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my twisted questions

[lovelostjourney]

I know you are worth it. Can I hold on forever to be the one who gets the gift of your open heart? You have so much love to give. I want it! When do I get to experience it?

[lovelostjourney]

I WANT SO BADLY FOR YOU TO SAY I LOVE YOU! why is my heart so weak? Can you give me what I need?

[lovelostjourney]

Sometimes You and regret everything. Sometimes you fail. Why can't I hold it together? 😔 Miss you that's why!

[lovelostjourney]

You give me what I need just by looking at me. All of who we are rests in a stare. Why do you own my heart and I do not have yours?

[lovelostjourney]

You are almost there. I can just about grab your heart. Let the wall down just a little bit more. Has all this work been in vain? Can I get to the ultimate goal? Is this worth the fight?

[lovelostjourney]

Do we have everything we need to keep this going? I am so close to you but so far from having you forever. When can I call you mine? I need to hear you say that I am yours!

[lovelostjourney]

You have no idea what it is like to be in a relationship. You treat everything like a toy. Why am I the toy you never play with? Can you be knocked out of your complacency? What will it take? Do you just get off on being alone and miserable?

[lovelostjourney]

I need a love that can't wait to see me. Will you ever come see me before I go see you? How do I keep devaluing myself and settling for scraps? For my sanity can I look for someone who understands me and wants me all the time, or do I wait for you to wake up? What if you never wake up? I could still end up alone.

[lovelostjourney]

I am not texting you first! Do I have the strength to complete this challenge?

[delioncunt]

[lovelostjourney]

Hope for the future

[lovelostjourney]

I want someone to text daily and respond to my texts. Is that too much to ask for? I feel alone no matter where I am. How do I make strong, deep connections with people?

[lovelostjourney]

I have settled for scraps my entire life. Why don't I believe that I deserve better? All that I have chosen have done nothing but use me and throw me away. Where and when did I learn that this is okay? Can I break free and start anew with a better view of my value?

[lovelostjourney]

I just want you. I can't even have what I want. What do I do? I have waited so long. How do I continue? Is the hope of love worth the wait?

[lovelostjourney]

You haven't text in days. Am I done? Can I do this without you? I don't need to feel like a play doll you take down from the self when you want.

[lovelostjourney]

My world is different without you. Am I addicted to you? Can I survive without you? You have caused me to need you. Now my wants and needs are equal.

[lovelostjourney]

I was okay by myself. Why did you crush that? Now I need you. Because you awakened something inside of me that needed to sleep. Can I ever be the same?

[lovelostjourney]

Can I let you go? You don't really understand me. Is this torture for you or me? I have already held on too long.