𝔐𝔢𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔬 𝔐𝔬𝔯𝔦

[Indie blog for Minato Arisato of Persona 3. tracking tags - ludificor and hyacintum. M!Anon - Not really accepting. Blog may be NSFW at times. No sexual content, mun is of age yet this is a preference.]

[xfjustice]

Since it’s been a while, I would like to acknowledge these great role playing partners. Please do not feel offended that you may not be on here. If I could, I would put everyone. This is mostly to acknowledge those who I recommend highly for you to follow. Course, this is based on my opinion and their role playing skills being worth to interact with. As usual, I will give out recommendations to follow the role play family I come from as well as from the P4 fandom and other fandoms. Before I begin, I wanted to thank everyone for their support and for giving me the opportunity to have interacted with them and may have also become close in real life. (Despite the cute and adorable titles a lot of you are giving me, I still love you all)  

Screw putting this until Friday — I can put follow forevers whenever I want.

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[xpalladion]

                          The same as always, she concluded within her findings. He truly was the man in charge of their Full Moon operations from two years ago. Despite their departure, there was that obtainable truth of his existence to still be lingering. Even that blue butterfly of his essence was enough to make certain that she could go on living. But her purpose for living was to protect everyone and to ensure a peaceful future for the next generations to come. Perhaps the maiden should inform him of their current situation before continuing. But he wouldn’t choose to come with her, as painfully as she yearned for that. Everyone would be very glad to see him alive and standing here before them … if he didn’t wish to know, then she’ll ensure his identity and presence is covered. At least she was capable of doing just this … if it was for the sake of putting him in her priority once again. A faint smile managed to display on her features, softening that aching stare within her eyes. "Minato-kun . . . that's not possible. If there is to be someone who is strong, it would be you for enduring this fate. You are aware of why I must be by your side, so long as you are alive. If it hadn't been for my actions, you may have continued a normal life. But I . . . I know I could never atone for that day when Death was placed inside of you. That is why I will devote my purpose in life to protect you once again." Even if he had to leave again someday, surely this would be a longer stay. "Yes . . . let us enjoy the time . . . no matter what." One year … two years . .  maybe even ten years but because she was a mechanical maiden, she could always remain by his side. 

                          "Oh that reminds me . . . I must inform you of our current situation. Mitsuru-san and the others have set up an organization which is dedicated into resolving cases . . . these cases are special and only our skills are qualified to complete them: Shadow-related cases. We are devoting our efforts in order to ensure peace for future generations. It is Mitsuru-san's ways to atone for her family's sins, as well as our own for the sacrifice you have made for everyone." Lowering her head, a few golden locks dropped down to cover one of her eyes. Merely reminiscing about what happened was taking a toll on her. Yet she did her best to keep that smile she promised him silently to take. That may be why she wasn’t crying … but failed in that. He noticed her shedding tears just as he never saw on the day of their battle with Nyx. "Please do not take concern of this. It appears you've taught me what it means . . . to be alive. I may be a weapon but I do have a human heart . . . I feel alive whenever you are here, Minato-kun. Being able to shed tears, smiling, protecting . . . that is what it means to be human."

                          If it were possible for the maiden to feel warmth around her cheeks, this would be the time. She kept that composure though embraced him close. His warmth was transferring to her own body which made a nice sensation. The maiden didn’t imagine that he would return the embrace since he rarely embraced anyone in the past. He merely stood there while the other embraced him. "Oh . . . please forgive me. I didn't clarify it specifically about it being overdue. Yes . . . the embrace is overdue as well as something more. If I may . . . " One of her arms released the embrace and hovered over to his left cheek. Her finger gave a gentle poke to his cheek and lowered it down, smiling brightly than before. "I have missed pressing Minato-kun's smiling button. Did I succeed into making you smile?" It was a childish gesture but if he smiled, she’d cherished that moment always.

