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         this is a 1 x 1 sideblog ! please do not follow unless you’re my ship partner.

[dingyuxi]

LEE DO HYUN ft. Corgi — DAZED (2020) 

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daechwitc​:

plotted starter for @whaliehn​

her entire life there was always one thing she’d known for sure and that was the fact men were cruel creatures, selfish and hungry. especially rich men, they truly believed they could take anything they wanted. ever since she was old enough, the vipers had used winter as a lure for these many men, who found themselves entrapped by the beauty of a young woman, someone they believed they could control until the second she’d taken away their lives all she’d known was that, men were untrustworthy. being free hadn’t changed too much for her, she knew the men within her group were good men but — she still didn’t have that much faith in the outside world. though the only targets on her mind were those of the vipers, her people still needed money to get by in life so they could buy food and clothing for themselves, and so she decided to use that to her advantage…stealing from her targets and trapping those who deserved it. however, this particular one was much harder to crack, she’d met him through another one of her targets and they’d been on a few “dates” since. she found him rather strange as he didn’t ask to sleep together right away, or tell her he had a wife so they’d have to meet in secret…he was kind, but that only made her more suspicious of him. however, tonight seemed to be different when he finally asked her if she’d like to stop by his place tonight, of course she agreed wondering to her self if this was the moment she needed to do her job. “i can’t believe i haven’t seen your place yet” she mumbled, humming a bit to herself as they sat in the car on the way to his home. 

                        all  his  life   ,   he  dedicated  it  to  working  extra  hard  just  so  he  can  send  his  daughter  to  a  really  nice  school   ,   give  her  good  education   ,   clothes  to  keep  her  warm   ,   food  to  eat   ,   and  a  shelter  that  can  protect  her.   ever  since  they  were  left  behind  by  his  ex  -  girlfriend   ,   that’s  all  that  jihyun  does.   his  colleagues  would  tease  him  that  he  has  no  life  because  instead  of  spending  his  friday  night  at  a  bar   ,   getting  one  night  stands   ,   or  going  out  on  dates   ,   he  spends  it  by  reading  his  daughter  some  bed  time  stories.   so  when  someone  who  he  thinks  is  deserving  his  attention  was  introduced  to  him   ,   he  figured  out  that  perhaps  it’s  finally  time  to  date  again.   on  nights  where  he’ll  go  out  on  a  date  with  her  after  work   ,   he  would  have  her  mother  babysit  his  daughter  from  the  time  being.   however  tonight   ,   his  mother  needed  to  get  home  early.   yet  it’s  too  early  to  end  the  date  that’s  why  he  asked  her  to  come  over.     “   ahh   ,   it’s  because  uh  .  .  .    i  haven’t  mentioned  you  yet  about  my  daughter.   i  was  afraid  you’d  stop  seeing  me  if  i  told  you  that  during  the  early  stages  of  us  going  out.   that’s  why  i  haven’t  brought  you  home.   because  my  mom’s  watching  over  her.   ”     he  simply  states   ,   parking  his  car  at  the  basement  of  his  apartment.     “   you’re  alright  with  meeting  her   ,   right   ?   i  think  she’s  about  to  sleep  anyway.   ”

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daechwitc​:

plotted starter for @whaliehn

the small male pouted to himself a little as he sat on the wooden floor of their tiny home. eyes starting at the clock on his phone, it had been almost an hour since sejun was supposed to be home from work, and he hadn’t been picking up his phone the entire time. anyone who knew artie knew he tended to worry about nearly everything, even things that might’ve seemed so small — this on the other hand, to him at least seemed a bit huge. what if something had happened? or what if sejun had forgotten all about it…why wasn’t he picking up his phone? the tears grew in his eyes as he hugged the stuffed toy in his arms until he finally heard the door open. “oh teddy, look who finally remembered he had a boyfriend at home!” he said in a bit of a petty pout.

