lιvιa вlacĸтнorn ;

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[lovesabers]

      ‘it is in my nature to be kind, gentle, and loving.. but know this, when it comes to matters of protecting my friends, my family, and my heart.. do not trifle with me. for i am also the most powerful relentless creature you will ever know.’

                      (  JULIAN, JULIAN. CARRY ME . )

[runedfae]

                     written by min.

[lovesabers]

continued from ∞ 

            those last few sentences that came out of her brother’s mouth were PAINFUL. he must have found out somehow --- about her and kieran, but they were so careful. why was he saying this to her? did he truly not t r u s t the unseelie prince that much, or did he perhaps still have feelings for him? livia thought mark despised kieran, that was what made her feel so sorry for the prince. was mark jealous? there was an ache in her heart, because the last thing she had ever meant to do was hurt him. however, kieran had swept her right off of her feet, she was so drawn to him, and could not imagine giving up the SPECIAL BOND that they shared. 

            ‘he would NEVER hurt me.’ although, she did not sound so sure. could this have all been a plan to make mark jealous, and win him back? livia gulped down thickly, and stumbled back against the wall. her gaze unable to meet her brother’s, while desperately trying to stay strong, and not let herself crumble right in front of him. when she was with kieran, n o t h i n g made her second guess what they had, nothing could make her believe that it was a lie, or that he would ever HURT her. but now, hearing mark’s words, she did not know what to think. 

            ‘you’re just saying this to tear us APART. you can’t stand to see him happy after all the damage you’ve done to his heart.’ she was clawing for the door even though she was nowhere near it, her mind spinning out of control. she could feel the hot tears surging down her cheeks, and wanted nothing more than to run out of there before anyone could see, but her legs had FAILED her, she dropped to her knees. hand came over parted lips, as she sobbed quietly --- surprised with the sudden burst of e m o t i o n that had escaped her.

@runedfae

[lovesabers]

i still can’t seem to grasp just how tragic her death was. the broken mortal sword went right through her heart. her beautiful delicate perfect heart. not chest, not stomach, HEART. her reaction when it happened was so heartbreaking, imagine all the things running through her head in those short final moments. she was in complete shock, and didn’t even see it coming. when she touched the hilt of the sword and finally realized what had happened, i was sobbing. her last words were so painful --- ty just ty, everything ty, because nobody will ever begin to understand just how much love these two had for each other. it hurts so bad. & the worst part for me was how she was dead before she even hit the ground. there was so much blood, her blood. god, just make it stop. i don’t want to think about the cruel reality of it all. please excuse me while i try to go find my happy place.

[lovesabers]

it really gets to me sometimes when i think about livia’s death. we’ll never get the chance to see her grow up --- in twp she would have been about eighteen years old. we’ll never get to see her fall in love, or ever again interact with her twin or any of her siblings. we’ll never get to see her get married, or run an institute like she said she wanted to in the future when she was older. no more kit, ty, and livvy --- i adored the three of them together so much. they would have made such a kick ass team in twp. also, thinking about the huge negative effect this will have on ty just leaves me shattered to pieces. he agreed on being her parabatai, for goodness sake. i still can’t seem to wrap my head around the fact that she’s really gone. it’s so painful for me. there was just so much potential with her character, she was extraordinary, and to just have her ripped away like that --- hurts so so much. 

just a reminder for anyone who roleplays with me, or would like to rp with me, my livia is eighteen years old. i couldn’t just have her story end like that, i need more, and that was my main reason for roleplaying this character. i adore her like no other. 

[lovesabers]

“i have to end this now before it escalates into you being hurt.” ( let's have some angst! )

        big bright orbs stared up at him in c o n f u s i o n, as if not being able to process those heart shattering words…. i have to end this now. her breathing was UNEVEN, while feeling as if the wind had just been knocked right out of her. ‘kieran — don’t do this. don’t ruin what we have because you’re AFRAID. the only way i’ll be hurt is if you go through with this.’ fingers curled around his shirt in desperation. livvy couldn’t bear the thought of losing him, especially not when things were finally beginning to make s e n s e for them. ‘kier please…. just think over what you’re about to do.’ 

[elf-shot]

тнєяє ωαѕ вєαυту ιи тнє ι∂єα σf fяєє∂σм… вυт ιт ωαѕ αи ｉｌｌｕｓｉｏｎ

єνєяу нυмαи нєαят ωαѕ ｃｈａｉｎｅｄ ву ｌｏｖｅ

[lovesabers]

“i’m sorry.” [ from Dru ]

              livia swallowed down thickly — as much as she wanted to be UPSET with her little sister, she simply could not. ‘dru, this wasn’t entirely your fault. you just have to be more c a r e f u l next time, okay?’ fingers gently brushed back a few strands of hair that had stuck against drusilla’s cheek. everyone was SAFE, and that’s all that mattered.

[melamemea]

don’t let me go//let me go.

for the painful part .

“please… i’m scared.”

“i need you to say it —”

“please say you love me”

“don’t let go”

“don’t give up on me”

“don’t give up on us”

“please call me back”

“i never meant for this to happen”

“i didn’t — intend to say that”

“no! you got it all wrong” 

“i—”

“please… please don’t leave me”

“you can’t — mean that…”

“why are you saying all this?!”

