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99 Questions (IC) ♥

1. What is your full name?

Lula Belle Morgendorffer

2. Where and when were you born?

... In a hospital? I was born February 14th, 2015.

3. Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)

My mother is Daria Morgendorffer. She's distant; kind of cold. She thrives off of sarcasm, and she likes to do what she wants to do despite what anyone else might think. She's not an ideal mother, but she is still my mother. A lot of the time, I wish I could say I hate her for the way she acts towards me, but I can't find it in myself to do it. She's different. We'll put it all down to that.

I don't know anything about my father, honestly. I wish I could say more, but-- I just don't know anything.

4. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?

Had. I had a sibling. Sam was my world. He was my hero and my best friend. He liked to joke around a lot. It was like he made it his job to make sure I was always happy despite our situation. He was great at that job. He sang to me-- songs that I didn't realize the meaning of until after he was gone. He taught me to see good in people. He taught me not to judge by a first meeting. I wouldn't be who I am without having had him in my life. He-- died a few years ago. I don't like to talk about it. For a long time, I liked to act like he never existed. It hurt too much to do so. I never told anyone about him-- until recently. I feel kind of at peace with it now. He's really my angel now.

5. Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.

I live in an apartment with Zander and Marco. It's, you know, small, but I wouldn't want to be anywhere else. Marco is great; very nice. Zander is... well, he's Zander. He's wonderful.

6. What is your occupation?

Student.

7. Write a full physical description of yourself.

Average height, light brown hair, hazel eyes? I'm not sure what else I should put here.

8. To which social class do you belong?

Lower-middle?

9. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?

None that I'm aware of.

10. Are you right- or left-handed?

Right.

11. What does your voice sound like?

High-ish? Mom always told me I sounded like, and I quote, "one of those princesses I like". I'm not sure to which she was referring.

12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?

"Oh, dear"?

13. What do you have in your pockets?

Umm, nothing.

14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?

I suppose you'd have to ask someone besides myself to get a proper response to that.

15. How would you describe your childhood in general?

Amazing, despite it all. Sam made sure of it.

16. What is your earliest memory?

Sam took me to the playground one day. I fell off the swing, and he helped me with my scraped-up leg. I couldn't have been more than two-and-a-half.

17. How much schooling have you had?

I'm a Junior, about to be a Senior.

18. Do/did you enjoy school?

It's decent.

19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?

Some from Sam, a lot from teaching myself.

20. While growing up, did you have any role models?

Sam, though, I'm sure he hated that I looked up to him.

21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?

My mother? Just as well as I do now. Sam? Like I stated before, he was my best friend.

22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?

Pre-figuring out my love for baking, I'm sure I probably wanted to be a princess. Afterwards, I wanted to own a bakery. I still do to this day.

23. As a child, what were your favorite activities?

Playing with Sam, or on my own. Also, watching Disney movies.

24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?

Most of the same, but perhaps a bit more excitable, if that can be believed.

25. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?

No, not really. I was friendly, but I guess I just didn't present myself in a "make friends with me" kind of way when I was younger. My friend was Sam.

26. When and with whom was your first kiss?

Um... last w-week, and it-it-it-it-it-it... Zander. Oh, dear.

27. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?

I-I-I-I-I AM STILL A VIRGIN.

28. If you aren’t a virgin, would you take your first time back?

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?

Important doesn't necessarily have to be good, right? Sam's death.

30. Who has had the most influence on you?

Sam.

31. What do you consider your greatest achievement?

My first successful Baked Alaska. I cried a bit.

32. What is your greatest regret?

Not getting to say good-bye to Sam.

33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?

I hope nothing.

34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind?

Oh, dear, no.

35. When was the time you were the most frightened?

After reading Sam's letter.

36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?

I'm sure I have plenty, but I don't like to dwell on them.

37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?

I think the answer to that is obvious, but I don't think, even if I tried, I would have been able to change the outcome.

38. What is your best memory?

Two things: Sam singing to me, and... oh, dear.

39. What is your worst memory?

Another obvious answer.

40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?

I try to be as optimistic as I possibly can be.

41. What is your greatest fear?

Losing someone else I care about.

42. What are your religious views?

I like to say I'm Catholic, but I only really practice on religious holidays. I do believe in Heaven, though.

43. What are your political views?

I try not to mix myself up in that.

44. What are your views on sex?

O-O-O-O-O-O-Oh, dear. It-It-It, um, it sounds-- like, I, um... If you're in love, and you're ready, go for it. Oh, dear.

45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?

I would never be able to kill anyone. I don't believe it is acceptable.

46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?

Killing someone.

47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?

Perhaps I do.

48. What do you believe makes a successful life?

Love in all forms.

49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?

I don't like talking about my feelings much. It makes me feel-- vulnerable. That's not a nice feeling.

50. Do you have any biases or prejudices?

I try not to.

51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?

Kill, I suppose. As I stated before, I just don't find it acceptable.

52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?

Any of the friends I have.

53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?

I always try to treat everyone I meet with kindness. Everyone deserves someone to be kind to them. One ounce of it could change their outlook on life. You wouldn't know unless you try.

54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?

Sam still is, and my friends.

55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?

I respect a good deal of people. A lot of people have been through a lot, and they've gotten through it. I look up to that.

56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.

I have a few friends. They're very sweet people. I don't think I have a particular "best" friend.

57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.

O-Oh... Um... I don't-- know?? If I have a?? significant... Hm.

58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.

Ask me again another time.

59. What do you look for in a potential lover?

Kindness.

60. How close are you to your family?

Not very.

61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?

Oh, goodness... I would love to have a family one day.

62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?

Zander, or even Chuck, perhaps.

63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?

Zander, because he has before.

64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?

Any of my friends that I've mentioned, I'd hope.

65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?

I don't like the word "despise". I don't despise anyone.

66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?

I like to avoid conflict, but that doesn't mean I won't argue when I get into conflict.

67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?

Not exactly.

68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?

Large groups are fine, but I prefer smaller groups. It's just easier to speak to a few people at a time, rather than large.

69. Do you care what others think of you?

It depends on who they are.

70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?

Baking and knitting.

71. What is your most treasured possession?

I have a necklace with an "S" on it. It belonged to my brother. I hope to give it to my child one day.

72. What is your favorite color?

It's a toss-up between mint green and pink.

73. What is your favorite food?

Italian food is delicious.

74. What, if anything, do you like to read?

I'll read anything once.

75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?

Crafting!! And Disney.

76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?

Oh, no!

77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?

I'm usually with Zander, unless he's working.

78. What makes you laugh?

Disney movies, of course. Oh, and my friends. They're all pretty funny.

79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you?

People that are rude for no reason.

80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?

Bake. I have experience with this.

81. How do you deal with stress?

Baking; lots and lots of it. Loads of baking. So much baking.

82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?

Being spontaneous is fun, but plans are great to have.

83. What are your pet peeves?

Rude people.

84. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?

I wake up, get ready for school, go to school, come home, bake probably, spend time with my roommates, I suppose I can call them, and then I sleep. Eating goes without saying. I wouldn't mind if it were disrupted. It usually isn't, though.

85. What is your greatest strength as a person?

My optimism.

86. What is your greatest weakness?

I'm not good at communicating my feelings.

87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

See above.

88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?

Somewhere in between. It depends on my mood.

89. Are you generally organized or messy?

Organized.

90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.

Good: baking, knitting, giving advice to other people.