                       he’s  been  working  a  little  bit  too  late  for  the  past  few  days.   and  since  they’re  on  their  third  year  in  college   ,   everything’s  stressing  him  out.   from  the  bills   ,   to  his  academics.   he  needs  to  make  sure  to  meet  the  deadline  of  his  requirements  whilst  paying  the  bills  on  time.   that  means   ,   he  has  to  work  extra  hard  on  his  part  time  jobs  WHILE  working  his  projects  and  plates  for  his  course’s  requirements.   it’s  the  finals  and  sejun’s  been  working  twice  as  hard.   the  man  barely  gets  some  sleep.   and  since  he  needs  the  extra  crash   ,   he’s  been  working  over  time  that  he  actually  falls  asleep  on  the  bus  on  his  way  home.   but  when  he  got  home   ,   he  finds  a  pouty  little  chick  curled  up  on  their  bed   ,   visibly  upset  that  he  wasn’t  picking  up.   sejun  groaned  in  annoyance  mostly  to  himself  because  he  hates  making  him  worry.     “   baby   ,   i’m  so  sorry.   i  fell  asleep  on  the  bus.   i  was  so  tired.   ”     he  explains   ,   curling  up  next  to  him  with  his  dirty  clothes.

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daechwitc​:

plotted starter for @whaliehn

it wasn’t something he was exactly proud of, the life he was living before and the life he was forced to live now weren’t exactly ideal. however, it was something he also had no control over…ever since he started gaining back his memories atlas was on a mission to change his life & change a future for other kids who may or may not be brought up into the project, taken away from their families and forced to become soldiers in a life they were never meant to live. however, the only way he could do that was making sure that the project was destroyed & the vipers were prepared to stand down. a deep sigh falls past his lips as he stood over the hooded person before him, strapped down to a chair surrounded in a mostly empty room. the son of a married couple who also happened to be vipers themselves, he who seemed to be so well cherished by his parents. atlas had no intentions on hurting the boy…no he just needed to use him for a little while as leverage against his parents. gently taking the hood of his head he tosses it to the side as dark eyes looked down at the male. ‘look, i wanna get  through this as clean as possible — so as long as you behave we won’t have a problem”

                       soobin  never  thought  he’ll  find  himself  in  this  moment  once  again.   last  time  he  was  kidnapped   ,   or  at  least  he  thinks  he  was  since  that’s  what  mostly  his  memories  show  him   ,   was  when  he  was  just  a  small  little  boy.   that  could  all  be  in  his  head  ever  since  finding  out  what  his  parents  have  been  doing  to  these  kids.   there  are  times  where  he’ll  think   ,   it’s  just  a  bad  dream  because  his  parents  literally  give  everything  to  him.   good  clothes   ,   good  education   ,   good  food.   so  he  wouldn’t  think  that  he’s  actually  kidnapped  as  a  kid.   yeah   ,   that  seems  to  be  a  better  excuse.   he  feels  bad  for  the  kids  being  separated  from  his  parents   ,   and  as  much  as  he  wants  to  save  all  of  them  and  bring  them  back  home   ,   he  doesn’t  have  the  power.   he’s  merely  a  child  watching  on  the  sidelines.   yet   ,   everything  that’s  happening  to  him  right  now  still  seems  oddly  familiar.   like  he’s  been  through  this  before.   he  panics   ,   but  he  doesn’t  show  much  of  it.   he  doesn’t  want  to  give  his  kidnapper  the  satisfaction  of  his  actions.   when  the  bag’s  been  lifted    ,   he  can  see  his  kidnapper’s  face  more  clearly.   to  his  shock   ,   it’s  a  familiar  face.   half  of  him  feels  relieved   ,   yet  the  other  half  is  scared  for  his  life  because  he  knows  men  like  him  are  lethal.     “   what  do  you  want  with  me   ?   i  haven’t  done  anything  to  you.   ”

