escapism zone

23 | gr: mabelpines02 taylor swift x reading x study x tv content <3

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fav place in the world <3

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Girlhood things that I love

Getting my daily overpriced drink

watching Vogue Beauty Secrets while doing my skincare or makeup

taking pictures of everything

Scrolling through Pinterest late at night while listening to Lana

the everything shower

Celebrating small wins by going to cute cafes with my friends

Buying fresh flowers for myself every week

Obsessing with aesthetics and love

Writing in my diary

"We were girls together."

Going to bed with freshly shaved and moisturised legs

manifesting and making vision boards

Being a Victoria's Secret girly

adding ribbons and bows to everything

Buying everything in pink

being delulu

Doing my nails while watching Gossip Girl

Vanilla-scented candles and perfume before bed

Girls supporting girls and being a girl's girl <3

less complex post today since I'm in the middle of moving, I hope you guys don't mind... <3 As always, Please feel free to add your own suggestions and tips in the comments!!

✩‧₊*:・love ya ･:*₊‧✩

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🤎 13/09- café date with the bestie <3

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ever since someone on tiktok (i forget who) said that reputation is more of a love album than lover because lover is filled with insecurity, i literally HAVEN’T been able to unhear it.

every time i listen to cornelia street or anything off lover now it’s literally all i can think about and it just makes the songs i thought were so happy and in love almost heartbreaking.. don’t get me wrong it’s kind of nice to have this whole new layer of meaning but i can just feel this security in rep that just isn’t there in lover.

it’s almost like lover is her, still happy and in love, but also seeking this reassurance that it’ll last as they leave the honeymoon stage of rep and enter real life.

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20/05/23

today consisted of my first time trying to write two essays at once. it actually went surprisingly well! only three days left until my FREEDOM from university for the next five ish months <3

one of the baristas told me she feels like she knows me from somewhere and i had to be like no lol i’ve just been here like five times this week..

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my happy place <3

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i love speak now i love speak now i love speak now so much i might burst im not ready for taylor’s version i haven’t even recovered from the original yet

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taylor’s version is going to destroy the last shred of tolerability i have left

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i love speak now i love speak now i love speak now so much i might burst im not ready for taylor’s version i haven’t even recovered from the original yet

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this account was previously @jakey-and-ames however is now me trying to make my main blog (this) replace my side blog @ahijabithatreadsandrants (confusing i know)

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i’ll say this once and once only (who am i kidding i’ll repeat this to my grave and it’ll possibly be engraved on my gravestone):

NESTA ARCHERON IS TOO GOOD FOR EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN RHYSANDS HYPOCRITICAL INNER CIRCLE (MORE LIKE INNER CULT)

i’m sorry but i’m getting the craziest deja vu between how tamlin treated feyre after UTM and how feysand treated nesta in this book (legit same abuse just in different fonts). this is not to excuse nesta’s previous behaviour but like sis was traumatised??? and they wanted her to jump into work as part of their happy little court like her father didn’t jus die in front of her and she didn’t behead a guy?

alcoholism and sex are common ways people deal with trauma… are they the healthiest? no, ofc not but locking her in the House of Wind (idc how pretty her prison is it’s still a prison) is legit equal to tamlin locking up feyre in his manor. she should have been given interventions, of course, and been offered more help but like to force her to train which may have been triggering so soon after the war is fucking evil. and the audacity of mor and amren to suggest even worse locations (the prison and the court of nightmares) like what the fuckkkkkkkk.

everyone in this book showed their true colours and the entire inner cult SUCKS. don’t even get me started on the lack of reading the mf room when feysand built their palace right after a war. moreover why tf does their so called high lord care about nothing else in the night court but velaris ??? they really said fuck illyria and everything else y’all fend for yourselves. and they want him as high king ?? colonising is not the solution for prythian babes and even if a high king was needed rhys would legit be the worst kind ever since he’s so heavily biased towards his little twinkle city. i would take beron over him as high king fr.

anyways rant over but acosf PISSED ME TF OFF. i literally got so mad i had to put it down multiple times. i don’t think i can handle much more of this. since azriel didn’t annoy me as much as the rest i think i’ll be able to handle a book from his POV as long as i don’t have to deal with the rest of his merry men much.

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i cant believe acotar got me this heated LMAO i don’t remember being that much of a rhysand anti

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okay i loved loved loved the folk of air series and seriously cannot fault much but did it leave anyone else just like… wanting a lot more?

that’s probs a sign of how good it was but like also… jurdan were so slow burn that we didn’t see much of them actually together; we didn’t get to see heather get back her memories and taryn was giving absolutely NOTHING as per usual.

i just need like a short novella seeing all my faves happy so i can rest easy

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now the question is do i re-read before reading the stolen air bc these names ring absolutely no bells (except jude and cardan lol)

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“he had made up his mind, also, that his future must be worthy of its goddess”

THIS MAN

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reposting some of the posts from my side blog just to put everything here and omg i completely forgot about anne of green gables i got halfway through the series and dipped lol DEFO have to get back to it

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i’ve spent the last two weeks binge reading the bridgerton books and despite the fact that they’re pretty much the exact same book eight times i actually really enjoyed them lmao**

i’m a simple girl and something about this bland, white bread, run-of-the-mill historical romance formula scratches an itch in my brain that isn’t quite reached by anything even vaguely intellectual.

i’m starting (and probably finishing) ‘on the way to the wedding’ today but here are my rankings so far:

1. an offer from a gentleman (benedict) 4.7 stars

2. it’s in his kiss (hyacinth) 4.5 stars

3. when he was wicked (francesca) 4 stars

4. the viscount who loved me (anthony) 4 stars

5. the duke and i (daphne) 4 stars

6. romancing mr bridgerton (colin) 3 stars

7. to sir phillip with love (eloise) 3 stars

** i must, however, point out that many parts of the books are quite problematic and ALL the love interests present a different flavour of misogyny. as julia cudney so eloquently pointed out in her youtube vid ranking the books, a lot of people’s rankings are literally based on what form of misogyny bothers them the least so take all of this with a pinch of salt lol

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i miss the week or two where i binge read all the bridgerton books just before ramadan i genuinely left planet earth and was so engrossed in that universe what a time

reread coming for sure

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my toxic trait is that i truly believe that everyone would be a swiftie if they heard enough songs like blondie’s discography is so diverse there’s no way you like nothing

i picked out MULTIPLE songs my drill loving DBE stan friend liked there’s no one i can’t convert it’s my superpower to look through someone’s playlist and recommend taylor swift songs that match the vibe

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i cant believe i existed for twenty whole years before would’ve could’ve should’ve was released i genuinely feel like my life started when i first heard it i cant remember what i used to listen to before it

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oh my god i started watching new girl like a few weeks ago and i watched the first couple of episodes and didn’t really like the whole “quirky”/ “not-like-other-girls” angle they tried do with jess but i gave it another try two days ago ITS GOTTEN SO MUCH better. this show is literally so comforting it is kinda like b99 in that way why has no one ever told me to watch this ? i am so invested in nick x jess and had to spoil it for myself by looking at edits until i get to the real thing !! also i love cece and schmidtt but sometimes i feel like she really uses him and wants everything on her own terms. i rlly hope she becomes less selfish if they last...