Dead Girl Walking.

22. Not proana. Go away if you don’t have an eating disorder already, you don’t want this. UGW: 90lbs / 40kg

[luckless-bitch]

My Reasons.

To look fashionable wearing anything. I’m questioning whether I’m cis or not so I want to experiment with masculine clothes. I just feel it won’t look good on me in this weight.

For my face to look prettier. I think I would be gorgeous if I could just reach my UGW, not just body-wise.

For my parents and relatives to regret ever calling me fat, ever telling me that I need to lose weight. For them to beg me to eat.

To feel attractive. To feel like I’m on the league of the people I like and that my weight isn’t holding me back from dating.

So when I feel my body, not only can I trace the bones underneath, but also see them.

So I can have social media accounts without being ashamed to post my face.

To take ballet and other dancing lessons and not look like booboo the fool.

To buy a motorcycle and feel amazing driving it, like that is the only thing stopping my body from flying away and getting lost in the wind.

To feel amazing in general; not like I’m merely surviving in this body, but like it’s actually mine to live in.

So I don’t have to look down every time i spot a mirror.

To don’t be afraid of weighing myself.

So I don’t have to purge or take laxatives ever again.

To not feel self-conscious while having sex.

For my Halloween costumes to look even better.

So the girl that I like can feel physically attracted to me (she hasn’t told me otherwise, but the thought that she finds me ugly creeps into my head every time we talk).

To get leading roles in musicals other than Hairspray. To play my all time dream roles (Maria from West Side Story, Velma Kelly from Chicago and Magenta from Rocky Horror) without looking like an understudy.

So my self harm wounds are easier to cover up and to be finally able to wear short sleeves without feeling like a monster.

To feel like I’m finally in control over something — anything.

I realized I’ve never done a list of reasons as to why I want to be skinny, I’ve seen so many of them throughout the years I’ve spent in this community, and yet I never, or don’t remember ever posting one. Obviously there are more reasons, but yeah.

I need to say this: I don’t think fat people are unattractive, or unworthy in any way, but fat in me makes me feel like that. I obviously don’t “support” eating disorders, this is just my way to vent.

[strwbrryssvveets]

Your bone structure is so positively stunning.

Why go through the struggle of covering it up by eating excess food?

• • • • •

Don't you want to feel the delicacy of your collar bones?

Don't you deserve to trace your fingers between your cheek and jaw?

I think so.

Feeling your hips peek out is a reward.

• • • • •

We've all been working so very hard.

I think it's high time you push through that last mile and experience the euphoria of pretty rib outlines, separate thighs, tiny wrists, and sleek fingers.

• • • • •

You were always meant to be thin.

• • • • •

Always meant to be lovely.

• • • • •

It's time to embrace it 🤍🤍

[ezskinni]

☆⋆｡𖦹 2025 is going to be the year we all reach our ugw. all YOU have to do is lock tf in.

are you going to do that for yourself?

[libra-doll-deactivated20250723]

[cinnamonninmyteeth]

like it’s so awkward :|

[dollazepines]

messy fall

[i-cant-h3lp-1t]

What I learned from eating:

It’s better not to eat

[thegentlewoman16]

unpopular opinion: Starving when you're happy > Starving when you're sad

[ikdky]

Se você não se esforçar agora no verão irá se arrepender

Imagine você desfilando pela areia da praia com o corpo que tanto desejou, calando a boca daqueles que um dia já ofenderam seu corpo e servindo de inspiração para todos os transtornados do ed ? A barriga lisinha, os braços delicados e as pernas separadas e fininhas são superiores a qualquer comida. Você verá que tudo isso vale a pena. Faça esse verão ser diferente de todos os outros.

[belezamagra]

Se é tão difícil ser gorda porque você fica alimentando essa gordura?

[m4iled2u]

who else feels the exact same as when they first started? i have lost 20lbs (10kg) and yet i still feel just as fat. i weigh 98lbs currently and i feel like i wont look decently skinny until im at least 90lbs. i have a thigh gap now, and my face has gotten smaller. i can feel my ribs now but for some reason when i see myself i just see the fat 17 year old girl i used to be.

[l0w-c4lz]

🍂FALL/HALLOWEEN DIETS🍂

[c1gs4ndc1nnam0n-deactivated2023]

I miss my honeymoon phase so much. Never tired, never over my cal limit, no hair falling out, no binging or purging, no dry skin, no brain fog, no chewing and spitting, no laxative abuse, no dizziness or fainting. I was losing weight so fast and easy, I was a perfect ana. Now I am literally unable to restrict anymore and I'm not losing weight anymore. Just losing my hair and mind.

[da1syx0-deactivated20231102]

i hate how i can feel my hipbones and see them when i lie down but i still have sm stomach fat >:(

[thin-arms-or-death]

to sit on people's laps without crushing them

to be picked up when i hug people

so i'm so skinny the doctors don't think my weight loss is good anymore

so people don't use me as a pillow

to climb trees again

to worry people

to wear tank tops without hating myself

to feel clean and in control

to be carried easily

to share clothes and actually fit in others clothes

to see my bones

to be skinny like i was when i was a kid

to actually do something right for once

[imahangryhippo]

What to do when you stop losing weight and you're eating below 1200 calories.

The gut instict of course is to cut lower. Many of us (Myself included) are bad about going... oh 800 doesnt work anymore? Time to eat 600. And yes it does result in quicker fat loss.

But here's why you shouldn't necessarily just lower your cals more if youre already hardcore restricting and still not losing.

You metabolism is like a fire. It will never stop burning, but calories are kindle. So when you cut calories. The fire (your metabolism) is still burning what was put on the pyre prior and will burn weight off super quickly. But as you decrease the calories (kindle) that fire slowly is suffocated out.

This happens regardless of your calorie deficit. It's natural.

But how do we fix this stall in weight loss? The lowering of the metabolic fire?

For most it's easy enough. You eat more for a day (add more kindle for a day) and the fire will spark up pretty high again.

But what if you're fire is so low its almost out and you're eating like 200 cals and barely losing.

Well sadly you're gonna have to do something a bit more long term. You're gonna have to reverse diet.

This means adding in a few extra calories every day until you're at your maintenence before cutting again.

Now you may be wondering. Wouldn't you gain weight? And the answer is a tentative yes because it is only in the short term. Any of the little weight you gain will quickly be lost once that fire is roaring again. And then you can go back to losing quickly. You also should add in more exercise which will help offset the weight gain while your metabolism gets back up and running.

[hotkniferuwu]