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27, gay making each moment count living the dream

[the-inspiring-quotes]

[loveonmywrist]

You ever just sit back and wonder what people would say about you once you were gone?.. I do.. I wonder how many people would say how much they loved me and how much they wish they could have done something.. but truth is.. No one’s here. No one wants to help. No one wants to hear others being negative. And no one listens to the begging and the pleading.. because I’m the “strong friend” and I’ll be fine.. I’m the one who has had lots of friends die, a lot of family die and went right back to work when my dad died.. I’m the one who made it through anorexi@ and self h@rm.. I’m the one who is always there for everybody… but being the strong friend is killing me and no one seems to care …

[loveonmywrist]

It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[loveonmywrist]

I hate everything about who I’ve become. I’m too soft and too caring now. It’s disgusting. I’m done. Here’s to becoming the worst version of myself again 💋

[loveonmywrist]

I haven’t eaten in like 3 days… I’ve barely slept.. I feel like I’m dying.. I was doing so good.. why the FUCK did I allow myself to start giving a fuck about anything and everything again.. feelings in general are just so so pointless.

[kiddonaptimed]

[whatbigotspost]

I love the truth telling on this post sure but every time it crosses my dash I get so distracted by how original tweeter’s language reveals how much he doesn’t see women as humans.

[remanence-of-love]

[loveonmywrist]

My most recent spiraling came from us talking about getting married one day.. she said she wanted it to be just us and that she’s always been scared to get married, because she has nobody to invite.. but my fear comes from knowing that my grandfather will never speak to me again if I marry a woman… I love that man so much and it’s heartbreaking knowing his old preacher man self will hate me so much for it.. sometimes I genuinely hate that god made me this way, like why couldn’t I be “normal”?.. is she worth every loss? Is she worth moving out of my hometown for? Is she worth everything I’d be sacrificing? ABSOLUTELY! A hundred, thousand, billion percent! But fuck dude… this shit still hurts 💔

[loveonmywrist]

Had to deactivate my fb, because mentally I’m so fucked rn… I’ve been doing so damn good man, but now I literally want to just vanish.. I think I’m gonna drive up to the mountains tomorrow by myself and just cry. I really need it and who’s gonna stop me? Lol. Goodness.. healing from your own trauma will fuck you up so much.. I know they say it gets worse before it gets better but damn, I never knew it would be THIS bad.. I need help and just can’t seem to reach out to anyone….💔😔

[loveisrootedinme-deactivated202]

[thepersonalquotes]

[loveandlesbian]

[loveonmywrist]

I don’t even know what’s wrong with me, but the pain in my chest is so strong and it just now came out of nowhere.. and now all I want to do is cry…. What is wrong with me?…💔

[loveonmywrist]

I honestly don’t think I’ll ever have this, but man would that be incredible .. to finally feel what it truly means to be loved by someone. And even more so if that someone were to be her .. what an incredible story to be able to tell from starting at just 12 yrs old, to actually being an “us” again at 27 and beyond .. from first gf ever, to my wife some day.. what a dream.

It’s all extremely doubtful, but fantasizing and wishing are my best bet right now .. if not her, maybe someone will wish for me the same way I wish for her and maybe.. just maybe, true happiness will find its way to me <3

[dxlllxs]

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[loveonmywrist]

I wanna take pictures like ttthhhhiiiissssss 😩😍

[remanence-of-love]

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