The Anxiety Driven Dreamer

"Love, Me" is my original comic series showing that depression is no longer welcomed in my life. I will do what it takes to hunt all of my monsters down. A better tomorrow for me, by me.

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Episode 20: Spiral (Continuation). Back to square one. The sea of despair. Where all of my hopes and dreams are forced to rest. Consumed by self-hatred I lash out when people least expect it. To prevent that I autopilot through the day without paying any attention to anyone else. I'll disappear for days at a time. It's not healthy. Working on snapping out of it faster, then I'll work on never letting it happen again. #Depression #BegoneMonsters #MrOPOIsOkay #IWillBeOkay #NoLongerHiding #Artwork #Comic #ArtistsOfInstagram #OriginalArtwork #OriginalSeries #IWontGiveUpOnMe #ImBetterThanThis #WeAllHaveBadDays #ImStillNotOkay #ThisWillPass #StopShuttingPeopleOut #IDontWantPeopleToSeeHowMuchIHurt (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-PoIgXHmDE/?igshid=qcdv4i67y2x2

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Episode 19: Spiral. Heavy rain falls are one of the most soothing things I love to hear. The only problem is, whenever I get lured out and sit in it. I'm consumed by my monsters. #Relapse #Depression #DepressionSucks #DepressiveEpisode #IAmNotOkay #DrawingOfTheDay #Artwork #ArtistsOfInstagram #Comic #IsThisWhatTheEndLooksLike #INeedToKeepFighting #IWontLetItEndLikeThis #MonstersWonThisTime #OriginalArt #OriginalSeries #SeaOfDespair #IHitRockBottomAgain https://www.instagram.com/p/B-M3ICzHUs_/?igshid=hm7mk7lt04ha

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Episode 18: Introvert Paradise. With the city going under quarantine lockdown, I have realized nothing much in my life has changed. I actually have more time now to pick up/catch up with old hobbies. #Love #FindingMe #ArtistsOfInstagram #Artwork #Comic #BetterMe #DrawingOfTheDay #OriginalArt #OriginalSeries #SliceOfLifeComic #QuarantineLockdown #IntrovertParadise #WhatsSunlightAnyways #ItsTooPeopleyOutside #WashYourHands #PleaseBeSafe (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-KymKxHge3/?igshid=u75jno4orj11

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Episode 17: Feelings. Every day is a different day. Sometimes my mood creates a challenge for the day. Just taking it one day at a time. #EverythingIsGoingToBeOkay #BreadPuns #JustToastyThings #ThisWasInMyYearbookOnceUponATime #PleaseMakeTheNoiseInMyHeadStop #Love #FindingMe #ArtistsOfInstagram #Artwork #Comic #BetterMe #DrawingOfTheDay #OriginalArt #OriginalSeries #SliceOfLifeComic (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-H3gFwHXqI/?igshid=6oe7xmh2hg7x

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Episode 15: Space. Finding that perfect balance of giving you what you asked for and still showing that I do care, is hard. I'm slowly managing. #Love #FindingMe #ArtistsOfInstagram #Artwork #Comic #BetterMe #DrawingOfTheDay #OriginalArt #OriginalSeries #SliceOfLifeComic #GivingHimSomeSpace #LearningToStopSmotheringPeople #MonstersBegone #OAGProblems #ICareTooMuchAllTheTime #ItsExhaustingMyMentalHealth #ForABetterTomorrow #EverythingWillBeOkay #INeedToCalmDown #StopOverthinking (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B99bBlVnIO4/?igshid=6kvo82c6yiwr

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Episode 14: Busy Brain. When I lay my head down to sleep, my brain decides it'd be fun to bring up all sorts of imaginary problems. #Love #FindingMe #ArtistsOfInstagram #Artwork #Comic #BetterMe #DrawingOfTheDay #OriginalArt #OriginalSeries #SliceOfLifeComic #LifesAStruggle #MonstersBegone #StruggleBusAdventures #PuttingTheMonstersToSleep #ITooNeedSleep #ForABetterTomorrow #EverythingWillBeOkay #INeededAnEmotionalBreak #StillLearningToDraw (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B962X_Jnk3i/?igshid=1lnnghdio58jk