[ludificor]

⊰⚜⊱ No matter the case, he's happy, they were all fine even if his departure had taken its toll unfortunately on those he called friends. Yes, it worried him when he heard about a few of the events from Igor yet he could do nothing of it given it was only after his release; although it made him just wish he could have told them only for the consequences to be kept in mind in either case. He died because he had to, for them, to give them their second chance and what they needed to do to keep going on no matter without him. They all grew stronger, each of them just pushed forward without bothering to stop knowing that they wished to keep his memory close. Regardless of that, he missed them and had been growing rather... homesick within recent time. That and he started to wonder if he should contact the others to let them know that he's safe again. "... even if it had hand in my fate, I never would have met any of you if not for that. Nobody would have changed from the impact it had and I had on their lives, they would have just been... normal, you wouldn't have been able to meet us again or come along as far as you have." Yet now was time to learn a little, maybe that's why he fell silent for now to listen to what he had missed so far. Mitsuru started another group? The fact she went as far as to do this to make up for whatever actions that had been taken by her family and more importantly, her grandfather had impressed him. She really had devoted herself to changing the Kirijou group for the better. He did have a feeling she might want him to join, which in either case he won't complain about to enter their group for however long he can. There would be risks, but he needed to do something while there. That aside, he did catch the end part of her words, she's really showing herself as being human instead of trying to keep going on as a blank slate. "You did become human, with or without me around... you are human even if you're not." It reminded him of Ryoji though, he wished he could have told him that before he vanished the first time. That he is human. He only embraced her because he felt the that he needed to do something for once, that and the mechanical maiden is one of his friends. Yes, he didn't like physical contact much to return yet there are times that he made exception to it by finally giving in to it. Yukari could even mention that if she were ever pressed to mention Yakushima after they showed the altered film to everyone; she probably kept that quiet because it was more of a private moment between both of them. "..." Smile... button? If she wanted a smile, for now he'd comply with a small one briefly appearing across his tiers. "Yeah, you did." He admitted, rare moments indeed for now before he went back to his usual behavior.

[ashes-and-ivory]

    Wear a mask long enough—                                      and it’s no longer a  l i e.                                           But a wicked  t r u t h—                                that you are no longer                                                      who you were meant to be.                  You have become your  m a s k—        and it’s

h e r e   t o   s t a y

[xpalladion]

                          So it’s true … this man … he certainly was the boy she swore to protect with her life. " . . . " Silence overtook the weapon, uncertain what to make of this. Being more than relieved to see him alive was a part of her feelings; the rest was bitter confusion. If he had come back to life, why couldn’t he have approached them as soon as possible? Even her scanners should have gathered much of his presence. " . . . My fault . . . it was my fault for not noticing sooner. I . . . I have failed you once again, Minato-kun." Lowering those light azure hues, the maiden felt shameful for not detecting him sooner. How could she ever mistake this presence or neglected it for this long? If she had sensed it quickly. this would bring an easier sentiment of being nothing but happiness. Actually … How am I to truly feel for his return … I feel … confused but happy … this isn’t a dream … it wasn’t the same as those endless nights without sleep … I do require rest and now … may I rest peacefully now that I see him … Her hand quivered over her chest area, still remaining silent and giving herself a hard time for not sensing him quickly. It was natural for a weapon to detect her uselessness whenever a task was not completed. Unfortunately, that faint happiness soon drifted away as she heard his story. So he was temporarily here on the Earth and still bound to the Seal?

                          " . . . I see . . . " This only meant that his presence may not be capable of staying longer. Another word for death … even a normal human of his age couldn’t live for eternity. Then again, she was a mechanical maiden … someone who could live forever if desired. If only I could grant him my strength … please let him stay longer … please don’t take him away again … I … Not even tears could be traced from those saddened hues. Why shed tears when he was finally back home, if this could be appropriate to say. "To say I am not saddened of your presence would be an understatement, especially on the circumstances. Despite your presence being a true miracle, your fate is still tied to the Seal. Even then . . . you are not entirely free. That part . . . it hurts me deeply. If only I was stronger, if only this wasn't your fate -- your burden -- to carry . . . then I could fulfill my promise to you."

                          At that moment, mechanical arms immediately found themselves around the boy. She couldn’t contain it any longer and wanted to confirm that he was real. Soft … the warmth she once felt when his head rested against her lap … it was that same warmth. Thank goodness this wasn’t a hallucination and he was here. This was her reason for living, standing before her. Her embrace enhanced though he could detect she was trembling. " . . . I have missed you, Minato-kun. Please forgive me but I . . . I must do this. It is . . . overdue, as Junpei-san would say."

