* LOSER / LOVER.

independent & very selective roleplay account for eddie kaspbrak from it (2017) / please read the guide before interacting / loved & written by sara.

[gaezebo-blog]

           independent  &  highly  selective  eddie  kaspbrak  from  it  ( 2017 )    /    written  by  sara

[gaezebo-blog]

           independent  &  highly  selective  eddie  kaspbrak  from  it  ( 2017 )    /    written  by  sara

[gaezebo-blog]

           independent  &  highly  selective  eddie  kaspbrak  from  it  ( 2017 )    /    written  by  sara

[gaezebo-blog]

           independent  &  highly  selective  eddie  kaspbrak  from  it  ( 2017 )    /    written  by  sara

[gaezebo-blog]

           independent  &  highly  selective  eddie  kaspbrak  from  it  ( 2017 )    /    written  by  sara

[lovercasted-a-blog]

i  lied  lmao.  im  making  a  new  account  &  starting  over.  anyone  who  still  wants  to  follow  me  can  hmu  if  they  want  the  new  blog  info  which  is  probs  gna  be  the  same  url  but  i  won’t  be  following back  as  many  ppl  if  ur  not  interested  in  actually  interacting  w  eds.

[lovercasted-a-blog]

.

[lovercasted-a-blog]

heyo.  plot  w  me  ...  talk  2  me  .  

[oaf-inactive]

[lovercasted-a-blog]

          ❛        –––      i  can’t  sleep  ,  okay  ?    IT’S  NOT  HAPPENING.        ❜

[lovercasted-a-blog]

.

[xbeautifulslay]

[lovercasted-a-blog]

.

[lovercasted-a-blog]

h unger  games  verse  w  the  losers  huh

[sayhikristen-deactivated2019032]

[lovercasted-a-blog]

          •     @thelocalnerds​         /         ❛        he  shoots    WEBS    out  of  his  hands.  he  can    jump  from  building  to  building.    he’s  a  freakin’    S U P E R H E R O  !    he’s  like  the  coolest  person  ever.      –––      here  !  look  at  this  video  i  found  of  him.    IT’S  SO  COOL.        ❜

[lovercasted-a-blog]

▌    «    /     getsbeeped:

that anger. that hostility. it’s real. legitimate. unlike the instances in which a harmless joke is told    (   one that might have irritated eddie enough to show through    ) ,    he can practically feel the stress radiating from his words. a look of genuine doubt —    oh,    or    is    it    G   U   I   L   T    ?   — briefly crosses richie’s face, but it’s quickly cut short, covered with an uncertain smile.    ❝   you’ve got that right.    ❞     he briefly addresses the accusation, response as sarcastic as ever.    ❝    sorry . i just really missed ya .   ❞     he says quietly, draping an arm over the other’s shoulder. he’s barely stepped foot outside the arcade since the argument   (    he wants so badly to forget it all    ) . he’s sure his friends think nothing more of it than an obsession with the    STREET    FIGHTER      machine    — & richie himself wants to think the exact same thing, although, in the back of his scattered mind, there’s always the splinter of worry, of    f   e   a   r    he must mask. INTERNALZIE. don’t forget. don’t forget about him. especially not you, eddie.    

   ❝   i’m sure you’ve missed me , too , right ?   ❞    a small giggle. don’t show it.     (    R I G H T … ?    )

          this  isn’t    B I L L  ,    who  was  the  very  reason  they’d  stepped  foot  into  neibolt.  this  isn’t    B E V  ,    who  volunteered  to  go  in  ,  yet  ended  up  staying  outside  ,  staying  safe.  it’s  not    B E N    or    M I K E  ,    the  boys  that  could  protect  them  ,  but  chose  to  step  back.  and  ,  this  certainly  wasn’t    S T A N  ,    who  was  right  from  the  very  start  about  how    insane    the  idea  was.    THIS  WAS  RICHIE.    this  was  the  only  boy  eddie  put  his  entire  trust  in.    they  know  each  other  too  well.    and  ,  he  knows  he  means  well.    JUST  TRYING  TO  HELP  !        ❛        yeah.        ❜        word  falls  through  downward  gaze  ,  casted  arm  failing  to  be  held  up  and  steady  as  the  kaspbrak  boy    hides  the  label    printed  so  nicely  in  black  ink  across  it.  he  hasn’t  had  his  chance  to  fix  it  quite  yet.

          ❛        i  missed  you  ,  too.        ❜        there’s  no  reason  to  lie  to  richie  ,  not  when  it’s    just  the  two  of  them.    throat  clears  ,  the  sudden  interest  in  picking  up  his  meds  seemingly  fading  more  and  more  with  each  step  closer  to  the  small  mart.        ❛        i’m  sorry  i  left  you  guys.        ❜        a  string  of  words  leaves  quickly  ,  a  thought  that  escaped  without  consent  from  his  brain  before  eddie  is    glancing  towards  the  other.    he  owes  an apology.    RICHIE  DIDN’T  DO  ANYTHING  WRONG.    yet  ,  eddie  had  managed  to  isolate  himself  from    everyone.    to  punish  everyone  for  his  own    straying  from  the  pack    while  inside  neibolt.