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Episode 13: Hurt. I am in a much better place now, but I often think of something I kept to myself for years. I feel like it will always remain as one of my biggest monsters if I don't address it. No matter how bad things get, I will never allow myself to fall back to that point in time. #HelpingMyself #ItsOkayToNotBeOkay #MonstersBegone #PleaseGetHelp #IWillLendAnEar #SadnessIsntPermanent #ForABetterTomorrow #EverythingWillBeOkay #ItsNeverWorthIt #StayStrong #OnionCuttingNinjas #Love #FindingMe #ArtistsOfInstagram #Artwork #Comic #BetterMe #DrawingOfTheDay #OriginalArt #OriginalSeries #SliceOfLifeComic (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B94RCVcHBh3/?igshid=14twsrfsej0io

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Episode 12: Motivation. Being highly emotional and dependent on others to stay motivated is always a problem. People are busy with their own lives, and won't be there to hold my hand at any given point in time. A lesson I learned from my therapist was to find a version of me when I was hurting at the absolute most, to hold out my hand and be the person I needed back then. #Love #FindingMe #ArtistsOfInstagram #Artwork #Comic #BetterMe #DrawingOfTheDay #OriginalArt #OriginalSeries #SliceOfLifeComic #HelpingMyself #ItsOkayToNotBeOkay #MonstersBegone #ThoughtfulTuesdays #MiniMeCriedALot #SadnessIsntPermanent #ForABetterTomorrow #StayingMotivated #EverythingWillBeOkay (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B92QKOgHbbD/?igshid=107aq530u6lmt

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Episode 11: Negativity. There's a little monster that always sits with me and grows in size every time I start to feel happy and proud of something. It grows so big to the point where I don't see the happiness in things, and I start spiraling back into my rabbit hole. #DepressionSucks #NegativityBegone #MonstersBegone #HatersGoneHate #WorkingOnMe #ForABetterTomorrow #StayingMotivated #Love #DrawingOfTheDay #Art #Artwork #Comic #NewMindset #OriginalArt #OriginalSeries #SliceOfLifeComic #ArtistsOnInstagram (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9zHt95nNa2/?igshid=dhvd8a8ho4qe

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Third week is finally completed! I'm starting my fourth. This has been an incredible journey so far. I'm so thankful for all of my Toastylings, with your constant support and love. It's much appreciated. I promise I didn't fall off the face of the planet again. I just had a ton of school work to catch up on. I'm excited to share my third week's episodes with you all. It's going to be the heaviest content, but when you're at the bottom, there's no where else to go but up. Stay tuned! #LoveMeComics #Thankful #BreadPuns #JustToastyThings #ProudOfMe #KeepingBusy #MonstersBegone #IAlmostQuitThisNotGonnaLie #MaySlappedMeWithHerWholesomeness #HerHandsAreTheSoftestStill #StayToastyMyLoves #MuchLove (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9xi4qYn38I/?igshid=1szk7aqk9xt8i

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Guess what? It's official! I'm finally posting these on other platforms meant for webseries. Episodes go live every weekday at 11am EST. With that being said, this week will have random postings until my series catches up with my Instagram. I want to thank everyone for your never ending support. I love you guys! I'm starting my third week, and it hasn't always been smooth sailing. "Don't give up, don't give in." Is what I normally repeat to myself at an insane amount. I almost wanted to give up at some point but then that defeats everything this comic is supposed to represent. This is my journey so far, hope everyone is enjoying it as much as I am. If not, that's okay too. Once these monsters are gone, I don't have to worry about having super heavy topics all the time and can steer towards all the good things. #SelfAdvertising #TwitchStreamer #TapasComics #WebtoonSeries #Webtoon #LoveMeComics #MyHandDrawnSignatureIsCuteAF #ProudOfMe #FeelsGood #INeedToWorkOnMyHandWriting #OneDayAtATime #MayGrabTheStraitJacket #ImDoingAThing (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9j4Jw0nuld/?igshid=c230cbrzrubg

