Long time
no see... When I fist started this blog, I was very confused and needed a private space. But writing things down on paper and locking them away made me feel so lonely. So I decided to start this blog. I tried to deal with everyday life, my eating disorder and more. It’s been a few years since I posted last and a lot has happened. I’ve changed a lot, mostly for the better and am much happier now. I’ve recently moved to Berlin. It isn’t easy, I miss home, and have a lot of paperwork to do [which I am exceptionally bad at ^_^'] I’ve begun to figure things out which lead to a lot of pain, confusion and ultimately my eating disorder and will write about them here. I am not writing this blog for any artistic reason. I’m just writing and posting because it keeps me sane. Because I am too afraid to tell my friends whats going on in my mind. After all those closest to us can, unwillingly, hurt us the most, even if only by not understanding. I’ve deleted a lot of posts. I still do have an eating disorder. I simply don’t want to discuss body images and ideals anymore. I want to explore the damage and the cause.
With Love
