mars ✧₊⁺🕯

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ ‘strange? if i’m strange, so are all of you..’ - - they/fae 𖦹

[luc1dmars]

ＩＮＴＲＯ ＰＯＳＴ! !

ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🎹་ ༘࿐

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HAII i’m mars ! ; i go by they/fae prns ; ! i’m 14 and idm adults interacting, just don’t be weird and don’t dm me

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HW: 57kg

LW: 45kg

CW: 55-57kg (good god 🫩)

GW: 40-45kg

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self harm (cutting): november 2022

deepest: styro/ deep styro

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tags :p

#mars rants — ranting

#mars vents — venting

#mars bleeds — sh posting

#mars’s cals — ed posting

#mars rebloggs — reblogging

#mars blabs — random shit posts

thats itt !!

[luc1dmars]

if only i wasn’t afraid of vomit

[luc1dmars]

my thought process when cutting is HORRIBLE wdym i cut above my knees and now i can’t wear dresses or skirts OUT OF ALLTJE PLACES I CHOSE GHE KNEES

[luc1dmars]

update no one asked for but i ended up having one laser treatment for them and they’re white mixed with red but turn purple most of the time

and i STILL can’t wear fucking SHORTS actually kill me rn

[luc1dmars]

I BROKE MY FUCKING TOOTHF

[luc1dmars]

i hope you won’t hate me when the day comes

[luc1dmars]

i need to stop eating

[luc1dmars]

i feel stupid for thinking my mom would support me

[luc1dmars]

my psychiatrist asked my parents what would happen if i was hypothetically a lesbian and my mom just stayed silent

but my dad said “she’d still be our daughter” so i have mixed feelings

my mom started saying some bs earlier how ‘the world is fucked up’ and started listing gay people, lesbians and trans people, none are choices actually!! silly fact

my last hope is my dad, if he ends up not supporting me i’m gonna kms istg

[luc1dmars]

i feel stupid for thinking my mom would support me

[luc1dmars]

i wanna drink

[wwvas]

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[nene636]

I want my thigh gap back.

[luc1dmars]

how to attempt without being shoved in the psych ward again no glue no borax

[luc1dmars]

genuinely praying she killed herself by now this would make my week

[luc1dmars]

she still hasn’t i’m gonna do it myself atp

[luc1dmars]

no actually i don’t think i could keep on going if it happens

[luc1dmars]

i love being sober for sometime then drinking and it immediately kicks in 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

[luc1dmars]

why is everyone avoiding me

[luc1dmars]

“i won’t be there when you need me the most” you already weren’t 🫩 attempting suicide apparently isn’t enough for you to realise you’re not acting like a parent should