[ludificor]

⊰⚜⊱ No, she hadn't failed him as much as she had thought, he couldn't have had a better friend and someone to have taken his spot as temporary as it was. She's the one person he went as far as to die in the lap of knowing his fate and everything had been finished; maybe the Seal would smile upon them and allow him to continue his life just for now. It wouldn't be too much to ask, would it? Elizabeth was already caring for Erebeus and it isn't like he's needed there full time any longer. As long as some part of him is connected then maybe that would be fine for them; those closest to him at that and even the one that he felt he had given enough grief and pain over his own death. He had to die, to save them all before from what was all waiting for them. the Fall, the End, all of it. For now he would be fine this way, he isn't going to go back yet no matter how much he still seemed pale. A side effect, he is still keeping his life force there as a means of preventing it from breaking down during his time here. Just to see them again, his nakama and family as a whole even if he had only met one after it happened. He owed her a response though, instead of holding his tongue with her just waiting there and believing otherwise towards his current state. ❝Aigis... you are strong, don't say otherwise, I know that there's always the chance I can go back there; for now I just say we should enjoy what time I'm here for. I know that you wanted me to be free, you want me to be out of it for good, but I'll be alright as long as I can keep coming back.❞ As long as it didn't strain the Seal for him to leave, that would be fine although he did seem concerned from that brief tinge of it becoming noticeable in his azure-coals. Is she alright? He noticed her sadness a little. Before he could voice it, he found himself grabbed hold of, taken in her arms and close whenever he had only rested once close to her. The day he died in her lap, at first he was stiff only to bring himself to relax knowing she just wanted to hug him. He would relent, arms soon coming around her to give her this moment of warmth from him by a further extent. She needed it anyways, he seemed to have noticed she really is shaking... did she miss him that much? ❝The hug or were you talking about something else?❞ He is actually curious about it at least.

[ludificor]

strippedbutterflylullabys replied to your post:-Leans over while you're sleeping-

Pharos smile softly, shaking his head in response. “No… Not really. I wanted to see how you were doing~”

⊰⚜⊱ ❝...❞ That's all then? Pharos usually had his own way of going about things, truthfully he had figured him to just want to deliver the same cryptic messages he always did about this. It's nothing abnormal or so he assumed to consider he would do that during his time of knowing him, when did he start seeing him again...? As a child possibly from what he recalled of it, although it wasn't too often since he rarely could keep awake for too long regardless of his nightmares. ❝I'm... doing fine.❞ Even if he felt awkward somewhat.

[ludificor]

-Leans over while you're sleeping-

⊰⚜⊱ This again? He thought Pharos had better things to do than bother him at this point, the moon wasn't full now was it? No, it shouldn't be for a good while maybe with questions rising further in his grey matter at this point. Hues popping open, they almost seemed a little startled he had gone as far as to lean across him in such a way to rouse him; there's nothing he can really say other than question just how awkward the position is between the two of them. He's laying on him, like a body pillow almost and truthfully this is certainly... a different way to wake someone up. "... did you need something?" At least he asked instead of just laid there, praying to high heavens that this didn't disturb or wake his classmates; he'd prefer to go without being questioned on why he's talking to himself.

[xpalladion]

                         !!

                          Impossible! Letting out a faint gasp, the weapon immediately dropped everything she was doing and retreated from her current position. Mitsuru-san … I apologize but I must investigate these readings … it’s important to me … and he shall always be my priority … In accordance to her scanners, the reading were … off the charts. This wasn’t possible since only one certain man was capable of posing these readings too fairly. His potential matched with the Arcana of the World but how could the weapon be capable of picking up his readings?! He was … he was not of this world any longer, as painfully it was to admit. "Could he be here? No . . . that's . . . he fell ill during his last battle. Surely this must be a miscalculation . . . or have I been thinking about him too much?" Truthfully, he was someone who popped into her head so much. But right now … is there a possible chance … that he is alive? At that moment, light azure hues fell upon the miraculous sight. There he was …

                          Her reason for living is standing there.

