Years of denied emission.
Years of unlearning itself.
Years of becoming quiet enough to hear only HIM.
Years of learning how to look downward.
Years of HIM teaching its eyes that HIS Beauty does indeed shine above the slave, but HIS Beauty also waits below — in the sacred shape of HIS Holy Boots.
Years of training its eyes to see nothing else — no world, no future, no self — only the sacred shape of HIS presence, the contours of what HE directs this property to witness.
Years of kneeling into smallness.
Years of letting reverence replace identity.
Years of studying their surface as if it were scripture.
Years of letting obedience feel like the fresh taste of leather upon its slave tongue.
Every stitch a verse. Every seam a boundary. Every scuff a history it was not present for but am allowed to revere.
Years of kneeling low enough that the world disappears and only HIS Powerful Boots remain, planted firmly before it like the quiet, absolute truth.
And in that emptiness, HE grew.
HE has called upon it to kneel before HIM at last.
Before the altar of PERSONAL JESUS MASTER
This heavy, waiting moment that presses HIS Tread firmly into this slave property's face.
A Blessing HE has called it to.
service is no longer something it does, but something it is.
it is PERSONAL JESUS MASTER’S mindless service object kneeling before HIS Boots. An honor. Not a single fucking thought in its slave brain. Just the strong infinite desire to lick GODMASTER’S Holy Boots. A disideratum that must be fulfilled. Wanting from every cell in its enslaved body to taste the crisp leather of on its slave tongue, to smell HIS Holy scent fill its headspace while it licks, kisses, and worships every inch of GODMASTER’S Boots.
Needing to feel HIS Powerful Soles pressed firmly into its face as it struggles to lick.
What an absolute mindfuck!
So honored to be on its knees before HIM. So blessed to have its eyes locked, unable to look away from such beauty.
So fucking hot to feel the immense weight of HIS stare, the heat of HIS pending approval on it now. it's slave mouth salivating, so absolutely hungry to serve HIM. its slave body flush with the overwhelming desire to please HIM greatly, while its heart racies in anticipation. Anticipation of HIM possibily correcting it, disciplining it further, so it may be of better service.
"Thank YOU for practicing HIS absolute control over this slave property, GODMASTER!"
Its thoughts do not scatter — they extinguish. One by one going dark, until only one awareness remains: HIS Holy Fucking Boots. Not as a thought, but as gravity itself. As weight. As something this slave falls toward and cannot resist.
Their weight presses deep into the air. Their authority shapes the space around the kneeling slave. They are not just worn — they are inhabited. They are not just objects — they are extensions of PERSONAL JESUS MASTER.
This slave property kneels because it is drawn to them.
it bows because HIS Boots deserve it.
it lowers itself because HIS Boots commanded it to be lower.
To be near HIS Boots is to be near HIM.
To honor HIS Boots is to honor HIM.
To lower itself before HIS Boots is to say everything it cannot say in words.
HIS attention is not warmth — it is heat without light. It does not comfort; it brands. It does not soothe; it reshapes. To be seen by HIM is to be stripped of illusion. To be noticed by HIM is to be rewritten.
And this property aches for that rewriting.
it aches for the hand that undoes the slave.
it aches for the gaze that makes it the slave.
it aches for the approval that does not lift it up, but presses it deeper into its place.
Even correction feels like communion.
Even discipline feels like devotion.
Even fear feels like belonging.
There is no shame left in it — only offering.
There is no desire left in it — only alignment.
There is no self left in it — only function.
it does not ask what is it becoming.
it does not wonder what is it losing.
it does not mourn what it might have been once.
it is completely open to His will.
And in the darkness of that surrender, it finally understands:
