Even Werewolves Bleed for Love

Lukas Clarion, and yes, I'm a werewolf. The Pleasure is all mine.

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Well, shit.

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-Surprise colors his contours, hope fills him up when Lukas stops him. Maybe it is only a play, a damn good play at that but..-

-Snorts, should’ve seen it coming.- Why? It’ll make you a better person? Or is it for our sake? -Rolls his eyes at his earlier wishful thinking. Of course- I don’t feel like drinking, too early to get rat arsed with someone who doesn’t remember even my bloody name.

Tell you what, it starts with ‘L’ too.

-Walks backwards with a, ‘Tough luck hot shot’ expression and a flippant gesture of his right hand- Forget it as well you know, I don’t mind at all. We’ll get acquainted like strangers do the first time, next time. If there is, yeah? -scoffs-

[lukas-clarion]

-Keeps the sigh in because ugh, how dare this little kid?!!? Putting his hands on both of the other boy's shoulders.- Look, fine be picky. Then what do you want to do? Come on, don't make this difficult. It's not like that. 

I see. Well, come on boy's whose name starts with L. 

-Groans as it's pissing him off and he considers just walking away but something nags him as he decides to catch up with the kid. He grabs the kid's shoulder again and he doesn't know why he wants to hang out with the kid.- Look, just come on. It'll be on me. 

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Well, shit.

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Now I don’t think violence is a good idea, old man. She’ll hit me even if I don’t speak, I don’t worry ‘bout her.

I say what I want if you can’t hear it’s your problem for not checking up at St. Mungo’s -almost a whining tone laced with building frustration, Loki shakes his head as the mood spirals darker. It’s confusing, it’s overwhelming and he’s stalling in front of a chance to walk away. Should he..? Should he-

…! -Lukas’ rough fingers startle Loki, almost as if they’re not in a strange  situation. The way he casually messes up Loki’s hair is almost…Comforting and saddening at the same time. Nonetheless, Loki hastily slaps the hand away. Old habits die hard, they say-

I…You used to do that a lot..Even if I hated it. -Silence but Loki shakes his head once again and frowns at Lukas-

Save it. You’re right, we’re new. We’re different. Too different now. N-never mind, go on. Sorry for delaying you -curtly as he’s determined to walk away-

[lukas-clarion]

-Listens to the kid talk and he can't help but feel bad now for being a little rough. Groans as he made a mess and it's clearly his fault since he was the one that ruffled the hair and all that shit.- Wait, wait, wait. -Puts his hand on the boy's shoulder and he has to stop himself from shooting himself for being an ass.- 

Look, just get a pint with me and get this guilt off my chest, alright? Any place you particularly like? Or liked? Just not somewhere we used to go though. Anyway, hi, my name is Lukas Clarion, yours is? 

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Well, shit.

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Gag me, that sounds too suggestive to my liking.

Oh nice to know you still have the fire in you though, fucking smart ass going all smarty pants on me. As if he’s a geek -Continues to complain until Lukas starts on to retaliate-.

You… -This is a great opportunity. He doesn’t have to get close so why does it matter so much? Why does it pierce through his chest, a whimper caught in the throat. He could just leave and there’s nothing to explain, nothing to fix.-

You know what, I think… I think it’s best for me to put a distance between us but for you not to remember it’s just, that’s too much.

We were friends. Very good friends in fact, I actually did think of you as a family and now it’s just.. Yeah. You know, since you don’t seem so excited to see me again. So. -Trails off-

[lukas-clarion]

I'd rather keep my hands clean and not accidentally kill you. But you're right, it does sound suggestive in all the wrong ways. I won't tell her you said that though she and I aren't on talking terms to begin with. 

You know, you're saying all this murmuring that I can't catch. Mind speaking up? 

Me...? -Notices how the other boy is looking sort of downcast and a feeling of guilt starts coming onto him and he can't think of any words that are comforting but maintaining distance at the same time.- 

Sorry, don't know what else to say. -Ruffles the shorter boy's hair and is a bit surprised that it felt so natural but decides not to say anything.- 

If it's any consolation, I'm sure the old me would have been thrilled to see you. It's just, I'm not who you think I am. Look, why don't I get you a pint or something to make up for it? 

[loki-young-blog]

Well, shit.

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Yeah you did, and it’s her. She’s our midget. And the hell that ought to mean I don’t want to know at the moment.

For you it’s not, my world is ending with you like thi- Oh no, no nononono No. Not leaving, you are definitely not leaving yet.

Alright, alright just stay there like a statue give me a second to believe this -Reaches up to pinch the bridge of his nose as he sighs heavily at the new discovery. It’s too much for him to take.-

Doesn’t matter about the father, old man. He’s not the focus here, what I need to know is what in the bloodiest world has happened to your mini brains? We all know you’re slow ass at some stuff but not like forgetting names and faces. The hell, old man?

-Growls in frustration as he can’t dare to look at Lukas in the eye..Somewhat-

[lukas-clarion]

Our midget? The fuck kind of relationship or friendship did the three of us have? No, wait. Don't tell me, I don't want to know. 

