love&drugs

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laughed for the first time sober today since I don’t know when. I really didn’t believe that was possible for so long. i’m getting there. looking up. growing.

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my future problems have become now problems.

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i’ve had a few people tell me that when they start to feel down they think about me and how much i’ve been though recently and how hard i’ve been trying.. and they say things like “if jamie can get through what she’s going through, I can get through this.” that warms my heart a little, but not enough. I still want to hear about what my friends are going through, and I still want to be there for them. I’ve always been like this. i’ve always been overly empathetic and caring. but now I’m afraid I’m hiding from my problems by focusing on those of others.

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i’ve experienced such an unbelievable amount of trauma in the past couple months that my friends are afraid to come to me with their problems now.. they feel like bc i’ve gone through so much, their problems are too small and their pain doesn’t mean as much, but that’s not true. never invalidate your feelings. never compare your pain to someone else. pain is pain. I want to be there for others regardless of how big or small they feel their problems are.

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🖤 who‘s thirsty to please a goddess? I think you’re worthless. but i’m curious to see your attempt. you know how to catch my attention, if you’re looking for a message back. catch my attention. try to please me.

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🖤 who‘s thirsty to please a goddess? I think you’re worthless. but i’m curious to see your attempt. you know how to catch my attention, if you’re looking for a message back. catch my attention. try to please me.

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“it was never between you and them anyway”

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good morning.

I woke up super early for work. waited for the bus for an hour in the cold rain. ended up walking several miles to work in the rain with holes in my shoes. i’m soaked. got here an hour late although i was ready on time. but I made it. though. now looking up to the fact that I get to help children with intellectual disabilities all day. good morning.

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mood: apathetic.

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unsatisfied.

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how i’m trying to be right now.. 💋❤️

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I just want it to be known that I was ready for work on time. but transit sucks. these buses come at unpredictable times. I haven’t been on time for work since losing my car. who wants to donate a car so I can get to work on time?

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I hate the darkness that night brings with it. it’s consuming. it makes me sad. that’s it. just sad.

I’m getting sick. I hate the rain. I hate the night.