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Episode 10: Warmth. One always has cold hands, and the other has extremely cold feet. Nobody wins. #IAmTheLittleHeater #HisHandsAreAlwaysCold #HotAndCold #IllBeHisFire #DeemGaiLikeThis #HesMyFavouriteMonster #SometimesILookLikeJabbaTheHutt #Love #Comic #OriginalArt #OriginalSeries #SliceOfLifeComic #ColdFeet #WereMonsters #MonstersTogether #HugOfLies #LaterGram (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9e3g6cH0EE/?igshid=1f5j698di99ud

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Episode 9: Hot Water. My understanding of Asian parents' holy grail to all ailments. The one thing to solve all of your problems: Drink more hot water. #Love #FindingMe #Art #NewArtist #Comic #BetterMe #NewMindset #OriginalArt #OriginalSeries #SliceOfLifeComic #YTheyNoDoctor #ThisIsWhyIGetHit #IStillLoveThemTho #HotWaterLife #DeemGaiLikeThis #JustAsianParentThings #TheUltimatePlacebo #AsianParents #TeaIsLife #IPreferLukeWarmWater #ImAMonster (at Scarborough) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9ZeuR4lQyA/?igshid=14drxuizbd1w4

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Episode 8: Songs. I grew up listening to all sorts of music. But when I find that one song I really like, it becomes an obsession. Often times, that weird obsession gets taken out of context and is seen as a cry for help. #Love #FindingMe #Art #NewArtist #Comic #BetterMe #NewMindset #OriginalArt #OriginalSeries #SliceOfLifeComic #SingleSongAddictions #RepeatAllDayAllNight #DiscoveringMyNewAnthem #ImOkayJustWeird #MyParentsCanSingThemWithMe #JokesIJustGetYelledAt (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9W2xlWFXA9/?igshid=1sgim4et98kr0

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Episode 7: The Silent Lover. I'm not the most vocal person around. I'm always trying to find ways to improve my ability to articulate my thoughts correctly. Innocuous questions or phrases end up being interpreted as something malicious. The only time I truly feel like everything was expressed correctly is through my many crafts. #Love #FindingMe #Art #NewArtist #Comic #BetterMe #NewMindset #OriginalArt #OriginalSeries #SliceOfLifeComic #RediscoveringOldHobbies #ItsOkayImHereForYou #IJustLikeToDraw #LearningNewWords #BaesAlwaysCrying #DekuIsThatYou #MyHeroAcademiaReference (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9Ut_NElSRq/?igshid=9fs1vy9llpe0

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Episode 6: Paper Hearts. Whether life keeps our hands tied and our minds busy, I will always be there to remind you that you are still important in my life. Often times the same efforts aren't returned, and other times I don't notice the efforts of others because I'm so focused on one thing. #TunnelVisionProblems #HarleyQuinnSmash #SheJustWantedToBeNoticed #SpreadTheLove #HarleyQuinnReference #MyBaeIsntCrayTho #Love #FindingMe #Art #NewArtist #Comic #BetterMe #NewMindset #OriginalArt #OriginalSeries #SliceOfLifeComic https://www.instagram.com/p/B9R5iC9F04N/?igshid=wy2u5kbrseq

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Episode 5: Anger. Turmoil is bound to exist in any relationship. Whether it's with your lover, friend, or family. It's a challenge not to get swept up in the heat of the moment. Hurtful things might be thrown around, but understanding that they might not mean it. They're just overwhelmed with negativity, and if they're just naturally like that, then I just remove myself from the situation. #IAmWorthIt #Love #LoveMyself #IEatLandSlidesAllDay #FFXIVReference #IPlayGamesTooMuch #Comic #OriginalSeries #Art #SelfLove #BegoneMonster #NoNegativityZone #FindingABetterPlace #FindingMe https://www.instagram.com/p/B9M4mJNFcs7/?igshid=z7llqipqrv6e