Constantly reminded to keep pushing forward no matter how hard things get because one day I WILL be fully recovered and one day I will be able to live my life the way I want to & do the things I want to be doing without the thoughts in my head constantly stopping me & bringing me back to a place I’m trying to move on from so fucking bad, but you know what? When that day does come it’ll be a big FUCK you to everyone that has ever put me down and told me ‘why bother’ or one of my parents favourite phrases ‘it just a phase’ which coincidentally I’m pretty sure that the mixture of Bipolar 1, Chronic PTSD & BPD is NOT a phase but yeah whatever you have to tell yourselves to cope with the shit you put me through. #recovery #fuckfamily #betternow https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzkos9SlUPn/?igshid=oa3emlel5spn
