wild at heart

Dealing with post partum bipolar and anxiety. Documenting the beauty and the nitty gritty of being a mother of two. ❤️

[loveonfayette]

Three weeks guys.. three!

[loveonfayette]

person: god dang it

god: IT HAS BEEN DANGED

[ohreallywilly]

You halfway through Dinner w/ parents when she says "Daddy can you pass the yams"...

Out of instinct you reach for it the same time her pops do…sooo now her dad looking at you like..

[ohreallywilly]

Meanwhile you looking back like…

[ohreallywilly]

Yo girl sitting there like..

[ohreallywilly]

& Her mom lowkey freak ass sitting there like…

[aceunibomber1906-deactivated201]

Grandma be like

Grandpa be like

[leonegro-davinci]

The dog like

[aceunibomber1906-deactivated201]

The cat like

[ohreallywilly]

The bird like..

[profitjah]

The Uncle under his breath like…..

[aceunibomber1906-deactivated201]

Pastors wife be like

[blackboyjoy]

Ohmygawd 😂

[preciousluv35-deactivated201808]

Love it

[breastman31]

Big brother be like

[arivetingenigma]

I have to reblog this 😂 I just have to!

[queenkarrine]

😂😋😂

[boise-discipline-spanking]

Too funny not to post

[her-gift-his-honor]

* i HAD to, i can’t breathe*

[thefuckingdairyqueen]

Bipolar disorder is literally the worst fucking disorder it’s not just “oh I’m happy one minute I’m angry the next!” it’s literally hell let me tell you some shit:

Bipolar is getting excited and going on manic shopping sprees only to then regret everything you’ve purchased, and now you’ve lost interest in everything you’ve bought

Bipolar is suddenly crying for no reason, and when people ask you what’s wrong, your lack of understanding only makes things worse

Bipolar is suddenly becoming very passionate about a project, idea, or even person and then spending a long period of time obsessing over it only to suddenly lose interest

Bipolar is a messy bedroom cluttered unfinished projects and guilt

Bipolar is accidentally becoming too emotional around friends or loved ones and scaring them, pushing them away when all you wanted was to bring them closer

Bipolar is not having any set group of close friends, due to the paranoia of them talking behind your back about your episodes

Bipolar is lying on the cold bathroom floor in a friend’s house or unfamiliar place trying to calm down because you’re too afraid to have an episode in front of other people

Bipolar is being afraid to show your emotions because you know if you open up to someone, you might start crying or panicking

Bipolar is making too many promises during your manic states that can’t be delivered when you’re down and depressed, leaving many to think you’re “flaky”

Bipolar is not knowing if you’re reacting appropriately or overreacting to a situation because you’ve never had a “normal” emotional scale

Bipolar is having no one taking your disorder seriously, including your parents, who may or may not still think you’re just experiencing mood swings

[loveonfayette]

I lost three pounds in 2 days of the three day refresh cleanse. Omg yesssss. 👏🏻👏🏻

[loveonfayette]

I am EXHAUSTED. Holy hell. I’ve taken 3 pregnancy tests all came back negative. Idk when I’m even supposed to get my period. 😫🙄

[loveonfayette]

Ham

[loveonfayette]

Got my workout in this morning 👏🏻

[loveonfayette]

I am seriously struggling today. My kids are driving me nuts. I’m off. Zoey napped for awhile which helped but I was so busy working I didn’t get a break.

Eli’s been up since 5am with me. He needs a nap but won’t lay down.

I just want 10 mins of peace

[loveonfayette]

GUYS

I’m running a free challenge group starting dec 4! It’s a free group with new workouts posted every day for 5 days!!

Message me if you are interested :)

[loveonfayette]

I’m REALLLYY sick of these porn blogs. 🤬🤬

[michellepsychologist]

Consistency

[stability]

[loveonfayette]

I’m a Beachbody Coach!

I️ finally signed up to be a Beachbody Coach. I’m so excited. I’m lookin forward to the accountability it’s going to provide me.

I️ look forward to helping other moms (and women without kids, and men!) stay accountable to their fitness goals.

If you are interested in beachbody or having me as a coach, please message me! No pressure I️ promise. 😘

[loveonfayette]

I️ also don’t give a rats ass about exercise today and I’m trying not to put so much pressure on myself with it. I’m just eating clean and the best I️ can and going from there.

If I️ get the urge to I️ will if not fuck it.

[loveonfayette]

Today is already stressful for me. Having a mood disorder sucks.

Eli wants to keep touching me and it’s driving me nuts. Literally my skin is crawling. Leave me alone for 10 freakin minutes.

[tracesofswift]

this was too good to not share