things up and top johnny, but johnny’s not having it
💋 a learning experience - a johnmark threesome OR johnny teaches mark how to please you
💋 johnjae threesome - johnny and jaehyun are a little competitive when it comes to pleasing you
💋 chillin’ - a threesome with johnny and yuta
taeil | johnny | taeyong | yuta | kun | doyoung | ten | jaehyun | winwin | jungwoo | lucas | mark | xiaojun | hendery | renjun | jeno | haechan | jaemin | yangyang
summary: the waiter at a new restaurant is more than dashing and he catches every fragment of your attention. good thing you decide to stay after hours, to which he gladly offers a late night drive to you that only escalates into something more.
❀ note: I know the cover picture is a sunset, but I couldn’t find a good photo of a midnight drive ;~; Anyway i hope you guys like my new fic! I used johnnys korean name by the way—i was really torn on which of his name to use… haha
It had been a monotonous day.
Ever since you woke early dawn for your morning run with your close friend and roommate, Yuju, you had been nothing but drained; your energy was gone like the wind. You did not get enough sleep to begin with and dealing with the drone-like strangers on the streets, a grumbling stomach—everything—was an arduous chore. She proposed the idea of going out for dinner again at her favorite local restaurant—one of the few places you actually despised because you found the food quite distasteful. But due to the many times you resisted ensconcing yourself within the confinements of the dim, fancy restaurant you finally complied with Yuju to eat there once.
You spent your day pacing the apartment as Yuju ran errands; you sometimes wasted hours by staring at the flickering television. Then, once she arrived back to the apartment on the dot of seven o’clock, she pestered you to get ready and kept the angry question of why you were lounging on the couch locked in her chest. You responded with a groan and pulled yourself from the sofa to drag yourself into the restroom.
You freshened up with a quick shower and minimal makeup, tossing on a dress nicer than usual and giving you the pop of spendthrift. You waited patiently in the kitchen for Yuju, who was taking her sweet time in perfecting the minor particulars of her makeup and hair. You were leaning on the counter, lips pursed into a pout as you dreaded the upcoming dinner. The food at Yuju’s favorite restaurant was nothing but bland to you, and you groaned at the thought of the given sustenance.
Yuju finally waltzed out of the bedroom appearing resplendent than most normal patrons, a bright smile sheening her face more than the diamond necklace that looms from her neck. Her shoulder length hair curved perfectly inwards, providing the appearance of a black sea of silk. “We’re just going out to dinner,” you commented with an eye roll.
“And I gotta look my best!” she responded while grabbing onto her keys. “Come on, I want to beat the line.”
You stepped out of the apartment and began walking to her vehicle. “If you spent half the time you did on your makeup, we would have skipped the line.”
Yuju only smiled. Inside her lean black vehicle she prepared to drive; the engine purred and she turned up the pop tunes of her fresh radio. She stirred up mindless conversations amidst the transport, rapidly jumping from topic to topic—probably from excitement of eating at her favorite restaurant. After all, it was not everyday for you to agree to an annoying event.
She parked close to the curb messily, moving slow and careful as her head turned to peer back, then to the front. Your fingers were drumming on your thighs as she steadied the car, and when she finally parked it close to flawlessness you felt as if you found a solace.
You and Yuju exited the lean black vehicle with a scenic smile, feet meeting the sidewalk as heads turn your way. You were gawking at the familiar sights, taking in the known scenery and recognizable architecture, and amidst the moment something different caught your eye—no, someone.
There was a waiter in Yuju’s favorite restaurant across the street serving drinks to a table outdoors, a shining beam gracing his expression. His hair swept over his forehead in a handsome manner, and the uniform he adorned seemed as if it was immaculately tailored for him specifically—because he looked that perfect. You felt your face get hot, a hopeless grin painting on your face and it matched his own.
“Are you ready to go?” Yuju asked you, shattering your reverie.
