we are broken

Louis Tomlinson-Styles | 44 | married to my goober.

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stylesiism:

“You uh… You know what? I really don’t want to go into work today. So, would you want to do something? Could be anything…”

“ you know, I’d love to spend the day cuddled in bed watching movies with my lovely husband “ 

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hey guys!! I’m Blakeleigh & I’ll be playing Louis & Effy ok. 

Louis is a doctor, think McDreamy, and is a big ball of cuteness ok. i love him.. 

& Effy is just messed up tbh. she’s a Horan and is in an abusive relationship she doesn’t know how to get out of really but she’s a babe and a little nerdy but cute too. 

plots would be awesome!! 

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text: Bray&Rena

Rena: I'm scared shitless..

Bray: I'll be there for support, babe

Bray: should I wear a bulletproof vest?

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text: Bray&Rena

Rena: I think it's time..

Bray: Not gonna lie, I'm terrified.

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text: Bray&Rena

Rena: My stomach is getting bigger by the day, I don't know how much longer I can keep this thing a secret..

Bray: well, do you think we should sit down with our parents and tell them?

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text | Rena

Bray: you didn't save me any? :(

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And you can’t have any. 

Aw, why not?

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[ oh-rena: ]

But why do chocolate chip cookies taste so good?

Mm, you got cookies? 

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Bray&&Rena

Rena: A smile was placed on Rena's face as her boyfriend held her close to his body. Her ear resting on the left side of his chest as she listened to his heart beat. The rhythm slowly calming her down more. The silence between the two was comfortable and in no way, shape or form awkward.

Bray: as the couple laid in comfortable silence, Bray began to hum one of Rena's favorite songs which he usually does when trying to calm her down when she has a bad PTSD episode but he found it fitting now as they were just laying together.

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Bray&&Rena

Rena: continued to trace her finger tips along Brays arm as he spoke to her, his worlds calming down her nerves for the time being. "I love you." She whispered before she sat up and pressed her lips to his. "I don't know what I did right to deserve you but I'm glad that I have you." She pecked his lips once more before settling into his arms once again.

Bray: "I love you too" he whispered back and kissed her lips back. "I'm glad I have you as well" he said as he squeezed her gently as she settled into his arms again

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Bray&&Rena

Rena: took a sharp breath as she heard his answer, something she honestly wasn't expecting. "And you won't be mad by any of my decisions?" She questioned him. Although Bray wanted to keep his child and start a family, Rena wasn't sure if she was ready to take that leap. After all she could barley take care of herself.

Bray: sighed, glancing down at her with a genuine nod "babe, I love you. So much okay? I'll be upset but I stand behind you" he had told her. Bray knew this would more impact her life more than his but when he met her he knew that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her as cheesy as it sounded to everyone, it made sense to him.

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Bray&&Rena

Rena: stared at a wall as she took a moment to herself before talking once again "do you want to be a father?" She questioned him. She only wanted to know what he was thinking and wanted, it would help her make a decision as well.

Bray: took a moment to contemplate before nodding softly "yeah.." he told her before glancing down at the girl he loved "I don't want that to force you into anything.." he whispered

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Bray&&Rena

Rena: closed her eyes as Bray pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead. She was glad Bray was keeping his cool in front of her, it was one of the things she always admired about him, he always made sure she was taken care of first. The girl then curled into his embrace and sighed softly, "what are you thinking?" She traced circles on his arm.

Bray: stayed in silence, running his fingers down her back when she curled up to him. "I'm still in shock" he mumbled, truthfully he was but he also felt excited to be a father. But if she didn't wanma keep it, he wasn't going to tell her and add that pressure to her because ots what he wants.

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Bray&&Rena

Rena: Rena ran her fingers thru her hair and let a small sigh leave from her lips, she wasn't sure how to react in this situation. "I don't know.. I was thinking about it, obviously.." She finally glanced up at Bray. "And that's dumb of me to do, right? Especially with out telling you?" She frowned. "I'm just.." She trailed off as she didn't want to admit she was scared.

Bray: sighed and glanced down at Rena, he didn't know how he felt about her wanting an abortion "it's okay.. You don't have to do anything you don't want to do" he told her as he kissed her forehead

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Bray&&Rena

Rena: "Hmm, maybe because you haven't been around lately?" She rolled her eyes in annoyance. Bray was someone the girl never lashed out at but in this moment her hormones were controlling most of her emotions and she snapped. Rena laid back onto the bed and covered her eyes, "this wasn't how I wanted to tell you.." She added in a soft whisper

Bray: "I'm sorry for that" he frowned, feeling hurt that she blew up at him since she had never done that, he wasn't sure how to react "it's okay.. at least it's out now.." he told her "but, are you gonna terminate it?" he asked

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Bray&&Rena

Rena: Hearing the voice thru the speaker the girl went wide eyed and regretted her decision of letting him answer her in coming phone call, Rena reached for her phone as Bray figured out what had been wrong with his girlfriend for the past few days. "Hello? Can I call back?" She whispered into the speaker of the phone. The girl ended the conversation and tossed her phone to the side, her eyes still not meeting with Brays. "Yes.." Was all she was able to speak

Bray: sat up, still in shock as he looked at the girl he loves. He stayed silent for a few moments and shook his head "wh- why didn't you tell me?" he asked, reaching his had out to touch her arm.

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Bray&&Rena

Rena: Brays girlfriend smiled to his simple words as everything fell into a comfortable silence. After laying together for awhile Rena looked up at bray while her fingers traced circles on his arm "babe, I uh, I have to tell-" she was cut off by her phone ringing. With out thinking she glanced at Bray "can you answer that please?" She asked as he was closer to her phone.

Bray: he smiled in content as he was finally where he needed to be. When she was about to speak, he glanced down before nodding and pulling his hand away to reach for the phone. He picked it up and pressed the button to answer it "hello?" he answered before listening to the woman on the other end "Hello Rena this is Lisa from the Longstreet Clinic. I was just making sure you're doing alright" she said, Bray was about to say this wasn't Rena when she began talking "I wanted to see if you've changed your mind about the termination appointment" she paused "Uhh.." Bray said, wide eyed and pulled away to glance at Rena, pulling the phone away from his ear "termination appointment?" he said to Rena. "Y-- you're.. pregnant?" he mumbled