Sorry, mate. I didn't know I meant that much to you but that Lukas is gone. -Rolls his eyes slightly, a bit annoyed at the way the other boy is keeping him glued in place.-

Take your time, not like I have to get anywhere like I don't know, class. Shouldn't you be heading there too? 

My mini brains, look here, mate, I've got decent sized brain cells. But if you have to know, I woke up one morning and they were just poof gone like magic. Not sure exactly what happened but why does that matter to you? 

[loki-young-blog]

Well, shit.

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Lukas. You’re an old man because you act like one around me…Er, past tense, acted now considering you’re not exactly right in the head. Did Olivia  smack you with a metal beater bat or somethi-

Holy.

Shit.

-The realization dawns on Loki as he processes Luke’s words back. The way the other lad acts and how genuine the glints in his eyes are. He, he doesn’t know Loki? ‘This is impossible’.-

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck! I left just for a while and he forgets all about me!

-Fretting around as he garbles more angry comments under his breath before facing Lukas again-

Oi, old man! Did you get an amnesia?

-Loki frets inwardly, hoping this is really just a trick to get him begging for acceptance on his knees. ’Damn Lukas’-

[lukas-clarion]

I did? Can't imagine doing that. Who the-Oh, are you talking about that short doll looking girl who said she knew me? We didn't end on a such a good note but she didn't hit me with anything as far as I know. 

Calm your tits, mate. The world isn't ending. 

What the fuck are you-? You know what, never mind, I'm going to head out-

Stop calling me that. I'm not your old man. I wouldn't your pop to hear that and get offended. But you can call it like that. My memories went poof but don't think they're coming back. I'm not the Lukas Clarion you knew. So give it up. 

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Well, shit.

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Har-har fucking hilarious, Luke. Are you starting to resemble an old man already, Old Man?

C’mon I get it, I didn’t say a word to you blokes for ages but cut that shitty act out. You can’t even aim for an award even if you try hard. I’m sorry okay? Look I even studied the standard mannerism when I was gone. Aren’t you proud of me? -Loki finds it amusing and not at the same time. Honestly his mate has been a bonker for as long as he has remembered but this is too much of a child’s play-

[lukas-clarion]

Old man? Look mate, you and I, look about the same age. The only difference is that I'm bigger than you. 

I've never seen you in my life, let alone have a conversation with you. Would you leave if I said that I'm proud of you? 

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Well, shit.

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Tsch! -Loki’s temper boils to another degree when a not so pleasing throb sparked in his shoulder. He’s about to give a reminder to the offender to watch where the fuck he’s going until…-

-‘Oh. Ooooh shit that burns coming from him’-

What are you, a girl, Luke? I understand my lack of presence is upsetting but that’s not really nice of you. 

-Loki really doesn’t expect to see another one of his close mates this early and something tells him, he’s going to get through a hell-

[lukas-clarion]

-He stops in his tracks when he hears his name and looks back with disbelief and confusion.- 

Look, mate, I really didn't see you there and how in fucks name do you know my name? Have we met? 

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Well, shit.

-With the last thread of hesitancy being cut away from his demeanor, Loki walks in. Hoping that he’s not going to get his face caved in or something equally horrible like that-

[lukas-clarion]

-Accidentally (but not so much) hits the other blokes' shoulder and he looks back- Sorry, mate. I didn't see you there. 

[lukas-clarion]

Do you have to be such a slut?

Do you have to be so mean? My heart can't bear it. 

[lukas-clarion]

what's going on between you and mariah?

I don't know, is there something that's supposed to be happening? 

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Whoever got me this teddy bear

[nanette-barder]

Hilarious, Clarion. No you know what, doll? Ignore what I said befre. Continue with this little charade, it’s amusing to see you in this state of distress. 

[lukas-clarion]

You can go to hell. I'm going to walk away, don't stare at my back for too long, babes. 

[lukas-clarion]

Whoever got me this teddy bear

[nanette-barder]

At least I can read and understand the words on the textbook. Aw, but do forgive me, I didn’t mean to make the mudblood upset. Clarion, your initial reaction of forgetfulness, granted annoying, was amusing but now it makes me want to slap you. Do tell me, how do you forget bedding my mother? She’ll be very upset to know her boy toy forgot all about her. 

[lukas-clarion]

I what?! Listen here, whoever the fuck you are, I have a policy not to sleep with married women. On top of that, you look around your 20's which means your mother had to be at least 20 when she had you unless if it was an early pregnancy. Either way, she'd be over her 30's and I haven't banged anyone over their 30's. I tend to shy away from the older ones and so, no, fuck no, I didn't sleep with your mom. 

[quinn-delmar-deactivated2013070]

How incredibly noble of you. I suppose i may take you up on that offer.

I don’t have secrets, I find that I’m in fact quite honest. Some even say annoying, others say charming, but it’s all honesty.

[lukas-clarion]

I try. I wouldn't mind seeing a babe like you around my room.