“Huh?” Your body jolted from her words and you flashed your attention back to her. “Ah, y-yeah.”
Yuju looked to where your attention was directed: right at her premier restaurant—the one that you found distasteful. She raised an eyebrow, piecing together two and two because you were never interested in what her loveable restaurant had to offer to eat. Then, it hit her. It was not the food—nothing like the outstanding drinks that came in an array of colors—it was a man, the waiter, that caught your eye.
And in that very moment, eating at the once despised restaurant did not appear all-too-bad.
summary: you are entirely innocent to the point of being naive. johnny is not innocent, but he loves that you are because it means he can teach you everything you don’t know
One of the first things Johnny ever said to you was that you were the picture of innocence. You were a total cutie, all wide-eyed innocence the first time he kissed you, nearly a whole foot shorter than him and you still had a baby face (which only made him want to baby you even more). And to be fair, you were definitely quite innocent.
You’d been kinda sheltered throughout your life. Your family had strictly enforced rules about who you could hang out with, what you could watch, what sort of things you could learn about. Sex ed had been a class that your family wanted you taking no part in. You weren’t allowed to watch movies where physical contact went any further than kissing. And if your family got a whiff of anyone you hung out with was having sex or talking about sexual things, you were no longer allowed to be around them.
But then you grew up. Ignorant of sexuality and all sorts of dirty things.
To be honest, at times you almost felt like you were thrown to the wolves when you were unleashed out into the world. An adult who was so out of the loop when it came to dirty jokes and the casual ribbing people around you did about their sex lives.
You met Johnny through a friend of a friend of a friend. You spotted him from across the room, as soon as you walked through the door into the hole-in-the-wall restaurant where your friend had invited you. Johnny caught your eye, sprawled out in the booth as he was, and you couldn’t look away even as your friend called out and started trying to talk to you from across the way.
It wasn’t love at first sight. Although you were raised on mostly Disney-type romance movies, you didn’t believe in love at first sight.
But when you met Johnny, it was as close to love at first sight as you’d ever felt.
— you were a second year med student with a passion for saving lives. when doyoung called you that night in hysterics asking for help, the last thing you expected was to get roped into the mafia lifestyle and fall in love with the ring leader himself— jung jaehyun.
↣paring | jaehyun x female!oc
↣genre | mafia au, college au, med student au, smut, fluff, angst
↣words | 8.8k
warnings: semi-dark themes, talk of guns and knifes, explicit language and sexual content, character death, talk/use of drugs and alcohol, daddy kink, dirty talk, oral (m and f receiving), choking, spanking, penetrative sex, rough sex, prostitution, malpractice, swearing, stab wound, more to come as the story progresses.
memo: the point of view’s switch as the story progresses and goes back and forth between the reader’s point of view and doyoung’s.
Waking up on a Tuesday morning to find out you’re running twenty minutes late to your intro to computer science II lecture wasn’t exactly how you were expecting your morning to go. You are a second year med school student who is minoring in computer science with your extremely dokry best friend—Kim Doyoung. You two became friends on the first day of high school, he was there through everything, he even took you to prom. As the end of senior year was approaching you two decided it would be too painful to part ways so you both applied for The University of Chicago, a uni that offered premed for you and computer science and programming for Doyoung.
You had always known you wanted to be a doctor and save lives, it just felt right. knowing that you made a difference, knowing that you were able to save someone’s loved one just lifted your spirit unlike any other occupation.
After realizing that there was no way you would make it in time to the lecture halls because of how far your dorm was, you decided to shoot Doyoung a text asking him to grab you a syllabus and to take notes. He responded with a simple okay and you shut your phone off deciding that you would head to the local cafe and spend your time there until your next lecture which wouldn’t be until noon.
