that's so skinny

pro recovery but apparently not when it comes to me lol 🍑stay healthy 🍑

[lovethatskinny]

God I WISH I looked like this

[ziathal]

did anyone else ever just feel like you had to kill yourself but not because you particularly wanted to die? just as a person you felt like you were incompatible with life and it was inevitable that at some point you would have to die because you would no longer be able to cope with living

[prettygirlsnever-eat]

falling in love with your ed.

you start cutting down the calories. 1,200. you start to exercise every monday. you quit chocolate. 1,000. you lose two pounds a week. no more carbs, bread is banned. no more eating at school. 800. you notice a change in your face. people start complimenting you. you’re confused. everyone always thought you were ugly, why pretty now? skinny=pretty? alright, 600. caffeine in coffee acts as a laxative? give me three coffees a day. exercise everyday from 3am-6am before school. no more proper meals. 400. hUNGRY? HAD A MEAL? PURGE. PURGE. PURGE. CHANGE IN BODY. THIGH GAP. COMPLIMENTS. COMPLIMENTS. COMPLIMENTS. THEY FEED YOUR DISORDER WHILE YOU *STARVE*. COLD, FREEZING. WHERE ARE ALL MY FRIENDS???? NO PERIODS ANYMORE. WILL I EVER HAVE KIDS???? CHEST PAINS. RIB PAIN. HEADACHES. ACID REFLUX FROM PURGING. BAD BREATH. BLURRY VISION. COMPLIMENTS, LOVE. PEOPLE LOVE ME BECAUSE IM SKINNYSKINNYSKINNIIII. NEED TO BE PERFECT. 200. NO THX, I DONT NEED FOOD. COFFEE. COFFEE. HEART PALPITATIONS. TEA. TEA. TEA. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I SHIT???? STARVE. STARVE. STARVE. SCALES. NUMBERS. COMPLIMENTS. HUNGER PAINS. TEARS. BUT I WILL BE SKINNY. SKINNY. SKINNY. SKINNY *whispers on hospital bed* skinny. skinny. skinny. skinny. skinny. skinny. *beep*

[relapsedrexie]

This gave me flashbacks of when my ED first started.

[lovethatskinny]

I just want to be skinny, I want people to joke about how small I am, I want random people to look at me and think how little I am.

[aradhels]

reblog and tag game

make yourself using this icon maker, and reblog!

[skinny-yoongi]

[jakas-zjebana]

[lovethatskinny]

[lovethatskinny]

A lil update cause I'm back on my bullshit haaa

[whitepeopletwitter]

[anxietyproblem]

[appalachian-in-2103-deactivated]

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[isolated-doll]

[thinnz-blog]

imagine.

imagine waking up, and not giving a fuck about this anorexia bullshit.

imagine eating all the food you fucking want, without hearing a voice in your head telling you to stop.

imagine not looking in the mirror and actually wanting to die.

imagine going out to eat with friends, and eating a good meal, and not just ordering water.

imagine ! being ! fucking ! healthy ! and ! happy !

[skinny-haze]

them: those diets are so stupid, don’t people know you’ll put all the weight back on as soon as you start to eat normally again?

me: as soon as u what

[sadsknnybtch]

i have two brain cells - one of them is depressed and the other has an eating disorder

[skinnykg]

the ed community making their one meal a day

[horriblebeing-deactivated201906]

*being mentally ill in my bedroom*

[singlegrainof-rice-blog]

I wish my weight was declining as fast as my mental health

[shoelight]

sleep is great because it’s like being dead without hurting your family

[sexy-necromancing-bird]

1. Are you okay?

2. Is ANYONE who reblogged this okay?!?

3. WHY DO I RELATE

[lobotomybait-deactivated2022032]

literally no one that reblogged this is okay