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daechwitc​:

plotted starter for @whaliehn

   zero had adapted to his new life pretty well some would say, and that wasn’t exactly uncommon. he’d always been good at it…getting used to life around him as it changed, adapting and surviving. now that he was a little bit more of a free man he soon learned that to live life you needed to earn money and make a proper income, not to mention he had more than just his own mouth to feed and to do so he needed to make enough money that he could actually do what he had to do & it wasn’t long until zero had taken an interest in gaming, mostly horror games. though, they didn’t exactly scare him that much, real life was fucked up enough but he enjoyed the stories and seeing what happened. it wasn’t long until the young male had gained a little bit of a large following, to the point he was able to start making a decent amount of money. however, what he didn’t really expect was what happened when he met a boy named skylark.

it had started off as a seemingly normal friendship, he’d taken a notice to the male as he found himself in a lot of zero’s streams, and they began talking. the guy seemed cute, someone he could talk to who was actually normal and seemed to actually like zero even if it was through a computer screen. it went on for awhile up, talking…maybe some mild flirting here and there, up until the moment zero had gotten up the courage to ask the other male to come see him in person. “you know we don’t even live that far away from each other so i don’t know why we haven’t spent time together…you know off the screen and such” he chuckled softly as he looked at the other through the camera, smiling a bit shyly. “i think you should come here and see me”

                        skylark  has  zero  interests  in  gaming.   he  has  no  idea  how  they  do  it   ,   why  they  go  on  livestreams   ,   and  why  everyone  seems  to  love  watching  them.   and  his  whole  life   ,   he’s  ignored  a  handful  of  them  even  if  his  friends  would  talk  about  it  all  the  time.    however  one  time   ,   while  scrolling  through  his  sns   ,   he  found  this  edit  of  a  handsome  man  gaming.   the  edit  was  rather  soft  and  he  can  tell  that  the  user  was  a  fan  of  the  man   ,   but  everything  in  that  video  was  supposed  to  scream  soft.   thus  the  reason  why  he  started  watching  his  videos  and  found  out  his  genre  of  gaming  is  mostly  on  horror.   although  sky  can’t  tolerate  that  genre  at  all   ,   he  decided  to  keep  on  and  watch  him  just  to  see  that  handsome  face  with  a  bunny  smile.   it’s  honestly  what  keeps  him  doing  in  this  life. 

it’s  literally  been  awhile  since  he  took  initiative  of  making  an  account  just  so  he  can  be  able  to  talk  to  him  out  of  hundreds  or  thousands  of  users  trying  to.   he  had  to  ask  other  users  how  to  be  noticed  by  a  popular  gamers.   and  somehow   ,   all  the  tips  tthey  gave  him  seemed  to  work  on  him.   because  in  less  than  a  month   ,   he  became  friends  with  his  gamer  crush.   yeah   ,   sky’s  not  going  to  deny  that  he’s  attracted  to  him  and  the  way  he  smiles.   when  the  younger  took  courage  into  asking  him  in  the  middle  of  their  video  chat   ,   sky  had  to  fight  back  his  smile.   thankfully   ,   the  blush  forming  on  his  cheeks  isn’t  that  obvious  against  the  screen.     “   that  sounds  like  a  great  idea.   ”     he  simply  mumbles  with  a  small  smile  curling  upon  his  plump  lips.     “   i  just  don’t’  wanna  overstep  some  boundaries  because   ,   you’re  well  known  and  i’m  ahh  .  .  .   well   ,   i’m  just  an  audience.   ”

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daechwitc​:

   eleven was never that much of a fighter, let alone a killer. she didn’t see the need on having blood on her hands when it was much easier to gain information and secrets about the targets — and put them in a position where they’d be forced to comply to any demands she had. she was a hacker & she was damn good at it too, better than any viper who trained her. so, when the war against the projects and the viper began atlas had chosen eleven to be his top hacker, get any information she can to lure the targets and get what they needed to further destroy the project and everyone who’d been involved or even related to them. her current mission, the son of two elite vipers, very well known hackers who probably played a part in her own training. thankfully for her, it wasn’t exactly hard to get him into a position where she could blackmail him, you see — he was very unhappy it seemed, of course being in arranged relationship with a girlfriend who seemed so wicked and mean would probably make anyone pretty miserable. if he were anyone else she may feel bad for him but instead this was an opportunity. it seemed to have taken the poor boy awhile to realize what was happening, until finally that number lights up on her computer screen & after inserting the voice changer she hits answer. “well, it took you long enough hasn’t it?….are you enjoying all your gifts? i know you must be, you haven’t exactly been getting much excitement out of that sad little relationship”