“what does that mean!?”

“why are you — telling me this now —”

“what… ? i don’t… understand?”

“was it – something i said…?”

“was it – something i did…?”

“please, talk to me.”

“please – tell me what’s wrong”

“please, please just  — listen to me!”

“that’s not what i said!”

“what i meant was (…)”

“are you – leaving me…?”

“you – … no — not you too, no, please…”

“you’re all i have – please don’t do this…”

for the also painful part.

“i think it’s best if we stop here.”

“i had fun but – i just can’t do this anymore.”

“i don’t feel the same way you do.”

“it’s — it’s not you, it’s me and… i don’t love you.”

“it’s over, okay?”

“i have to end this now before it escalates into you being hurt.”

“this isn’t easy for me either, but we’re just — different.”

“we’re not at the same page right now, I can’t do this.”

“i can’t live like this anymore.”

“i can’t do this anymore.”

“it feels fake from my side. i can’t lie to you anymore.”

“i don’t want to hurt you anymore.”

“i said that… it’s over.”

“i need a break. we need a break…”

“we have to stop, please.”

“i can’t give you want you want. i’m sorry.”

“i’m sorry.”

“i’m sorry i wasted your time.”

“i don’t love you, i never did —”

“we’re just not meant to be, okay?”

“this is not meant to be.”

“i need to leave.”

“you have to let me go.”

[ginvraweasel]

THE BLACKTHORN TWINS — the protector &&. the seeker

Livvy burst back into the room, her brown hair flying. “Let him go!” A seraph blade appeared in her hand, already beginning to glow. She spoke to Mark through gritted teeth, as if she’d never met him. As if she hadn’t been carrying a patchwork quilt for him through the Institute only moments before. “If you hurt Tiberius, I’ll kill you. I don’t care if you’re Mark, I’ll kill you.”

[booookish-deactivated20220207]

“there’s a legend about that clock.

for a second, when it chimes,

the gates to heaven open.”

[elfbolt-blog]

                  he   has   so   much      L I G H T       that   the   flowers   grow   toward  him.

                                           still  under  construction.       //     art  cred.

[lovesabers]

•◦乀 KIERAN .

                   The WARMTH of Livia’s touch was more than welcomed after they crossed the border to Faerie. Despite his assertion that everything would be alright, he could not help the twinge of concern that pinched his heart when his bare feet touched the rich green grass. He made sure that the Unseelie Court was no where near them, but Faerie was TREACHEROUS. Nevertheless, he’d wanted to show Livia his heart’s home, the freedomthat came with it and the undeniable BEAUTY of the land. ❛ Don’t worry, Livia ❜, he breathed with a disarming smile and pulled her closer ; his eyes reflecting the stars above them. ❛ I will make sure that nothing happens to you. Now come. I want to show you something. ❜

         petite hands gently pressed against his chest as she was pulled in CLOSER. an adoring smile appeared upon smooth lips, as blue-green orbs stared up at the other in admiration. he truly was a sight for sore eyes, and livia could not contain the happiness she felt deep within her heart whenever kieran was around. they fit together so p e r f e c t l y, despite what others might have thought. he truly understood her, and brought out her better side, while she did the exact same in return. ‘i TRUST you, kieran.’ hand reached up and pressed against his cheek, while fingers brushed passed his soft skin. he seemed so eager over whatever it was that he wanted to show her. they walked hand in hand, livia gazing around in a w e, taking in the breathless views of faerie. it was much more beautiful in person. 

[merrittpattersondaily]

[losthercndale-blog]

“do it. i dare you.”

◆ —— five word prompts.

herondales couldn’t resist a challenge.

they had been sparring, with livvy deciding that she was going to teach kit to fight. he had thought it was kind of funny, not because she was a girl, but because she thought he couldn’t fight.                                  well, she hadn’t been wrong. livia had knocked him on his rear at least a dozen times, that if it weren’t for healing runes, he would probably have called it quits by now. they had been at it for what might have been an hour, kit bruised and sore in places he didn’t think he could be sore in, hair sticking to his forehead and the back of his neck with sweat, and livvy, covered in a light sheen of sweat and panting, grinning up at him from beneath him after he had finally brought her down.          "see, that wasn’t so hard, right?“ she asked, her hands resting at kit’s elbows. slowly her hands trailed up his arms and danced across his shoulders. his gaze followed their movement before he looked at her, brow raised.          "no, of course not. i only lost some of my pride on my way here.” the corners of his mouth twitched as he fought a grin. she rolled her eyes, her fingers locking in damp, golden curls. for a moment, neither dared to move, neither making a sound except for their breathing, and then the stillness was over. she had pulled him down and he gave no resistance, pressing his mouth over hers. the kiss tasted like salt and eagerness, and he welcomed it. kit lowered himself, pressing himself against livia as she wrapped her legs around his waist, pulling him even closer. if training ended like this every time, he wouldn’t mind spending countless hours here with livia.

lovesabers

[lovesabers]

“i just can’t stop thinking about you.”

                  a loving smile graced her s o f t lips, while fingers brushed against his cheek. ‘then DON’T ever stop.’ she leaned in, pressing her mouth to his, while tasting the sweet intoxicating bliss that his lips encompassed. she was h o o k e d, like an addict to a drug.