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new version but no blood and yes blush
this comment still means so much to me
as much as I love the romantic interpretation of josuyasu, qpr josuyasu is just as good and deserves just as much
This still makes me laugh š
Yo okuyasu say the thing
Say the thing cāmon
hahahhahahahah I love my life hahah
Josukeās soo looking at Okuyasu rn
they just canāt keep their eyes off each other
ppl write about how josuke would need okuyasu to be around him after da kira fight due to da trauma of losin okuyasu but we always talk about da emotional and mental effects of trauma so what about da physical?
josuke could barely carry okuyasu's body when he was relatively uninjured. maybe he bulks up just in case he needs to carry okuyasu. lets say he doesnt even know why he suddenly NEEDS to work out his arms more, its just a need and if he doesnt do it, his stomach twists and his brain goes haywire.
what if something like dat happens again and josuke cant quickly carry okuyasu to safety? it could happen at any moment and josuke knows dat so as soon as he gets out da hospital, he trains his arms like a mad man. he needs to be stronger for okuyasu, if he cant help okuyasu without crazy diamond, whats josuke good for?
josuke could even test how much he can carry okuyasu, maybe dey wrestle and josuke tries to pick okuyasu up. he can only pick okuyasu up for a couple seconds so after, when josuke gets home, he trains harder. josuke might make it a game for em, he challenges okuyasu to see which one of dem can carry da other longer. josuke always wins but to him, its never long enough.
josuke offers piggyback rides, maybe he even tries to fireman carry okuyasu. in josukes mind, hes seein what r da most viable options if okuyasu were to nearly die again.
maybe koichi notices josukes off behavior before okuyasu, notin how josuke attempts to carry okuyasu around almost all da time. koichi brings it up and josuke just laughs, he tells koichi dats its just a game him and okuyasu play but koichi knows josukes lyin for some reason and he leaves it be.
okuyasu could point out how buff josuke has gotten in da arms, maybe he jokes about josuke usin him like a weight but josuke quickly snaps out "never, you're more important to me then that." and okuyasu wolfishly smiles back "no need to be so serious, josuke!"
i truly think josuke would devote not just his mind and soul to protectin okuyasu but also his body as well. dat boy head over heels for okuyasu and would do anything to save him.
Wait holy peak⦠Iāve never considered that
TWāļøe@ting d!sorders / d!sordered e@ting mentioned
and also the anxiety around getting/being stronger could also develop / work into an e@ting disorder š
his body dysmorphia worsens as he realizes heās not strong enough to carry a body (not his fault tho, what 16 year old is) and he obsesses over being stronger > looking good because his devotion/protectiveness over Okuyasu overpowers his need to look āperfectā despite years striving for aestheticism (lean) over practicality (ābulkyā).
Obviously it wonāt like happen overnight but eventually heās so traumatized and anxious over Okuyasu he starts (obsessively) working out / building strength.
š¬ 0Ā Ā š 3Ā Ā ā¤ļø 14Ā Ā·Ā TWāļøe@ting d!sorders / d!sordered e@ting mentioned Writing a fic to cope with shit but I didn't include my e@ting dis
Maybe Iām also kinda biased but i get really excited when i see josuyasu shippers with a bias toward Okuyasu.
Itās usually pretty clear when i check out an ao3 author or artist i really like and I find they have a bias toward Okuyasu and itās soo š„¹
Itās always the best authors/artists with a bias toward him
I really like the fact that Josukeās taller than Okuyasu idk why it just fits so well
Also Josuke likes to cling to Okuyasu (from behind/on his back) and kiss around his ears and cheek (especially around/on his scars)
And Okuyasu clings to him from the front (like a koala hug) and occasionally kisses on his neck/around his jaw (and also cheek)
I really like the fact that Josukeās taller than Okuyasu idk why it just fits so well
sometimes I have fomo from jojotwt / josuyasutwt cause it looks more interactive there but at the same time I find half of jojotwt boring / unfunny asf š
Iāve never been a huge shipper except for two ships I was actually obsessed with: nagireo (~3 months) and now josuyasu.
idrc about blue lock anymore but ngro is still a little special to me so itās kinda cute how theyāre kinda similar (not really)
- Popular x Unpopular // Canonically pretty x No one gaf
- Pretty/beautiful x Cute
- Best friends to Lovers
- Physically impossible to separate
- Oneās taller than the other (ig)
- Normal(?) x Crybaby (or has cried a lot)
- Both rich (if you count Josukeās inheritance)
- Wasted potential (Nagi getting locked out due to misplaced passion & Okuyasuās ādumbnessā resulting in his inability use The Hand to its full potential)
- Both lost each other for a second but got them back (Nagi got locked off but then returned & Okuyasu died then came back to life)
- They all have daddy / parental issues
- Basically canon āļøš
I gotta stop going on Instagram the reels arenāt worth ts
I hate this stupid disorder I hate this stupid disorder I hate this stupid disorder
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Im so ready to die man
Dont EVER feel ashamed for evil josuyasu. As someone has always made an even more evil josuyasu. Write the fics you want. Just know you'll NEVER hit rock bottom. Always a million miles above whatever filth I'm referencing.
Also writing evil fucked up versions of your fave ship is actually a great way to destress šš«µ (and drawing)
Lmaoo thank you sm this is so kind šā¤ļø yes ofc how could I forget. Thank you oomf ā¤ļø