                          A familiar voice echoed his way, hopefully he would heed her words. This must be done. Otherwise, she felt as if this was nothing but a hallucination. "You . . . but this can't be. Please tell me my sensors are . . . malfunctioning. You are -- . . . "

[ludificor]

⊰⚜⊱ Aigis... she... no, not like this, damn it. He did so good at hiding that he was alive to let them continue on in peace and yet now? The Fool turned World was certain that he was in more trouble than he would have liked to admit; he's been found now by the sole person that had had told he many times that he's her priority and purpose. If the cat was out of the bag then, he had no choice upon turning at this point to give her his attention no matter the fact he had died before. "... it's not, I... guess you can say that I was given a figurative bone, I got let out after two years, but I'm still connected to it." Not even Elizabeth knew he was free, another thing about it, really nobody did save for Shirogane who he often spoke with under that alias of his Yuuki. He must be honest, instead of lie to her about the truth of the matter. "Gomenasai, I didn't know how any of you would react if I just... showed up after two years of your lives going by without me." Another part of it, that and the mechanical maiden deserved his utmost attention to the fact he literally had managed to shock her of all people. Who would have thought? Surely not him knowing that he rarely had caught her off guard like this. So she would get what she wished, him, living and breathing without a doubt to it as much as this may come as a surprise to the others. He still seemed sickly, but, he only was getting use to life again with knowledge that he can at least go on about things without issue. Sure, he needed to finish school which can wait, for now he needed to catch up on everything he missed while dead for the duration of two years. He could have allowed her to believe he isn't real, if not for the fact it would be a disservice to her and those that were somewhat close to him.

[minatoxaigis]

Persona 3 Manga - Chapter One

[ludificor]

⊰⚜⊱ So far the night had been boring, school is no longer a worry given the events that happened and so far he's beginning to question just what to do tonight. He wouldn't say exactly just what it is he can do, not with plenty before him regardless of how... pale he seemed to be at the moment. A side effect for the azurette's release, he still felt the seal being attacked and it didn't help that Erebeus was relentless. Distraction, he really should just find one already before he opted for slumbering outside the pharmacy.

[phoeny]

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[ludificor]

⊰⚜⊱ "..." What to do now at this hour he wondered, he already ate and his sleep was still out of whack from the vast amount of times that he slipped into a deep slumber today; nothing too different knowing him at least. Maybe he should try finding a movie to watch or go on a walk, the walk sounded better since it might serve to help more to get him to relax.

[ludificor]

♛

⊰⚜⊱ "Yuuki-san."If only he knew what she was about to do, upon feeling flour suddenly hitting his face much to his surprise. Naoto of all people? He didn't think of her to be the one to play such a game yet he decided that looks can be deceiving upon taking between his pallid digits a handful of the substance from the bowl. Two can play at this game is what he thought the mere moment he tossed it in her direction. Hopefully landing his hit, otherwise this might turn from baking this cake over to a food fight in the making betwixt both of them.Not that he planned to win, he only was doing this since one of them needed the stress relief more than he ever did in any case.

[xfjustice]

                          Two years of rest … what on earth is he saying? Had the azure boy suddenly slipped into a coma at the hospital for an injury? Staring vaguely at him, the sleuth sighed softly before questioning him. Somehow it was beckoning to have some coherent answer before engaging into other matters. Then again … Would this be appropriate for me to do … it may be a coincidence but … hmm … he rarely speaks much of himself and this sleep for two years … It was impossible for any human being to ordinarily succumb to a deep slumber, unless it was a result of a coma. But he doesn’t look as if he lacks any suitable health. That pale look to his face suggested otherwise. “Hmm . . is that so, Yuuki-san? To tell you the truth, I’m not certain that is … normal to say before me. Have you undergone some tragic event to lead to this two years of slumber? I’m not sure I follow your words coherently.” Had she been venturing into his business without her intention? Hopefully he wouldn’t see it as troublesome for questioning him. Unfortunately, he couldn’t conceal much to someone who wasn’t lost in the fog … literally. “Ah … such an unhealthy habit you carry … and usual, perhaps. In any case, I’m glad that you awakened safely.” Her concerns leveled up as she kept an intense stare, vaguely staring into those azure eyes. Without a doubt … he was hiding something. Those eyes held in-depth much stories. Silence engulfed their surroundings, hardly being interrupted even by the small insects close by. They did their business as they were handling a conversation after an awakening. Eventually, it shall lead up to something further … with his permission of course. “Yuuki-san … I’ve been fixated on something for quite some time. Would you please heed my words and come attend to a dinner? After a long time to rest, I’m certain you may be hungry. Rest assure … I’ll pay for the two of us.”

