ari. @loverboyari - Tumblr Blog

i don't know what to say anymore.

i dont know when to stop.

struggling to enjoy your holiday properly because there's nothing else for you to do but eat

it's not enough.

stay busy, stay hungry.

i hate that you've had such an effect on me and you don't even know it.

why is tumblr underlining everything i say in red ur ruining my vibe

war is over.

the way i look not matching the scale drives me fucking insane.

all i wanna be is better. do you think i like this too?

losing weight and seeing progress makes me so gassed LOL

went to the gym, saw my ex, he gave me the up and down and suddenly i have a new(old) gym crush!

I dont even want a relationship i just want someone to be obsessed with me.

told him i wasn't eating and he asked me if i had an ed and laughed fucking hell that's one way to get the ick

guys i dropped an entire kilogram/2.2 pounds FINALLY metabolism has fixed itself and im losing weight again

eating whilst being on tumblr is humbling

looking at thinspo and trying to ignore the fact that genetics will ensure i won't look like that even when i lose weight

cannot stress how much drinking water gets rid of my headache, stomach ache, cravings,

ari.