                          the  moment  he  hears  the  voice  on  the  other  line   ,   he  can  feel  his  hair  rising  at  the  sound  of  their  voice.    sure   ,   it’s  just  a  computer  generated  audio   ,   or  whatever  the  heck  it  is   ,   but  it  still  creeps  him  out  how  much  the  other  person  seems  to  know  about  him  and  everything  he  does.   hyuk  can’t  help  but  freeze  right  on  the  spot  when  they  started  talking  about  the  gifts  and  his  relationship   ,   eyes  widen  in  fear  because  the  person  on  the  other  line  might  be  a  potential  blackmailer  if  they  know  this  much.   he  can’t  bring  himself  to  talk.   his  mind  spinning  at  the  thought  that  her  girlfriend  might  catch  him  and  end  the  possible  agreement  they  have  with  his  parents.   truth  be  told   ,   he  has  no  idea  which  one  he’s  more  afraid  of.   his  girlfriend  finding  out  or  the  punishments  his  parents  might  give  him  when  they  find  out  about  it.     “   if  you  don’t  stop  with  this  non  -  sense   ,   i  will  not  hesitate  to  call  the  police  right  now.   ”     he  will  hesitate.   mainly  because  involving  the  police  means  involving  the  ones  close  to  him.   especially  his  girlfriend  and  his  parents.     “   what  do  you  want   ?   and  why  are  you  snooping  around  my  phone  and  private  life   ?   that’s  invading  my  privacy.   ”

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daechwitc​:

   ever since jules was a young boy he loved the idea of space, the plants, the stars….the world beyond their own always made his heart race in ways that were simply unexplainable to the normal person he also really loved robots, he loved the idea of a world that would one day be capable of making human like machines to do things that the normal everyday man could not. so, from a young age he had made it his life's mission to turn his love into his life's work. and that’s exactly what he did. he soft hum fell past his lips, adding the finishing touches to the android..it had been years in the making, and he was finally here, he had made the perfect man. one in which his team planned to send up to space, dark eyes widen as he turns on, looking around the room as a boxy smile tugs at the corners of his lips. “oh my god this is amazing i—” he tried to contain himself, nodding at the words spoken to him as he hummed. “HB97 it’s nice to finally meet you, i’m jules….i’m your creator” 

                        the  first  movement  he  noticed  is  the  one  being  performed  by  the  man  before  him.   he  should  definitely  add  that  on  things  that  he  should  learn  since  he  has  an  idea  that  he  should  mimic  their  movements  since  that’s  what  he’s  mostly  made  off  beside  the  scientific  research.   curious  doe  eyes  tilts  its  head  lightly  when  he  studies  the  way  the  human’s  lips  stretched  up  into  a  boxy  smile   ,   brow  twitching  at  his  movements  before  he  finds  himself  nodding.     “   jules  .  .  .   ”     he  repeats  the  name  in  his  lips   ,   one  that  he’ll  remember  and  treasure  in  his  journey.   jules.   his  creator.   the  man  before  him  made  it  possible  for  him  to  live  and  talk  like  a  regular  human  being.     “   please  to  meet  you   ,   jules.   i’ll  be  looking  forward  to  working  with  you   ,   my  creator.   ”     he  starts   ,   once  again  looking  around  the  room  for  tasks  to  do.     “   why  did  you  switch  me  on   ?   do  i  have  anything  to  do  for  you   ?   ”