You got out of bed and headed for the bathroom to take care of your personal hygiene and to tame your bed hair. After brushing and taking a shower you comb your hair and decided to leave it be. After you had finished getting dressed you wrote a sticky note and plastered it on your dormmate’s desk so she would know where you had gone just in case you never made it back. You grabbed your MacBook and shoved it into your bag then you took your phone and keys then shut the door and began walking to the overly expensive yet aesthetically pleasing coffee shop near the campus.
When arriving you gave your usual order and sat down at a table in the back next to a window. You opened your MacBook and pulled up your schedule analyzing it. After mentally cursing yourself out for picking all morning classes, you began to write out a list of things you hoped to accomplish this school year.
A few minutes into your writing a waiter came up to you and placed your drink beside your laptop. You looked up and gave them a grateful smile before returning to your work. After an hour of writing your goals you decided you had written enough and began to get ready to leave. When you had finished packing up you picked up your phone and checked for any missed calls or texts while walking towards the door, not paying much attention to your surroundings.
You saw one missed call from Doyoung, you went to hit his name and call him back but seeing as you weren’t paying attention to your surroundings you ended up slamming into a hard chest. You lost your footing and fell right onto your ass.
“Aish,” you mumbled once making contact with the ground. You heard a scoff come from above and looked up to be met with a handsome man. You could feel your face begin to heat up in embarrassment. Of course you just had to make a fool of yourself in front of an incredibly hot guy.
The man pursed his lips which allowed his dimples to be put on display before mubiling a “Watch where you’re going” before walking around you leaving you on the ground. It was now your turn to scoff, of course he was a jerk, there was no way a handsome guy like him could have a personality that matched his looks. “Asshole” you muttered under your breath before standing and exiting the cafe to head to your next class.
summary→ “Here, since we’re friends and I’m a little honored to be the first person to ever see you high, you can take the first hit.”
tags→ weed (drug use), car sex (smut), #truluv (for the real ones out there)
wc→ 5.2k
wake up in the sky by gucci!!! listen it it!!!! i felt inspired for the first time y'all, also sorry if theres any mistakes!!!
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It was a terribly juvenile concept to fall in love the summer before you went off to college. Sure, you’d had your flings here and there throughout high school, had even had a decent relationship that’d lasted almost all of sophomore year. But the minute you’d turned the tassel on your cap, you’d renounced relationships for the summer. You were leaving to study in a university almost two hours away; having any attachments here would only hinder your growth.
What made it worse was that’d you’d fallen in love with your own goddamn coworker, of all people. He worked at the same movie theater you did, and you regularly worked the same shifts, keeping each other on your toes as you cleaned theaters or worked the kitchens.
It was probably the way he’d blow off his bathroom duties to come clean theater eight with you (the one that was probably haunted), or how he’d sit on top of the counters, much to everyone’s disgust. He was undboubtedly a complex being, his appearance and actions never in accordance, which only served to leave you in a continuous haze of confusion. Up until the point, the only thing you’d been truly certain about is that Yukhei was an absolute dumbass, no matter how funny or sweet he seemed.
Description: The campus heartthrob Lucas asks you for a pencil in class and invites you to dinner later, thinking you would fall for him as fast as the other girls. To his surprise, you will become his hardest catch and the thief of his heart. This story develops in the 80s, it contains a lot of 80s slang.
“This History class makes me ralph,” you heard from your right side in the classroom. You looked with the corner of your eye to see Lucas, the biggest heartthrob on campus, with both hands on his face.
Any girl from campus would feel so lucky to be sitting right next to the campus cutie, but not you, you really didn’t care. In fact, you didn’t find him that fine, he was pretty normal to you. So, you decided to ignore him and keep paying attention to the class.
A few minutes later you heard again, “Hey, sweet thang, do you have a pencil I can borrow?” You thought he was talking to another person, so you didn’t even bother to look.
But then you heard, “Psst! Hey you, pretty thing on my left”. Surprised, you eyed him without saying nothing, trying to still hear what the professor was saying.
“Yes you,” he whispered when you looked at him. “Can I borrow a pencil?”
