[purpureusdood]

[lovehymndead]

Crazy sorry.

i miss feeling important like theres someone who thinks about me and thinks Wow i really love this person. i care about this person and i want to listen when theyre in pain. i want to help them. but even i dont do that for people anymore so i cant blame anyone. i think i just miss how it was when i was younger and i could talk about my pain without feeling embarrassed because i felt understood. for a brief period of time. but its so humiliating now to tell anyone whats wrong no one ever says anything to me. i tell people and they shrug and dont respond at all im always always just talking to myself its so painful. im in so much pain. agonizing pain. i miss my best friend and my other friend almost fucking died from the same thing and theres nothing i can do except wish things were different but they never will be. This is all so fucking pointless i cant take it anymore. my cat will live without me but he will be sad and miss me and cry i cant. do that to him. I hate this i hate evrything im so full of anger and bitterness and sadness and its never going to end. Please dont blame me for anything i may do. Or blame me i dont care all my pain is my fault. Its all my fault.

[lovehymndead]

Yayyy

talking to myself experiencing mild hallucinations and its just going to get worse and worse and i cant talk to anyone i always feel like they dont care about what im saying its just white noise to everyone im so sad and tired. i really am. i am lonely and sad and tired and theres a wall between me and everyone else i feel like i cant get through to anyone its so isolating. im trapped inside my brain behind a barrier and no one understands or cares. i dont think anyone cares about me. its unbearable. how am i supposed to live this way. the whole point of being human is to connect and love and be happy and i cant do any of that anymore so whats the point. I dont see one anymore. i wish anyone cared about me. in a way that made me feel like i matter. all i have is myself. its awful. i dont like myself. but im trapped in my mind with my thoughts and it never ends. constant noise and voices telling me im worthless and stupid and everyone hates me and thinks im annoying and a bother and my problems are so stupid they dont matter i dont matter. i am not special in any capacity im just here i just exist. i wake up and i dont remember anything from the day before. i go to sleep and wake up and work and i dont care. about anything. i cant feel anything and no one wants that from me anyways. i really and truly am just so excited to die. i love my cat so much. hes the only reason im alive its not like. i have anyone to live for. That sounds cruel. its what my mind is telling me i cant help it. i wish things were different. i could have been so happy. i was so happy.

[lovehymndead]

i am in a lot of pain and i want to die.

[lovehymndead]

and, heh, yep

[lovehymndead]

yep

[itsmisstutu]

The 8hr work day / 40hr work week is an infringement on our right to be human on earth

[goetic-justice]

You guys are always like "being crushed by 10,000 tons of rock probably feels good as hell" or "being torn to pieces by hunting dogs would low key fix me" and I feel like those things would actually be unpleasant.

[goetic-justice]

How about "Drinking an ice cold strawberry milkshake probably feels good as hell". Do you guys like that one.

[fidelcostco]

can't believe the only options are 30 minutes early or 10 minutes late. if only there were some other way. but what can you do

[mushroom-soup-is-my-religion]

[puppygirlirl]

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

you aren't insane you just live with your parents

[thesquireofcheddar]

Enough things have happened. No more things for a while. Thank you.

[rudeteens]

If I had a space ship I would make having sex against the rules on my spaceship to make the sex we have on my spaceship even hotter on my space ship

[firefox-official]

Be honest, are you a bad person in any kind of way? I've been finding out about gross stuff that a bunch of blogs I really liked did and I feel icky :(

yeah in most ways. Good luck out there

[melancholic-whimsy]

sometimes you just have to peel the entire skin off your lips because self-care

[pangeasoftware]

Bros lets make summer an unforgettable ero guro adventure together

[pukicho]

pushing thirty by the way

We're all aging up at the exact same rate. It matters not. A rock will outlive us both.

[lovehymndead]

Ok im fine now