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daechwitc​:

     for as long as he could remember autumn always found a fascination with the life of a simple human being.  he liked the idea of doing laundry or watching movies,  he loved coffee shops and books. and so ever since he & his people had finally escaped and were finally free to do as they pleased, he’d taken a particular interest in something known as an animal cafe,  they sold drinks & let you pet all thee cute cats & dogs and so atlas would send autumn with enough money to buy himself a drink and spend the day with the sweet animals inside the cute little building. a soft hum fell past his lips, sitting down on one of the pillows as he gently pet the small orange cat in front of him, asking her about her day and giving her all of his attention. this wasn’t unusual for the young male, after all the only reason he’d ever come here was for the pets and the yummy drinks…but he didn’t really have an interest in talking to people, cause though their lives and odd habits had taken his interest — he didn’t exactly trust anyone, people could sometimes be a little dangerous and he wasn’t really sure how he had felt about it. his fingers move through the cats fluffy coat, lost in thought when suddenly a figure stood up near him, eyes looking at the other with a rather curious expression. “o-on the house?” he tilted his head looking down at the milkshake and sandwich as he bit down on his lower lip. “what do i have to do for it?” he asked, the young male had never really heard of the term on the house, nor had he known anyone to treat him so kindly.

                        the  moment  his  dark  hues  landed  on  him   ,   he  can’t  help  but  smile  softly  at  the  sight.   since  his  shift  was  about  to  end  anyway   ,   he  can  take  this  time  to  get  to  know  the  same  man  who’s  been  visiting  the  cafe  non  stop  just  so  he  can  talk  to  all  of  the  pets.   dark  curly  locks  covers  his  sight  that  he  has  to  push  it  aside  to  see  his  expression  more  clearly.   haru  shakes  his  head  when  the  other  seems  to  be  suspicious  of  his  nice  acts.   not  that  haru  blames  him  though.   but  they  both  know  he’s  been  letting  the  man  hang  out  here  and  interact  with  the  pets  first  even  if  it’s  in  their  policy  that  they  should  order  first.   he  sits  down  on  the  floor  with  him   ,   shaking  his  head  with  a  small  smile  whilst  he  lets  the  orange  furred  cat  walk  over  to  him.     “   you  don’t  have  to  do  anything   ?   you  haven’t  really  ordered  yet  and  i  thought  to  just  hand  these  over  to  you.   you  don’t  have  to  pay.   you  showed  more  love  and  attentions  to  the  cats  here  more  than  anyone.   they  would  usually  go  for  the  dogs.   ”     he  simply  smiles  at  him   ,   petting  the  little  fury  on  his  lap  before  averting  his  gaze  on  him.     “   please  don’t  look  at  me  like  that.   i’m  not  a  bad  person.   i  work  here   .  .  .   just  in  case  you  haven’t  noticed.   and  soon   ,   i’ll  be  the  owner  of  this  place.   ”     he  doesn’t  mean  to  brag  that  much   ,   he  simply  wants  the  male  to  get  comfortable  around  him  since  he  looks  like  he’s  been  through  a  lot.

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                        haru  really  isn’t  normally  shy.   in  the  cafe   ,   he’s  one  of  the  friendliest  and  top  employees  that  they  could  rely  on.   he’s  simply  the  best  of  the  best.   that’s  why  his  boss  promised  him  that  he’ll  be  giving  him  the  cafe  someday.   he’s  known  to  be  the  only  person  who  gets  to  interact  best  with  their  customers.   however   ,   there’s  one  customer  who  changed  that.   not  completely  change  but   ,   someone  who  broke  that  record  of  him  being  the  most  approachable  employee.   he  noticed  the  way  he  went  to  the  animals  first  before  ordering  a  drink.   normally   ,   people  would  order  a  drink  first  before  interacting  with  the  cats  and  dogs.   however   ,   he’s  different  from  most  people.   haru  also  noticed  how  he  would  take  the  cheapest  drink  in  there  and  goes  straight  to  the  pets.   he  tries  to  understand  him   ,   especially  that  one  time  he  enters  the  cafe  and  he’s  wearing  this  cute  sweaterpaw   ,   but  the  scar  marks  on  his  back  are  not  completely  hidden  from  view.   since  then   ,   he  adjusts.   although  it’s  not  obvious   ,   he  has  a  sudden  soft  spot  for  the  loyal  costumer.   one  night   ,   when  the  staffs  are  few  and  the  customers  are  few   ,   and  the  same  boy’s  still  there  interacting  with  some  cats   ,   he  took  the  opportunity  to  approach  him  and  feed  him  some  more.    “   to  our  loyal  customer   ,   here’s  a  strawberry  milkshake  for  you.   it’s  on  the  house   ,   don’t  worry.   oh   ,   have  some  club  sandwich  as  well.   ”    he  offers   ,   sliding  the  meal  over  to  him  and  the  cat.    @daechwitc​.

