Then, Now, And Forever

25ish. Riddled with trauma. Borderline Personality Disorder. Depression. Anxiety/Panic Disorder. CPTSD. DID; all diagnosed. Addict in recovery. Empath. 🏳️‍🌈

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If you know who created this, let me know. Beautiful 💕

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When for days/weeks/months/years you've gaslit yourself into believing a situation wasn't as traumatic as you thought but then you have a full blown ptsd attack about it.

[borderlinepdfeels]

Hey! This is the bpd lesbian anon from a while ago. I wanted to let you know that I cut contact with my ex/fp and I'm working on healing and finding someone better for me. Your words were very helpful. I hope you're doing alright, you beautiful human, you. <3

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I'm so proud of you!!

[borderlinepdfeels]

"I wish I was healed before I met you, so you could meet the best version of me."

[barbiestubauterina]

I wish I was healed before you left me, so you could have a better version of me in memory

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[kat-got-your-tongue14]

If you rearrange the letters in the light it spells alien

[truthtoldslant]

If you add in the partial letters touched by the light it’s “E.T. Alien” 👽

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I procrastinate so much that I have a gaping hole of dread inside my chest where I think my other emotions are supposed to go. unless a potential employer is reading this, in which case I don’t do that & I have all the normal emotions that human beings have & I love capitalism

[borderlinepdfeels]

"I wish I was healed before I met you, so you could meet the best version of me."

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My ex is my fp and we're in contact daily. I'm scared as fuck for when she starts seeing other people and I'll get left behind. Logically I know I'll find someone else as well, but it's still sucky. Sincerely, a bpd lesbian.

Dude do I ever get this. I had the same issue with my ex and when he did find someone else, it was painful as shit. It'll be painful. But know it will get better, you will find someone else, and they're not going to be your fp forever. You're going to be great, and happy :)

[prettypositivity]

i hope you heal from the things no one ever apologized for

[i-dont-believe-in-perfect]

and I hope you heal from the things you don’t want to talk about

[lilbutch]

I hope you heal from the things no one else knows you went through

[borderlinepdfeels]

I hope you heal from the things people tell you you shouldn't be hurt over

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[howelljenkins]

you have issues

you noticed 🥺❤️