You just nodded and fished for your pencil case in your backpack. You then passed him the darn pencil and continued to pay attention to the class.
At the end of the class, you already had forgotten about the pencil, so you packed your stuff and when you were about to walk out the classroom someone pulled you by the arm, making you stop abruptly.
You looked back alarmed to meet with Lucas big-rounded eyes.
“Sorry, I just wanted to give your pencil back,” he smiled. You could see why every girl was swooning over him, he kinda had a charm.
“You can keep it, I think you need it more than I do,” you smirked because you just called him moron.
His eyes scanned you from down to up, was he checking you out?
You confirmed your assumption with his next line, “Say, let me thank you then. How ‘bout we do lunch? My treat. We can get some za and brew. Whatchu think?” You hate his smug face.
You wanted to turn him down, though it was a tempting invitation, you weren’t about to be one more on his i-fuck-em-i-leave-em list.
“Hmm… I’ll pencil you in, just in case something comes up,” you left him in uncertainty.
“Schweet,” he said in his deep voice. There you had another reason why girls pissed their pants for him. “See ya’ around then,” he let you go.
pairing: wong yukhei+ reader
genre: smut
word count: 2k
summary: yukhei held his phone with one hand and a dumb look on his face. he had been looking at that picture since the moment you sent it, only stopping to reply to it. of all the things he was expecting you to reply to the vine compilation he had sent you with, a nude was the last one in the list
— i hope it rains (you’re the perfect lullaby) (w.yk)
+ pairing :: wong yukhei + oc:reader
+ genre and warnings :: established relationship au, college au? the setting isn’t super important but i envisioned it as a part of some kind of college setting, fluff, yukhei’s an idiot but wbk
+ notes :: this is the first nct drabble i’m posting!! i’m excited!! if you couldn’t tell xuxi is my babie so i’m v excited to write/post more for him and the other boys :’) feed back would be greatly appreciated!!! shoutout to sarah for listening to me scream about his big ears for months on end
+ more notes :: also! this was a request! i don’t know why i can never tag anyone in text posts but this was requested by kyungwhore!
“You’re such a cuddle slut,” you chuckle, the end of your sentence growing increasingly muffled as Yukhei makes it his mission to have your body as close to his as possible.
He pays your insult no mind; instead, focusing on shifting to the most comfortable position on the couch, though once he’s finished, you would hardly call the position ideal.
His legs are too long, so he has one foot on the far arm of the chair and the other elevated to an absurd angle to accommodate for your legs in between his own. There are far too many pillows on the couch—none of which he bought but he knew that Kun and Taeyong would get a little overzealous with the decorating when he first agreed to room with them—and they take up more space than he does. He took his fluffy blanket to his bed last night so he’s attempting to cover the both of you with the thin throw sheet Taeyong leaves there for decorative purposes; it’s not warm or insulating in the slightest, but it’s okay. It’s okay because you’re there.
“Hm,” he mumbles, tucking his cold hand under your shirt to steal your body warmth. The action makes you hiss and flick his arm; but he’s all tired smiles anyway, “I’m your cuddle slut.”
“Xuxi, why don’t we just nap on your bed?” you propose, feeling him stretch his previously bent knee. But he’s tired and stubborn, and simply cages you in more securely.
“First, to do that, we’d have to get up,” he drawls, voice deep but with a familiar whiny undertone, “Second, I’ll fall asleep first and you’ll ditch me and start doing homework or watching videos of the angry British chef man.”
pairing: wong yukhei + reader
genre: smut with a little plot
word count: 2,1k
warnings: recreational drug use
a/n: i can’t believe a 2,1k self indulgent smut about yukhei… oh my god
summary: the smell of weed is already strong when you open the door to yukhei’s room only to find him in his bed, in only sweatpants and your promised blunt between his lips. there’s a song playing that you sure it’s from his sex playlist. corny as ever.