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                        the  first  thing  that  he  sees  when  he  opens  his  eyes  is  a  figure  of  another  man  who  seems  to  be  staring  at  him  in  awe.   his  doe  eyes  however   ,   doesn’t  linger  on  him  for  way  too  long  and  starts  scanning  the  room   ,   the  light  taking  in  as  his  eyes  scans  the  white  objects  surrounding  them.   he  only  tilts  his  head  to  the  side  when  his  gaze  turns  back  to  the  male  right  in  front  of  him.   since  he  was  built  to  be  smart   ,   he  assumes  that  he  must  be  his  creator.   since  he’s  programmed   ,   his  instinct  is  to  introduce  himself  the  best  way  that  he  can.     “   hello.   my  name  is  HB97.   i  will  be  looking  forward  to  working  with  you.   ”    he  merely  states   ,   his  posture  straightened  yet  there’s  no  expression  etched  on  his  features.     @daechwitc​.

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               it  really  comes  to  him  as  a  confusion  whenever  there’s  something  wrong  going  on  with  his  phone.   lately   ,   he  would  find  weird  things  on  his  search  bar.   sometimes   ,   he  would  find  texts  he’s  seen  before  deleted.   then   ,   more  adult  items  he  don’t  recall  of  buying  appears  on  his  door  step  and  he’s  starting  to  think  that  he’s  hacked.   however   ,   when  he  contacts  the  store   ,   they  confirmed  all  payment  came  from  his  phone  alone.   so  he  believed  it  for  awhile   ,   until  one  morning   ,   he  starts  getting  text  messages  from  an  unknown  number  saying  that  they  know  all  his  secrets  starting  from  his  how  he’s  been  buying  adult  toys  to  replace  his  girlfriend  with.   and  of  course   ,   how  terrible  he  thinks  of  the  girl  he’s  dating.   that  immediately  causes  him  to  panic  because  first   ,   he  doesn’t  want  his  girlfriend  to  know  all  about  the  shit  he’s  been  talking  about  her.   second   ,   his  parents  wouldn’t  like  the  idea  that  he’s  destroying  a  good  relationship  of  a  potential  partner.   so  terrified  of  all  the  possibilities  that  might  happen   ,   he  immediately  calls  the  number   ,   waiting  for  them  to  respond  just  so  he  can  negotiate.   @daechwitc​.

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dicnysus​:

   he hissed loudly at the way the other began to press the ointment against his already painful wound. eyes looking up at the older male who seemed shaken up just from seeing him this way…however, it wasn’t even that bad was it? he’d live at least and he came out of it not looking like a total fool. he shakes his head some at jinwoo’s words, frowning as he went on to scold him and complain about the fact eric didn’t run away. “i wasn’t being stupid! if i didn’t stand up for myself he would’ve tried to hurt me again…or hurt you which is worse than getting a little beating. i’m fine arent i? i came back in one piece” he shakes his head. fingers moving through his own hair in frustration as a soft sigh had fallen past his lips. he reached for his food, taking a few bites with almost a bit of a pout on his lips. “i don’t know why you’re so upset…i wasn’t even the one who started the fight with those guys”  @whaliehn​

