Cogito Ergo Sum

Uhh, yeah... I like boys, rainbows, writing music, musicals, dressing up, singing, pretending my IQ score is below 69, and playing devil's advocate. That's it. Let's be friends. Aim: Lowery150 Skype: Lowery150 PSN: blue23454

[funny-tik-toks]

[lowery150-blog]

Nailed it? Yes.

But at what cost?

[toastbutteregg]

[italiancore-deactivated20220107]

I wish more people did it, props to you and your mom

[lowery150-blog]

“Promise you won’t get mad” is such an unrealistic expectation, though, and at best stinks of manipulation.

Like “promise you won’t get mad but I ate the last cookie is one thing”

“Promise you won’t get mad but I was unfaithful” is another thing entirely, but the person agreeing to not get mad has no idea which ending they’re going to get, and it could be one of those two or literally anything in between, above, or below, and then it turns you into the antagonist when you’re the one who was hurt by the other persons actions, all because you reacted sincerely.

Honestly the real solution is just don’t make people promise you they won’t be mad. It’s cowardly, let people react how they’ll react, own your mistake with some backbone.

If it isn’t worth being mad about and they do get mad anyways, why is that person in your life? If it is worth being mad about, then literally fuck you for telling them how to react.

[junkfoodcinemas]

Snakes on a Plane (2006) dir. David R. Ellis

TV Edit Bonus:

[lowery150-blog]

I saw the tv edit like a decade ago

I am now a private pilot with an airline job where I spend my day trying to make sure everyone’s bags connect to their flights. My father works for an airline as well as an auditor. My cousin is training to become a pilot. My dads cousin has been flying corporate Jets as long as I’ve been alive.

Between all these credentials, no one has been able to tell me WHAT TF THIS LINE IS EVEN SUPPOSED TO MEAN

[toastbutteregg]

im usually #4 

[lowery150-blog]

It depends

3 if I’m cold, 5 if I give up halfway, 16 if I have to get up and walk around the house at some point and go back to bed, 18 if my boyfriend is awake at any point when I go to bed because that’s the maximum amount of clothing he’ll allow in bed without complaining, and 20 if I’m dropping hints to said boyfriend (but usually switch back to 18 after)

[ruinedchildhood]

[knifehats]

This is an extremely chaotic evil image

[fuckyahumor]

im crying!!!!!!!

[lowery150-blog]

Ahh wonderful I was wondering when I’d see this cursed image again

[sarahconnorjr]

[anxietyproblem]

[zinogre]

gangnam style came on the radio again

[kawaiisquad]

this sounds like a post apocalyptic diary entry

[lowery150-blog]

I don’t know why but the binding of Isaac pfp really sells that last comment

[lizzarts]

Billy: *15 minutes into a rant about someone being Wrong On The Internet*

Teddy: ❤️💕😍🥰💕❤️

[lowery150-blog]

It’s me

I’m Billy

[anxietyproblem]

[420moshdad]

[digg]

[lowery150-blog]

So this is that wholesome masculinity I’ve heard so much about

[tlirsgender]

Theory that neurotypicals are the ones with "communication issues" actually. You're the one who can't communicate with ME, buckaroo

[tlirsgender]

Neurotypicals will play four dimensional chess about asking you to wash the dishes and I don't believe this is my problem

[adoratato]

Literally! When I lived with my aunt for a bit she said "huh. Its supposed to be sunny all day" and supposedly that was her asking me to put the laundry out on the clothes line ?????

[lowery150-blog]

One time I (rightfully) pissed off my partner before we lived together and he told me “you know what, just leave, I want to be alone right now” which I later discovered actually meant he wanted me to stay???

Yeah… no

How about you tell me what you want

[tlirsgender]

Theory that neurotypicals are the ones with "communication issues" actually. You're the one who can't communicate with ME, buckaroo

[tlirsgender]

Neurotypicals will play four dimensional chess about asking you to wash the dishes and I don't believe this is my problem

[adoratato]

Literally! When I lived with my aunt for a bit she said "huh. Its supposed to be sunny all day" and supposedly that was her asking me to put the laundry out on the clothes line ?????

[lowery150-blog]

One time I (rightfully) pissed off my partner before we lived together and he told me “you know what, just leave, I want to be alone right now” which I later discovered actually meant he wanted me to stay???

Yeah… no

How about you tell me what you want

[everyteenager4free]

[lowery150-blog]

The way this just devolved into nonsense made me feel like I was having a stroke

[anxietyproblem]

[huffylemon]

Queen

[comic-book-jawns]

Queen Maggie MacNeil

Reigning World & now Olympic Champion

Was 7th at the halfway point

Won by 5 hundredths of a second

From Lane 7

When you’re in an outside lane (1,2,7,8), even with 20/20 vision, you CAN’T SEE the top-seeded competitors — i.e. Emma McKeon who won bronze from Lane 3 and Zhang Yufei who won silver from Lane 4 — unless you purposefully turn your head to look, which is very unnatural to do in butterfly and in a shorter race like the 100m isn’t time-effective

So, MacNeil quite literally won the race blind.

[lowery150-blog]

Not quite blind, normally I wouldn’t resort to playing semantics but I relate so much with this. The important thing to me is that she could see where she was going but she couldn’t see how far behind she was.

Sometimes we perform better when we don’t have someone else to compare ourselves to, I tend to do a lot worse when I know what my opponent’s standing is. If I know they’re in a worse position than me I psyche myself out because I think of how embarrassing it would be to lose with such an advantage. If they’re in a better position I psyche myself out thinking the gap is insurmountable.

I envy the position she was in. I relate so well. I perform my best when I have no idea how others around me are doing. I loved this moment so much because I felt so… I don’t know, seen??? Her victory was my visibility in this one moment and I loved it.