Really? Following your parents advice, aren't you? But I thought everyone had their own dirty little secret. Come on, you can't be a completely clean dish plate can you? 

[amirabernard-blog]

Quite lucky for you that I have a terrible pash for coming to the rescue of damsels in distress. That’s good. I hate ninnies whose only purpose in life is to make themselves a trouble for others. So, being able to save oneself is a good quality, I’d say. Aye? I enjoy it, too, if the risks are high enough. The thrill game, you know. Really? Are you sure that wouldn’t muck up with your surely busy schedule, Princess? I wouldn’t want to steer time away from all the lasses you have waiting in line for a smile their way. Sounds reckless, and quite similar to the temptations of being a pirate, minus you’d have to throw in an honest love for sea over land, and thirst for adventure. Do they? I could never, theoretically, be in a pack. Even if I were a werewolf, I like to captain my own life and I can’t accustom to living another. Plus my boys would miss me too much. 

How very kind of you, though I was getting quite prepared for the sight of a rosy pink flush against your cheeks. Some other time. What a dear princess, you are, so forgiving it’s almost insane. Perhaps, but some secrets are like sharp knives - but they’re double bladed. You could hurt those around you, if you wish, or you might accidentally hurt yourself. Ah, then I’ll brace myself for the blessed saviour’s embrace. Make sure I’m all dolled up for the occasion and all. Well, I’m sorry to other folk, but I couldn’t resist. Nothing else seemed quite right. Yes, quid pro quo the way it should be. Though obviously in my line of business we do a lot more taking than giving. Yes, so brief a conversation and yet I feel like an expert on the lovely princess. I think it’s because of your glowing charm and openness. Makes it hard not to look and notice.

Well, most people used to call homosexuals heathen, and that doesn’t make it less harsh. Shying away from it is useless, of course, but it’s better to face it head on and inspire change. Oh? Oh, I heard about these. One of the stadiums, am I right? Don’t be too sure, since delirium can cause a lot of illusions which might not be actually real. When I was a child, I’d convinced myself I was attacked my a wolf when I was in a forest near my home. It was something else though. When the healers explained it, it was an out of body experience trying to escape the reality of my true assaulter. The mind is a very powerful organ. I’m not putting myself down though - are you serious? I’m a girl who can master seven grown men. Even Snow White could only manage dwarves. Mine are all a minimum of six feet tall. 

[lukas-clarion]

Lucky indeed. Where would I be without my brave knight in shining armor? You've got a point there but everyone needs a little rescuing every now and then. We may be witches, wizards, werewolves or whatever we are, we're still vulnerable beings in the end. Even through all your tough talk, you've got to have had some hard times. The thrill game is the best, keeps you on edge, makes you feel alive. I get that. In my powers as a princess, I've deemed you worthy of my time and so the others can wait. Think I can make a good pirate? Being cooped up in the palace is no fun, might as well run away with a dashing pirate. Care to be that pirate? I don't know about that, if you were a werewolf, pretty sure you'd fit right into ours. Will would be all over you, god I miss that girl. Don't knock it till you try it, babes and besides, I'd be there so it won't all be bad.

Damn it, I didn't think you'd want to see something like that. But oh well, like you said, next time maybe. And then maybe you'll see me giggling like a school girl. Though I think the pink blush against the skin would look so much better on your cheeks, babes. I know, I try, what can I say. I try to be an understanding ruler. Then best to not do stupid shit that would lead to that. You do that, though I wouldn't mind it if you stayed simply as is. Your dolled up beauty might be too much for me. My charm and openness, eh? I'll be sure to keep that up if you're pleased by it, my knight. 

Different scenario, homosexuals can't harm anyone the way werewolves can. Besides, what right do people have to judge people on who they love? I am a killer, not on purpose but I have. It's natural for them to think I'm a monster, which is why I tell people straight on and if they decide to leave, so be it. Yeah, the stadium is amazing actually, never seen anything quite like it before. That sounds terrifying, sorry you had to go through that. Is this your way of opening yourself up to me? Because if so, I like it, you're an interesting knight, did you know that? -Laughs.- If you say so, your amazingness. But I've got to hand it to you, that's applause worthy. 

[valdemer-blog]

There’s nothing to be nervous about. I don’t make a habit of believing in people I don’t feel can succeed. - Not that that’s a prompt for you to get cocky now. If you say so, I’ll try to keep my nose out of your school record unless it’s brought to my attention. I’m sure you will do well. The subject suits you, I believe. It’s good you went with what seemed right rather than my subject just because I teach it. After all it’s difficult to excel at something you have little interest in. The staggering amount of young wizards and witches I’ve met in my lifetime who are bitter over their choice of Mastery is alarming really. It’s good to see you’ve not fallen into the same trap of convenience over passion. 

[lukas-clarion]

It's an honor that you think so highly of me and of course not. I'll do my best sir, I can guarantee you that. And I know it's not my place to say this but if there's anything that needs to be done, I will do it for you. Do you think so? Forgive me for asking but I have to know, why do you think that?