                    jinwoo  isn’t  even  scared  of  facing  the  men  that  would  hurt  his  boyfriend  because  of  work.   the  guy’s  obviously  a  pussy  but  he  knows  that  eric  shouldn’t  have  engaged  with  him.   it’s  annoying  how  he’d  let  himself  be  beaten  up  like  this  by  a  nobody.   then  again   ,   as   a  boyfriend   ,   jinwoo  would  never  let  this  happen  again.   so   ,   he  immediately  texts  a  gang  to  find  something  out  for  him.   like   ,   going  to  the  place  where  it  happened   ,   checking  the  cctv  footages  and  finding  out  the  men  who  did  this  to  his  boyfriend  so  that  they’d  learn  their  lesson.   once  he’s  done  letting  the  gang  know  of  what  they  should  do   ,   he  turns  to  face  his  boyfriend  and  shoots  him  a  glare.     “   never  do  it  again   ,   eric.   unless  it’s  for  your  work.   never  engage  in  a  fight.   do  you  want  me  to  worry  like  this   ?   ”    he  groans   ,   eating  his  food  angrily.    “   still.   what  if  they  brought  a  knife  and  stabbed  you   ?   ”

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dicnysus​:

the younger just wanted to feel like he could do something for once in his life, he was always told he couldn’t and it made him feel a bit small. he knew sejun wasn’t like that, he was just protective and maybe a little possessive when it came to artie, he understood that but he also couldn’t let that go on forever, it would drive the small male crazy to think sejun had to do everything. he grins brightly at the others words, giggling a bit. “cooking together…it’s going to be so romantic” he teased, taking a bite of his food despite feeling sejun’s eyes still on him. nodding along when the older finally agreed to let off just a little bit and give artemis some room to grow and then sejun’s next words came out and it confirmed what he already assumed…he was worried not just for artie but he also worried about for what might happen, the younger shakes his head as he reached out for the older males hand as to give it a small squeeze. “if you think me getting a job and meeting new people is going to change how i feel about you, you haven’t paid much attention hyung…in school i used to doodle pictures of us holding hands or just of your cute face and putting your name in giant hearts. my notebook was like full of my crush on you, i used to hide it under my pillow hoping you’d never find it and dreaming of what it would be like to kiss you and go on dates with you. maybe im obsessed, it’s okay though because i’m never going to look at a single boy the way i look at you. i just want to get a job so i can help out more around the house, maybe finally adopt a cat now that we have our place” 

                    sejun  knows  that  he’s  ready  for  this  life  with  artie.   it’s  going  to  take  a  lot  of  work  and  patience  but  he  would  never  prefer  it  on  another  way.   it’s  either  artie  and  him  against  the  world  or  none.   there’s  no  other  person  out  there  that  he’ll  spend  the  rest  of  his  life  with  learning  for  something  new  and  figuring  our  their  life  together.   he  almost  feels  so  guilty  for  baby  -  ing  his  boyfriend  so  much.   he  knows  he’s  a  grown  adult  who  can  do  things  on  his  own.   perhaps  he’s  just  scared  of  what  his  mother  would  tell  him  if  she  finds  out  he  hasn’t  been  taking  full  care  of  artie.   but  at  the  same  time   ,   he  believes  his  lover  can  do  things  on  his  own.     “   if  you  want   ,   i  can  do  the  grocery  shopping  and  you  can  do  all  the  cooking.   then  i’ll  watch  you  cook  from  our  couch  and  fall  in  love  with  you  all  over  again.   ”     he  smiles  warmly   ,   flashing  a  small  smile  at  his  way.     the  younger’s  next  statements  puts  a  huge  gummy  smile  on  his  face  that  he  has  to  cover  his  cheeks  with  his  slender  hands  to   stop  himself  from  blushing  too  wildly.     “   now  i’m  curious  if  you  brought  that  notebook  here  with  us.   i  want  to  see  how  you  doodle  me  and   our  names  together.   ”     he  teases   ,   eventually  finishing  his  food  with  a  small  smile.     “   but  okay   ,   baby.   i  have  no  problems  if  you  look  for  a  job  right  after  you  graduate.   just  not  now.   if  you’re  going  to  do  something   ,   make  sure  you  won’t  get  distracted  from  your  studies.   ”

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starter  for  @fxrgottcn​   !

