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chronic toxic yaoi disease patient

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“Lifeguard Venture” this, “Mummy Venture” that, okay well what about Rock Climber Venture

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i think they could and should be friends.. voice line when

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slight vent peice from a while back

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LETS GET LOUD 🔥🔥

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gift art

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MANSLUT wip

idk if ill post this when im done we'll see i guesf

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evil clown hours everyone hide

hi (curly haired hisoka) (thinks about curly haired hisoka) (is thinking abou

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i firmly believe that illumi is not deserving of a redemption: not only because what hes done thus far is beyond redemption, but i also believe it would not make sense for his character.

i also feel as though it wouldnt make sense for killuas character either. killuas whole journey throughout the story is centered around self worth, and to have him outright forgive illumi, one of if not the biggest motivator as to why said worth was absent to begin with, would flush all of killuas personal growth down the drain.

yes illumi was most likely abused himself if not more than his siblings, but abuse is abuse. he had the choice of breaking the cycle but chose not to. killua did. i feel that redeeming illumi would be a huge punch in the face to actual abuse victims, and i dont think a message like that would be good to portray.

just like how i think silva and kikyo shouldnt be redeemed either, considering that theyre most likely the main driving forces for why the family dynamics are so fucked up. and even if in his eyes, why illumi does the things he does isnt classified as abuse but more so benefiting the family and kil, its still abuse at the end of the day, and this only further proves how warped his perspective and perception of how and why he does what he does and has done is. the dude’s too far gone.

instead i think they should expand more into not only his backstory but his emotions and outlook on the world, such as his relationships with his family, most predominantly killua, and even with hisoka. for example, (minor bojack horseman spoiler up ahead) the way bjhm treated beatrice and her backstory: they portrayed it in such a way where they werent excusing her actions, but as a way of explaining why she was the way she was and how she became the person that she was, while also sharing a tender moment between her and bojack before she passed (which is in reference to the nursing home btw not the icu LOL).

i feel like if we were to get an illumi arc (togashi i am on my knees) they should go down that route instead of a full blown redemption. because not only does illumi not deserve that, killua doesnt either. he does not need someone like that in his life whether illu has changed or not. because the damage has already been done.

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CORRECT THANK YOU.

i feel another part of this is the fact illumi is perfectly justified in his own mind: he believes what hes doing is for the betterment of his family, especially killua. i dont see that ever fully changing. redeeming him would completely destroy the entire meaning of his character, he is, (in my opinion) the most morally ambiguous and morally complex character in the show (killua, kurapika, gon and hisoka are up there too) he was born into a role to fill: to make the most comfortable life for the heir, and keeping the heir on track. and he fills his abusive, powerful role COMPLETELY. illumis biggest flaw is the fact he is a coward to his families customs and his parents' guide. we dont see it explicitly, but he never deviates from their lead, even after his experiences with hisoka, for example, where he is forced with the reality that these dynamics arent seen beyond his family, and he is the most prominent role in killuas life fulfilling it (this also raises and interesting argument of silvas relationship with killua, he hurts him through illumi)

i also 100% believe before killua was born, his only goal was to become the heir of his family, and when he wasnt, that truly sealed his fate for what he has become, his entire being is based on the failure he was born as--and NOTHING can fix that.

i want an illumi arc so badly, and i truly believe hisoka HAS to be a part of it. hisoka is the closest thing to a friend he has, and he introduces him to customs unheard of in his families traditions. an interesting way of doing this is with his deal with hisoka in the black whale arc, where i think a lot of emotions of literally owning hisoka's life and controlling his death can be brought in, and used against him. i dont think hisoka would propose their deal either without planning for something like that, cus their relationship (as i see it) is NOT healthy AT ALL THEY NEED THERAPY. hisoka and illumi use eachother back and forth for their own needs of trying to escape what they are: hisoka lives off attention, illumi thrives in solitude, hisoka is free and without restraint, and illumi is nothing without his family.

ilu is 100% too far gone, for himself, and for the people around him.

illumi arc PLEASE TOGASHI.

ok yearly yap session complete bakc to drawing hisoillu kissing

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hxh doodles

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illu

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do you think hisoka makes up extra nen astrology shit like ‘since you do THIIIIS, illumi, you’d be an emitter if you were nicer :)’ like how ppl have moon signs

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first impressions last forever or something

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younger hisoka wip

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found out at least 1 other person ships it now im unstoppable

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quick lifeweaver doodle

expect majority hxh content with small bursts of ow art in between from here on out 🔥

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kid soka from new years redraw

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alluka!! haters will say she harbors a dangerous power