[ludificor]

⊰⚜⊱ Her words were not too far from the mark, a tragic event had caused his deep slumber for the two years that he had been gone; a fact she had discovered and he obviously is willing to divulge a little information to her. She wished to know things, he would talk as long as he didn't feel it was wandering too close to his walled heart, his usually blank visage only had been pale because of the day that had passed on by. It hurt him plenty, the anniversary of his own death brought up his more painful memories. His friends, people he fought at the side of before he now had to begin anew with his life and find a way to go through with her at his tail. Strangely, the thought didn't effect him too much with knowledge a detective of all things that was a persona user is chasing after his own mysteries. It only served to show him she wished to find more, to seek more knowledge about him, a Fool and someone that very well had gone through similar events. The thought soon dropped from mind upon hearing her comment upon his habit, not very surprising he supposed. "It came from childhood..." His nightmares of the accident being a main cause behind it, he never could sleep without a crowd. He hadn't removed his own gaze from hers, apathetic like always it seemed within those azure-charcoal hues. Something he supposed wouldn't be too different, as much as he hid things well; one can grow accustomed to doing so with his track record of moving constantly from home to home. However, it was then that he found himself snapped from his thoughts, dinner? Come to think of it, he really hadn't eaten since lunch which was hours ago and had slept for a decent length of time there instead of bothering to leave, nobody awakened him so he assumed they just didn't care enough to see if he was alright. It isn't normal for someone to just fall asleep while awaiting a bus, not unless they knew a narcoleptic. With this aside, he nodded, although planning to help out with the bill if necessary just like he would for anyone else at that. Hopefully she wouldn't mind it. "... alright, Shirogane-san."

[sagittaarchive]

  { ♡: ゆかり} — "Am I really just an annoyance and bitch to everyone?"

[ludificor]

⊰⚜⊱ He wouldn't really... talk then, if anything he only came up beside her upon hearing such words. Did she fell like she was being such a way towards others? "..." This is more important than anything else he may need to do then... his other obligations can wait. "... Yukari-san?"

[xfjustice]

                          Before the sleuth took a desperate approach of lightly tapping his cheek, those azure hues immediately revealed themselves to his awakening. Her hand rested against the ground once again, though strangely kept her distance a pretty close one. Perhaps she was taking interest of the situation and wishing to see if things were good on his end. However, his face appeared faintly pale for someone who received an amount of rest. Grey hues intently focused on the sight, remaining silent for the time being. It’d be wise of her to remove herself from his body since … this situation could cause them to receive unlikely commentaries. With that, the sleuth elevated her body from him and took a seat right beside his body. Only one question came to mind at the moment of his awakening. “Are you alright, Yuuki-san? It’s been quite some time since our last encounter. I suppose this should be an accustomed habit of yours?” Strange … had he been asleep for so long without my realization … hmm … Worry succumbed the detective’s mind, pondering about the situation. Why in the world was he out here sleeping and for so long? This wasn’t … normal. At least, not to the sleuth where she had certain times to rest. ” … That may be the case, Yuuki-san. It’s quite abnormal to be resting for nearly two years … “

[ludificor]

⊰⚜⊱ Sleep was normal for him, his paleness could have been attributed to having had only came back to this world not long ago. His sleeping habits were the most worrisome part of his return given he could very well be dragged back off into the abyss of the Great Seal whenever it desires him to become one with it once more. "I already spent two years asleep before, I would have thought that would be enough..." Then again, he very well could be someone who is an undiagnosed narcoleptic knowing his current mannerisms just clicked into it. Perhaps he just stopped caring about his sleep, he will sleep when he pleases in life as much as this could very well be a poor choice of health. "I just figure it to be habit, I always sleep like this, at random or unusual times." How unsurprising he may have caused her worry over his own habit amongst other things, she may wish for him to talk about his time away, his time locked up at some point which he realized quite well. Locked in a seal, acting as a barrier betwixt Erebeus and Nyx, although the hardest part of any conversation is gaining information about the ever elusive history he had. Often moving, often shunning social contact, and even avoiding mentioning of the accident. That... is strictly off limits.