well… after being stalked and harassed for the past couple of months, i am finally back!! stay tuned lol i got some fics lined up for y’all 😁
anyway if you read that first line and thought to yourself “WTF?!?”, here is the full story for my curious readers (just a warning, it’s long and i rant a lot):
a couple of months ago, i started getting tagged by random accs on tiktok and insta that posted vids accusing me of the most random and heinous shit. honestly, it just baffled me the first time i saw them bc they made absolutely no sense whatsoever.
when the first ones popped up, i just blocked them thinking it was a random troll and went on with my life.
but then i kept getting spammed by other accs with new posts where they not only involved me but also my friends, and accused us as a friend group of being horrible ppl.
i had enough (i can’t even remember how many accs i blocked) and deleted ALL my social media apps for a while (i.e. more than a couple of months, oops) and basically isolated myself from ppl so that i could focus on other things to distract me (i ended up making daily exercise a habit so ig that’s one good thing that’s come out of this lol, i also rewatched all the marvel movies in timeline order hehe). i wish i continued writing so i could’ve at least had more content to share by now, but i was feeling so negative and pissed that i couldn’t even bring myself to write anything (i even uninstalled notion from my phone and that’s where i keep all my drafts and fic ideas)
i only found out the full situation less than a week ago when i reinstalled tiktok bc i missed it, only to find more burner accs harassing me. i finally had enough so i reinstalled insta to rant about it on my spam acc for my friends to see and to my surprise a couple of them knew who it was and explained the whole situation to me.
it was my first time interacting with ppl outside of my family in months lol, when i tell y’all i isolated myself i really did mean it 🙃 my irl friends didn’t even know anything out of the ordinary was happening bc i’m notorious in my friend group for going off the grid for months at a time bc of how bad my mental health gets sometimes, they know to just let me be and let me deal with it alone bc they understand that’s how i work best. (they won’t see this bc they don’t know this tumblr exists but i wanna apologise to my dear friends for my disappearing acts, my bad, i love y’all for being so understanding and still being my friend after all this time 🫶🏼)
anyway, it turns out the culprit was this guy that my friend had rejected previously and he’s so bitter and hateful that he decided to harass me bc he knew i was one of her bffs (the ppl he targeted were the ones in her closest friend group which included me)
but here’s the kicker: I’VE ONLY TALKED TO THIS GUY TWICE!! AND EACH TIME WE TALKED FOR LESS THAN 5 MINS ABOUT IRRELEVANT SHIT!!! WHY AM I INVOLVED?? YOU DON’T KNOW ME!!!!
when my friend found out she was so surprised and appalled that he was harassing me too, bc him, my friend, and the other ppl he targeted all go to the same college together (and i’m the only one in the friend group that goes to a different college, so to reiterate once again: this guy barely knows me! the last time we spoke was at my friends bday party 3 years ago!! he’s literally insane!)
she knew he was harassing my other friends since they’re all in the same school and know him in person, she didn’t think i would be involved too and i couldn’t believe i was.
anyway, i just wanted to rant about this whole thing bc i’m having a hard time processing it tbh. i hope that guy rots in hell and also finds a job there bc he was acting hella unemployed like who has time for this? he made me feel so confused and paranoid for weeks and i hope he gets all the karma he deserves in the universe.
y’all wanna know something funny tho? i started writing a changmin stalker fic in june, way before this whole situation happened. life imitates art ig 🤪 anyway i finally finished it and i’m gonna release that fic next after i fine tune it, at least now it’ll be somewhat realistic lmaoooo
NO WAY YOU JUST READ MY YOUNGHOON FIC AND SAID IT WAS YOUR NO.1 RECOMMENDATION 😭 (this is @lovesick-boyz btw, this is my main) OMG YOU’RE ONE OF MY FAVOURITE TBZ WRITERS ON HERE I’M SO HONOURED THANK YOU SO MUCH
DUUUUUUUUUDE Literally I am coming into ur dms RIGHT NOW bc that fic is soooooo my type and one of my BIGGEST fantasies ever plus you wrote the tbz-to-tbz interactions so well liiikke I’m so 😍😍😍 IMPRESSSSEEDDDTTT
💗💞💝💝💞💝💞💘💞💞 YOU are the upcoming deobi writer I SWEAR that fic was bbangbi heaven it’s INCREDIBLE
very late to the party my bad 🙏🏼 also i’m gonna do this on this acc instead of my main for organisation reasons 👍🏼 thanks for tagging me daisy <3
left right - xg
banana chacha - the boyz
perfume - nct dojaejung
i only want to be with you - tommy february6
bloom for me - pearly drops
nolza - the boyz
fake out - fall out boy
life could be sweet - ayla d’lyla, miss madeleine
crumbs - rebecca black
pl4yg1rl - lolo zouaï
not gonna tag anyone since this is a newish blog so i don’t really have any anons that i regularly interact with, so to anyone who sees this you can join in if you want 🫶🏼
i had a dream about younghoon last night and i will most definitely be turning it into a fic 🧎🏻♀️
i’m not gonna post it immediately tho, i’m gonna work on finishing my wips for other members first since i wanna try not to post the same member in a row for variety reasons
here’s a lil sneak peak of the plot tho: succubus!reader x best friend!younghoon 🫣🤭
and btw as a fellow law student also with an intense hatred for the subject i’m sending you strength!! and if i’m zoning out during a law lecture in the following week know that your writing may or may not be the culprit for that 🌟
omg law students unite! i’m actually in my last week of lectures rn before my exams start and i’m stressed so thank you for sending me support! i’m sending you some right back!
and oops my bad hehe, tho i’m guilty of reading fics and daydreaming in the middle of slow lectures sometimes so i feel you 😆
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