Little Side Notes

Writing whatever comes to mind. . . Looking for inspiration.

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A Game of Thrones - The Story Continues - The Complete Box Set

check it out!

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Salute!

For the brave men and women who have sacrificed their time and effort to provide a better life for their families, Salute!

This not only implies workings abroad but also to all the workers who are working in other provinces.Even when you are in the same province and are working in another part of the province, Salute!

Being far away from your loved ones, spending endless of hours at work, homesickness and etc. Physical, Emotional and Mental tests. Physically and Mentally draining, Emotionally Straining. Nostalgic Memories arising without any warning. Amidst the crowd, late nights and early mornings. Missing celebrations, special occasions, lifeline milestones. Missing spots in pictures, empty chairs, smaller tables, lessening appetites. Challenges encountered, Salute!

Death, regrets, distance, presence, guilt, regrets that gnaws the emotions. Exposing raw emotions to the hard cold winds

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The Supermoon?! Late upload . . . really looks like a streetlamp. . .

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UNINSPIRED

Too uninspired . . .Too tired . . . Too emotionally detached, ice queen's taken place. . . Going through this life in an automatic phase. Everything is in a haze. Smiles and tears are making me daze. Shutting people out, widening the space. Silence echoes though out. Going through this bad phase. Everyone sees your okay, deep down your not. Hiding in a facade, a great thespian, all is amazed. Demotivated, dispirited, slowly breaking apart. . . Trying to hold it togther, but still dying inside. Bit by bit the pieces fall . . . slowly, slowly, like a slow motion movie. Hanging, hanging, slowly letting go. What is my purpose, nobody knows. . . Too uninspired . . . Too tired . . . Goodbye, Good bye!