                “   you’re  sleeping  over.   i  won’t  let  you  go  around  this  time.   ”     hyeri  is  fully  aware  that  the  man  before  her  is  a  grown  ass  man  who  is  capable  of  defending  himself  against  what  lurks  in  the  darkness  of  the  night.   perhaps   ,   she’s  merely  looking  for  other  reasons  to  make  alex  stay.   she’s  not  very  sneaky.   it’s  clear  as  day  that  she  doesn’t  want  him  to  leave  just  yet.   she  tries  a  little  harder  though  at  making  lame  excuses.     “   what  if  there  are  people  who  wants  to  mug  you  and  stabs  you.   you  have  no  idea  what’s  out  there.   sure   ,   you  can  fight  with  your  hands  but  when  they’re  holding  something  lethal   ,   you  should  know  better.   ”     hyeri  tries  again   ,   although  most  of  the  stuff  she  said  are  true.   as  someone  who’s  been  working  along  with  a  gang   ,   the  femme  is  familiar  about  all  the  other  gangs  that  lurks  the  city  at  night.    “   so  stay  and  just  sleep  with  me.   ”

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dicnysus​:

all he wanted was to be treated like an equal, and for sejun not to have to see him as the little kid who used to follow him around everywhere, holding onto the back of his shirt behind him. he was almost 20 now and was able to skip the last year of high school so he could join his boyfriend in college, he knew he was smart enough. a happy smile extended over his lips. “you mean to tell me that i get to be in the kitchen with you right next to me? and cook for you? sounds like the perfect plan” he smirked, artemis wasn’t going to hide the fact he loved the excuse to have more of sejun’s attention in fact he was looking forward to it. he listened to the males words, nodding slowly at his words “i don’t want to stop you from worrying hyung, i just want you to see me as your adult boyfriend, not like im a little kid anymore. i know you promised eomma and you’re maybe over protective because of what happened with my dad, but i promise i’m not as helpless as i might seem, im mature now” he grinned happily. “i want you to see me as someone you can see as your equal, sometimes i worry if im just a little brother to you” he pouts holding the males hands. “no more doing things on your own! we are  team”

               despite  disagreeing  on  things  artie  wants  to  do   ,   sejun  finds  himself  slowly  letting  go  of  the  fact  that  they’re  both  not  kids  anymore.   that  artie’s  a  grown  adult  just  as  he  is   ,   and  that  his  boyfriend  can  very  much  take  care  of  himself.   he’s  not  someone  who  still  needs  sejun’s  help   ,   he  can  work  on  his  own.   he’s  smarter  than  he  is.   maybe  the  only  reason  why  sejun’s  being  protective  is  because  of  the  fact  that  artie  is  not  just  an  ordinary  man.   he’s  a  pretty  one  and  he’s  a  hundred  percent  sure  that  people  will  want  him.   both  men  and  women.   that’s  what  truly  scares  him.   he  wonders   ,   if  he’s  not  good  enough   ,   his  boyfriend  might  leave  him.   luckily  for  him   ,   he  doesn’t  have  to  worry  much  about  that  because  artie  is  just  as  whipped  for  him  as  he  is.   he  can’t  help  but  laugh.     “   yeah   ,   you  weirdo.   we  will  be  cooking  together.   ”     he  reassures   ,   a  shy  smile  curls  upon  his  lips  at  the  thought.   they  will  be  cute  together.   their  orders  eventually  came  in   ,   yet  he  still  focuses  on  his  boyfriend’s  words.   they’re  more  important  to  him  than  the  good  -  looking  meal  served  before  them.     “   okay  then   ,   i  won’t  stop  worrying.   i’ll  worry  for  you  only  about  uh  .  .  .   the  important  things.   not  the  smallest  things.   ”     of  course  that  is  a  lie   ,   even  the  smallest  things  that  artie  will  encounter   ,   he  will  still  worry  about  it.     “   you  are  my  equal.   my  partner   ,   my  team.   i’m  sorry  if  i  didn’t  give  that  to  you  sooner.   i  just  want  you  to  think  that  i’m  the  best.   ”

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