reveries

In the morning it was morning and I was still alive.

[opaquegreatness-blog]

[corsicans]

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[mmmamabear]

all-things-bright-and-beyootiful:

[oncanvas]

Sunsets by Andy Warhol, 1972

Screenprints Each: 33 ⅞ x 33 ⅞ in. (86 x 86 cm)

[infinitives]

Giants by Stacey

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[viewfromthisside]

[anchounn]

thinking of summer

[intimatum]

Virginia Woolf, The Years

[lovelyreverie]

Beaver Moon - The Suicide of a Friend, Mary Oliver

[-circa]

[hellanne]

[lovelyreverie]

I always check your blog to see how you're doing. You're a very kind person and I hope you're doing okay?

Wow I didn’t realize I haven’t posted in over a month. This is very sweet ♥️ I haven’t opened tumblr much, and my life feels kind of at a standstill, just waiting…idk. I’m having like an existential crisis about medication and I am still debating about the utility of ketamine and I can’t decide what to do. I feel like I’m just floating along. I went away with my mom to Europe for a couple weeks but I am back home now. I know I’m lucky to be able to travel fairly often but I think it also shows how eager I am to leave and that I find my usual life rather miserable

[lovelyreverie]

I don’t know if I should do spravato (which could be indefinite) or just figure something else out since my stupid insurance company won’t cover IV ketamine. My old plan actually did cover it but the one I have through work now doesn’t AND my premium is like $700 ever since the new year. I would have to figure out a reduced workload as well and it is ringing in my ears that treatment seeking behavior and relying on medical intervention (instead of doing behavioral work) is classic borderline

[dennybitte]

beach & bliss

by Denny Bitte

[lovelyreverie]

I don’t know what to do and want someone to make choices for me but the world doesn’t work like that

[lovelyreverie]

Reading Mary Oliver tonight and feeling pensive