WRITER AND LOVER. N.

WRITER AND LOVER. millennium love and enigmatic late writing. n as nadine. the only language I speak is love. deeply in love with the green eyed raconteur from a beautiful place in east cheshire. also in love with the name Grace Heather. 

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“shay” on wattpad, a romantic and erotic novel by me. https://t.co/fCboM2J0iW

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“shay” on wattpad, a romantic and erotic novel by me. https://t.co/fCboM2J0iW

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“shay” on wattpad, a romantic and erotic novel by me. https://t.co/fCboM2J0iW

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if he made you that lucky, then why do you write bad poetry about him?

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EN EL NOMBRE DEL AMOR

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Dolce & Gabbana Ready to Wear S/S 2016.

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Dolce & Gabbana Ready-to-Wear Fall 2016 

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There are people who listen.

There I am again. I have not posted any writings in the past months, therefore I am so terribly sorry for that. It does not mean that I have not been writing anything but I did not feel like sharing anything at the same time. 

Writing is my passion since I was little and still, I love expressing my love, thoughts and feelings in words. 

The dream of being a journalism is still somewhere in my heart and, of course, I want to keep writing. But I have noticed that as soon as I have problems myself, and I just want to talk about them, people do not listen to me as long as my problems do not relate to them. This makes me think that people will not read my writings as long as they have not experienced the same thing.

I have always been writing for myself and even if others did not read my writings, I have considered myself as a reader.

But everything that I have experienced this year (wow, and I thought 2015 was bad) makes me question who I am and who I want to be, also what I want to write. My goal is to put the whole love that I have into my writing. But experiencing so many bad things with so many bad people that have negative influences on you can turn your love into a cover filled with so much anger.

There are so many writings of mine that were written during this stage of life and posting those is definitely not on my list. Because this is not the person that I am or want to be. I am a person that wants to express love and only love. 

Time is something so precious and I now have time but I want to spend it with finding myself. The person that I am is a writer and a writer also writes even if nobody cares.

N.

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Sometimes you have to do something wrong to do the right. But sometimes people won't let you do the wrong so you never do the right.

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I miss you, London.

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The man with the beautiful smile

“The man with the beautiful smile 

makes my tears fade away for a while.

I love him for this and for that,

but sometimes his actions make me dead.

He seems to be staring into my soul,

giving me a smile and some toxic in a bowl.

He is the pure evil, his mother told me.

But there is so much more in him that I see.

He is god’s present made of good and bad,

and he is the reason for every tear I have shed.

He has the two sides face,

and the award winning brain that could win any race.

He is psychotic and sick,

I don’t know why he is the one I picked.

Maybe because he is the man with the beautiful smile

that makes my tears fade away for a while.” - @lovemillennium​

See here more of my writings.

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I cannot believe I took this photo myself. 

The Kensington Palace, also known as how I would decorate my bedroom, haha! Palaces are filled with pure aesthetic.